"歘"~

The girl sat up from the bed in shock, beads of sweat oozing from the corners of her forehead, slowly dripping along the contours of her cheeks and falling on the back of her hand that was clutching the corners of the quilt, her eyes closed, and the word "Chuan" wrinkled between her eyebrows.

She pressed her left hand to her chest, and her right hand gently patted herself as she breathed inhale, a movement that quickly calmed her.

The girl came to the drawing-room in the dark, and poured herself a glass of water by the bright moonlight, and strangely she did not feel the slightest thirst, which was only the habitual behavior of the last few months, for she could not remember the first sleepless nights.

She raised her glass of water and stared at the full moon outside the window through the transparent glass, as if she wanted to see through the story of the people in the moon, she wanted to know if Wu Gang of the Guanghan Palace still insisted on cutting down the laurel tree, whether he still insisted on the sincerity at the beginning, and still wishfully admired her goddess?

Persistence is not an easy thing, just like loving someone from beginning to end, and the grievances and courage in this process can only be experienced by yourself.

The girl looked at the water swaying in the cup and couldn't help but smile, remembering the moment she met her fiancé, they first met in a QQ group, and had their first formal meeting at the invitation of a friend.

The sunset was infinitely good that day, and the boy's handsome appearance attracted her heart, just like him, she secretly liked him, although the boy's impression of her was not very good at first, and even the process of falling in love later was full of grievances and bitterness, but fortunately, the fate between the two was also a positive fate, and in general, it was a positive result, which was already a happy ending for her.

Next month's wedding was supposed to be something she looked forward to and rejoiced about, but for some reason, in the approaching period, nightmares about her ex were almost every night, which made her panic and anxiety, as if there was a pair of eyes staring at her behind her, and there was nowhere to put the sweetness she had prepared.

The torture every night left her with no one to complain about, and it was not appropriate to tell anyone about it, and she could only silently bear the pain of insomnia and the fear of nightmares.

In his dreams, he always smiled and asked her when he promised him to organize a small family of his own, no matter which city he was in, he had no opinion.

Seemingly warm pictures often make people have a past that cannot be looked back.

Maybe in the eyes of her friends, the relationship of more than three years is what they envy, but for herself, it is a bondage and loss.

Lost freedom, lost joy, lost passion, lost yearning.

And all this that was lost, after she found out that she had met Xiangyang, that is, her fiancé, slowly ignited all this desire.

In the eyes of her friends, the seemingly sweet first love is a lingering nightmare for her, she has always avoided talking about this relationship, and now she is used to slowly forgetting everything in the past, especially Mingxi's face and figure.

But it often backfires, and fate is sometimes like a naughty child, who wants to play tricks on you, just to see how you look like you.

Yes, she was out of trouble, everything about Mingxi was like a chasing light, forcibly implanted in her mind, and she couldn't forget it.

Memories of him poured out like a flood and caught her off guard.

Looking back on the year, Mingxi was just a temporary boyfriend she randomly selected at the school gate, but she didn't expect one place to be three years, but in the past three years, she endured everything for the so-called love and morality.

Putting away the memories, the girl calmed down and drank her saliva, put down the water glass, picked up the notebook on the sofa, and opened the QQ Space photo album that had been locked for seven years, which had blocked all Mingxi and her memories.

In the password box, she skillfully entered the password, yes, it was his birthday.

The people and things she doesn't want to remember the most are often engraved in her heart like an imprint, just like his birthday, but she has forgotten why she set his birthday for this album password? Is it a preparation in advance for permanent forgetting, permanent no longer opening this album?

It's just that she still remembers the password.

Sarcasm, really sarcasm.

The moment she opened the album, it seemed that time had traveled back to ten years ago, she was the most dazzling girl in the crowd, the most eye-catching wherever she went, and there were countless followers around her.

She thought that finding a random boyfriend would keep her away from these bees and butterflies, and she could live a quiet life until she graduated.

Later, she discovered what is called a wrong step, a wrong step in life.

Flipping through the dozens of photos in the album, there was not a single photo with Mingxi, only a few photos of him, his smile was still the same as in his dream, smiling so sunny, but a little unconfident.

The girl looked at the only few photos of Mingxi, with wheat-colored skin, a high nose bridge, wearing a white polo shirt, and a curved arc hanging from the corners of her mouth unconsciously, only to find that this boy was quite handsome and sunny, exactly like the image in the dream.

Laughing and laughing, and suddenly sobbing again, the girl "snapped" and closed the computer angrily, and roared at the floor-to-ceiling window with a crying voice,

"After so many years of separation, why did you appear in my dreams, why?"

"Don't you know I'm getting married? What do you mean?

"Woo~" The girl squatted on the edge of the sofa and sobbed.

How did she know that at this time, Mingxi's life was already fragile and entered the countdown.

The girl stared at the number of her mobile phone, hesitated in her heart, and after a few minutes, she still mustered up the courage to dial out, and as a result, the other end rang: Sorry, the phone you dialed has been turned off......

Yes, she forgot that Xiang Yang had the habit of turning off the machine at night, he said that he was too tired to work during the day, and he didn't want to be disturbed when he rested at night.

The girl suddenly panicked, she began to doubt the twists and turns of the three-year relationship with Xiang Yang, and for a moment she regretted the decision to enter the marriage with him hand in hand, and she began to struggle with whether to cancel the wedding that had made her look forward to it countless times.

As Mr. Yang Jiang said, your problem is that you read too little and think too much.

Yes, she was in a state of confusion, crankiness, and struggle.

I'm tired thinking about it, and I don't remember how I went back to my room to fall asleep, and she dreamed again in her sleep, only this time it was no longer Mingxi pestering her, but she went back to ten years ago, and she was willingly frolicking happily with Mingxi in a corner of the campus.

In the dream, she seemed to enjoy Mingxi's favor, which she couldn't feel between her and Xiang Yang, because the way she got along with Xiang Yang was the role swap between her and Ming Xi at the beginning, it was she who doted on Xiang Yang, and in this relationship, she became the humble one.