"What's wrong? Hehe, I wasn't joking at you just now, don't think too much about it. ”

Zhu Li said with a smile, and then the faint sigh that followed on the other end of the phone was only silence, and Zhu Lifu, who was at a loss for a while, explained:

"It's been a long, long time since anyone has talked to me about such a light-hearted topic, but it's good to have time to watch a TV series once in a while to relieve stress.

Look at me now, it sounds good, it seems that someone greets you with a smile all day long, Mr. Zhu comes and Mr. Zhu goes, to put it mildly, I am just a part-time worker, and I don't know how many people in the company point to me for failing and then leaving.

Others say that a busy person is a dog, and he is busy as a dog, right, I can only be regarded as a cow at most, or a cow that plows all day and has no time to breathe, haha~ Not even a dog. ”

Unconsciously, Zhu Li vented the long-suppressed unhappiness in her heart to Lin Menghan, and her emotions fluctuated slightly with the self-deprecating words, although she barely squeezed out a smile on her face.

But the memories that come to mind are like bunches of grapes, some sweet, some bitter, and the different flavors of the two blend with each other, and the bitterness is incomparable.

"Well, I don't think much about it, and you don't think too much, sometimes being busy is also a way to relieve stress, it can make people forget a lot of worries. ”

"You're still the same as before, very comforting to your friends, and when you talk to you like this, suddenly you miss our youth, when we were at school...... Forget it, don't talk about it, people always have to look ahead, right?"

Zhu Li really couldn't go on, the more she talked, the more guilty she blamed herself, if it weren't for the impulse of being young and vigorous, maybe there were many classmates or friends who got along well, but now when she looked back, she found that she didn't seem to have any friends except Cao Xiaoxiao, only a lonely person.

Since the last time she got together in the hospital, she was very grateful to Ding Chengkang and other classmates, although there was a little unpleasantness with her classmates on the way, but because Mingxi let her and Lin Menghan resolve the misunderstanding between each other, and she was able to become a friend who could talk, she was already satisfied.

Although she didn't know if Lin Menghan had completely let go of the past and was a friend, but in her heart, she Lin Menghan was already her friend, so she regarded her as the object she was willing to talk to, and these heartfelt words were the heartfelt words that she had never confided in Cao Xiaoxiao from beginning to end.

The longer the thoughts, the more chaotic the memories become, and the only taste in it is bitter and unforgettable.

"Yes, people have to look forward and don't always stay in the past. ”

Lin Menghan responded lightly, her mind full of thoughts about how to tell Zhu Li about Mingxi's letter and his strange behavior, she desperately wanted to verify her unattainable but hopeful not whimsical ideas.

"Menghan, sometimes I envy you. Julie said.

"Me too. Lin Menghan replied.

In fact, what she wants to tell her is: All the people in this world who say they envy others are actually being envied by others, but you just don't know it.

"I'm a friend to you. Julie said.

"Me too. Lin Menghan replied.

"It's a friend you can talk to. ”

"Yes. ”

"Let it pass, it's too late, like you from the beginning...... Remember that it seemed to be one of your favorite songs. ”

Zhu Li unconsciously hummed this favorite song of Lin Menghan back then, because Lin Menghan sang well, she often asked Cao Xiaoxiao to accompany her to the karaoke room to practice singing, in order not to lose to Lin Menghan everywhere.

"The last time I sang this song was at our graduation ceremony, when everyone was still young......

"Have you put it down?" asked Julie.

"I put it down early. Why do you ask?"

"I just want to know if you really forgive me for being a friend when I was younger. ”

"Of course. ”

"Menghan thank you, it was you who made me feel the warmth of friends, it was you who made me understand the preciousness of friendship, and it was also for you to let me know that there is someone around me who can talk to my heart. ”

"Speaking of these things, I feel sorry for Ning Jingjing. ”

"That's where I'm sorry for you. ”

On the phone, the two of you said what they wanted to say, and this friendship was completely heart-to-heart.

"Oh, why did you talk about such a sentimental topic, I didn't originally want to talk about Mingxi's affairs, it's all my fault, and I've been talking about some digressions for a long time. ”

Zhu Li suddenly remembered what Lin Menghan wanted to say at first, and slapped her forehead with her palm regretfully.

"It's okay, it's not too late to say it now, the things that are held in my heart still have to be said to be comfortable, I am willing to be your eternal listener. ”

Lin Menghan paused in a casual manner and said:

"It's just that I don't know how to tell you about Mingxi, and now I don't seem to know who to tell except you. ”

"Huh? Julie whispered with relief.

"Well, it's just that recently I've noticed that some of his behaviors are very abnormal, and his schedule is not very regular. ”

"I know this, the last expert has already started to do the second round of medical treatment, and I am also looking for new international experts. ”

Zhu Li interjected between Lin Menghan's pauses.

"It's not this, it's his ......", Lin Menghan wanted to speak and stopped.

"Well, it's not this? What is that, I don't understand, what's going on, you better say it in one breath, I'm worried about it. ”

Zhu Li frowned, not daring to think about the worst thing about Mingxi, although she knew the fragility of life in her heart, and knew that Mingxi would leave one day, but she was always afraid to face a familiar life disappearing in front of her eyes, not to mention that this fresh life was a person she knew well, and she was not ready to lose him, let alone accept the sudden disappearance of a person.

"I saw the letter he wrote. ”

Lin Menghan pursed her lips lightly, her head was running rapidly, thinking in her heart how to explain the incident clearly, and at the same time not let Zhu Li feel that her thoughts were whimsical.

"Faith, what faith, will not be a ...... Books, right?"

Julie softly spat out the last word, she couldn't believe it came from her own mouth.

"No, it's a letter to Jingjing, or a note to himself. Lin Menghan decided to hide her original thoughts at this moment, and only told Mingxi about writing notes.