Chapter 162: Lost Soul
When Li Bochuan came to his senses, he found that the peerless woman who had been staring at him for a while no longer looked at him, but continued to lean over and pick up books on the shelf.
At this time, there was only one sentence in Li Bochuan's heart that kept lingering in his heart: This woman should only be in heaven, and it is rare to hear it in the world!
Li Bochuan was ashamed, and he had a feeling that he wanted to hide his face and escape from here, which made him feel very embarrassed, and he didn't expect that he would be like this one day.
In fact, it is good that Li Bochuan can quickly wake up from his infatuation, you know, the boys at the self-study table have not yet come out of the "wine jar".
Feeling embarrassed at the same time, Li Bochuan was a little overwhelmed, not knowing whether it was better for him to continue to pick books or stay away, not knowing whether to put his hands on the bookshelf or hang down naturally, not knowing whether to be amazed or pretending that nothing had happened.
This made Li Bochuan uncomfortable and at a loss, no matter what he did, it was extremely unnatural.
Li Bochuan still chose to pretend to continue to pick books, but in fact, Li Bochuan looked at the books on the shelves, but he didn't see a word, and his hand had no feeling on those books.
How many times had his fingers swept back and forth over those books, Li Bochuan didn't know, he only knew that he was now trying his best to use the corner of his eye to secretly look at the woman not far from him, and only felt that her well-defined, pink and white side face could make all men crazy.
And Cao Shubai saw the male classmate not far from her, although his eyes had returned to normal when he looked at her, but his pretending, sneaking, and cautious peeking at her was known to her clearly, and she felt that this male classmate was a little different just now, but she didn't expect that it was still so unbearable, it seems that all men in the world are the same, and no one is immune.
If Li Bochuan heard Cao Shubai's inner evaluation of him at this time, he didn't know whether he would cry or laugh, or cry or laugh. You must know that even if Li Bochuan meets a sexy and enchanting stunner beauty like Sanniang, Li Bochuan will only lose his mind for a moment, horse
can return to normal, how can it be as embarrassed as it is now.
From the first time he saw Cao Shubai, Li Bochuan felt that his heart was hit by a gun, beating him so that his heart stopped beating, suffocating him, and he only felt that his mind was thrown into an atomic bomb, which exploded in his mind fiercely, making him dizzy and unaware.
Li Bochuan doesn't know how long he hasn't felt this way, this kind of feeling that when he sees someone he likes, his feet are weak and he can't walk, and he will feel inferior no matter what, is now appearing in him.
Li Bochuan remembers that the first time he had this feeling was in high school, when he fell in love with a girl in the next class, the girl also wore a long straight ponytail, revealing her fair and straight neck, at that time, every time he went to the toilet after class, he would deliberately pass by the classroom of their class, and then his eyes passed through the classroom window, staring at her for two seconds, only at this time, Li Bochuan would deliberately slow down, just to be able to look at the girl more.
And what makes Li Bochuan happiest is that on some occasions, or at a very accidental time, he meets her, at this time Li Bochuan will be like now, his heart is beating rapidly, sweat is on his head, he only glanced at the girl, and then he didn't dare to look at it again, for fear that the girl would find something, and after that, Li Bochuan would be happy and excited alone for a long time.
Li Bochuan will collect any news about her, and will also collect her various preferences and hobbies.
He also got the girl's mobile phone number, but he never had the courage to press the added Jian. He also thought about confessing to her, but he had a deep inferiority complex in his heart, which made him prohibitive, wanted to touch and stretched out his hand back, only to feel that he was not worthy of that girl.
I don't know how many nights, he had thought about it, he had simulated the way he held hands with her countless times in his mind, it had stroked the girl's soft hair countless times in his dreams, and his heart was shaken, and he only thought how good it would be if this was the case!
It's just one day that Li Bochuan suddenly heard a bad news, that is, the girl had a boyfriend, a very handsome boy who was more handsome than him and often sang and danced on the school stage. Li Bochuan lost
The soul is depressed, as if the bone marrow has been drained by life, and the pain is unbearable.
It's a pity that even when it came to graduation, the girl never knew that there was someone who silently liked her.
And Li Bochuan spent three years silently crushing on that girl, but he didn't say a word to that girl, not even the simplest "hello"!
Later, Li Bochuan learned through his classmates in high school that after graduation, the girl went to an ordinary junior college and separated from the very handsome boy who could sing and dance.
Just hearing this, Li Bochuan smiled slightly, there was not the slightest ripple in his heart, the clouds were light and the wind was light, but he sighed in his heart, silently wishing that girl a beautiful and happy future in the future!
When every boy was young, he fantasized about riding a horse and a sword to the end of the world, and he looked forward to holding hands and smiling in the playground.
When every boy is young, he will sweat, drink and talk, shake his head, and laugh about the silly boy at that time!
And the second time this feeling appeared, it was when I met Yan Dong at the beginning of the last semester, and at that time Yan Dong would make him feel overwhelmed and feel inferior, but it was far less intense and rapid than now.
Now Li Bochuan is secretly aiming, aiming and aiming, Li Bochuan found that this woman actually has a feeling that makes him feel familiar, but Li Bochuan can't remember where this familiar feeling comes from for a while, so he remembers to jump his feet and scratch his ears and cheeks.
After a while, Li Bochuan's eyes widened, and he realized that the stunning woman in front of him was not the one who fell down when he went to work in a bubble tea shop during the summer vacation and went to deliver takeaways.
Li Bochuan was deeply impressed by this scene, you know, after that incident, Li Bochuan's life changed, and Li Bochuan often thought about this woman, but he was nervous that day, and he just glanced at the woman in a hurry, and he only had a general impression of her in his heart, and it was not very real, so Li Bochuan didn't recognize it at the first glance just now.
Now he really stacked the woman in front of him and the woman in his mind, which made Li Bochuan excited!