Hitting the stone with an egg and turning his elbow to his thigh, Ding Lijun thought about it, if the Zhong family really wanted to snatch the child, Liang Zhen really didn't have the power to fight back at all.

"But you're going to keep it a secret from Doudou like this?"

Liang Zhen sniffed, she felt that she had a little too much wine today.

"Brother Ding, in fact, I am a very selfish person. She rubbed her eyes hard and leaned on the table again, "I actually got the university admission letter back then, and it was Tsinghua University that I always wanted to study, but in the end I still chose to give birth to Doudou, thinking about it, am I still quite great?"

She sneered, "Actually, it's not bullshit, I'm willing to give up my studies, give up my future, and give birth to Doudou, mainly because I want to have a family." ”

At that time, Liang Bo had just died, and the only brother who cared for her was gone.

"My brother walked very fast, less than three months before and after, I was alone when I left, I watched the doctor pull out the tube, watched the nurse cover him with a white cloth, and the person had to issue a death certificate after leaving, I went to the morgue to fill out the form, and suddenly vomited, and vomited for two days in a row, and the doctor couldn't find anything wrong, and then a female doctor asked me if menstruation was normal, and I was with Zhong Yu just once, but the test sheet came out, positive. ”

Liang Zhen laughed, "At that time, I felt that God was too unfair to me, why did all the problems press on me, but at the moment when I watched my brother being pushed into the crematorium, I touched my lower abdomen and suddenly felt that this might be a gift from God to me." He took away one of my dearest relatives and made up for me, so that I could give birth to him, accompany him, watch him grow up, and he would grow old with me, which is actually a ......"

Liang Zhen looked at the galaxy outside the window and smiled, "This is actually a very happy process." ”

"So you gave up the opportunity to go to college and gave birth to him alone?"

"Hmm. ”

"It's a lot of bitterness, isn't it?"

Liang Zhen thought about the year when she just gave birth to Doudou, the child was too young, and there was an aunt who paid for her to hire her, day and night, especially when the child was sick, she couldn't close her eyes all night long, and she really didn't know how she survived, but watching Doudou grow up day by day, she could walk, talk, and call her mother, and that happiness and satisfaction were really stronger than anything else.

"There's nothing bitter or bitter, it's over, but if one day..."Liang Zhen looked at Doudou who was concentrating on building blocks next to him, "If he is taken away by the Zhong family one day, I think I may not be able to survive." ”

Ding Lijun pondered the stakes.

"Also, then you have to hide it, otherwise you really want to snatch the child over there, and we ordinary people can't fight even if we try our best. ”

Liang Zhen lay on the table with his head bored.

"But isn't this unfair to Doudou?"

Ding Lijun sighed, "Okay, don't think too much, if you can really fulfill everything, you won't be so fucked up, not to mention that you are not willing to give up Doudou, so let's do it first, and wait for Doudou to be older." ”

He poured a little of the remaining wine from Liang Zhen's cup into his own cup and drank it.

"It's not too early, let's go, I'll go check out first. ”

Liang Zhen got up and shook his steps.

Ding Lijun: "How is it, did you drink too much again?"

Liang Zhen held on to the table, "It's okay." ”

Ding Lijun lowered his face, "You have this amount, don't drink in the future." ”

Liang Zhen: "......"

When Ding Lijun came back after settling the account, Liang Zhen was still packing up Doudou's toys, and the small plastic pieces collapsed on the table, and Liang Zhen had to put them into the box for him.

Ding Lijun took the opportunity to touch Doudou's head again, "Scarab, did you spell this thing out?"

Doudou climbed down from the stool, "Why do you call me Scarab?"

Ding Lijun: "Heh, ask your mother to go!" After speaking, he squatted down and hugged Doudou, "Go, send your mother and son back, one day you will be prosperous, you have to remember that you still have an Uncle Ding!"

Liang Zhen: "......"

Liang Zhen originally didn't want Ding Lijun to send it, and he didn't have a car, so it was really inconvenient to send it back and forth, but Ding Lijun was not at ease, afraid that Liang Zhen would drink wine, so he insisted on sending her and Doudou to the door of the unit building, and then took the bus back.

Liang Zhen was actually fine at the time, just two or three glasses of beer, but he was a little dizzy, but after taking a bath for Doudou and putting him to bed to sleep, he slowly became a little up.

As soon as I lay down, WeChat ding.

TNK: "Are you home?"

LZ: "Hmm"

TNK: "Video?"

Before Liang Zhen could reply, the video invitation over there was sent, and as soon as it was connected, a white body flashed in the camera.

"Can you see that?"

He was adjusting the angle of the computer, so at first the camera was a little shaky, Liang Zhen saw his wet chest, arms, and lower abdomen half covered by a bath towel, and finally his face.

"Can you stop shaking?"

Zhong Yu thought to himself, no, he had to find the most handsome angle.

"So what?"

In the end, I chose the sofa, and there was a floor lamp on the side, and the light was OK.

"Hmm. ”

Zhong Yu put the computer on the table at this time, and took a towel to the sofa, his two long legs were divided, and a small pit was concave in his lower abdomen.

"Where did you have dinner in the evening?" said the man on camera, wiping his hair.

Liang Zhen lay flat on the bed, "It's a small restaurant at the entrance of the hospital." ”

"Hey, how did you help him so much, and the restaurant is embarrassed to take you there?" He had dinner in the evening, and took the time to chat with Liang Zhen on WeChat in the middle, knowing that she accompanied Ding Lijun to the hospital to deal with things, and then ate together, she was actually very unhappy in her heart, and she couldn't say anything, so there was obviously sour in her voice at this time.

Liang Zhen heard it, and the corners of his lips hooked, "What, jealous?"

"I'm jealous of him, I can use it, I!" Zhong Yu wouldn't admit it.

Liang Zhen laughed again, looking at the man in the camera, he should have just taken a bath, his hair was semi-wet, and his hairstyle, which was always handsome during the day, was washed away, and a few strands of wet hair drooped down, just hanging on his brows, this look looked like he was back in his twenties, his eyebrows and eyes were hooked, and there was a ruffian boyishness in his stubbornness.

"Hey. Liang Zhen spoke up, "Ask you something?"

"What. ”

"Do you miss your mother occasionally, I said occasionally?"

Zhong Yu's action of wiping his hair stopped, but it was only still for a second, and he acted like he was fine, "I don't want to." ”

"Don't you want to at all?"

"What's the point, I haven't seen her since I was born, I don't know what she looks like, she's a stranger to me. ”

"How can it be a stranger? for whatever reason she never comes to see you, but she's your mother after all, and she gave birth to you in ten months. ”

Zhong Yu's hair was wiped off, and he brushed his fingers casually, "No, what's going on with you today, and you suddenly thought of asking about this?"

Liang Zhen silently glanced at the ceiling, "Really?"

"It's a bit abnormal anyway, isn't it stimulated by something?"

Yes, Liang Zhen looked at the people in the camera, thinking to himself I just met your father in the afternoon, had a negotiation with him, expressed his attitude and made a promise, it is now the end of July, and there is only more than a month left before his birthday in September.

What can I do in a month?

How can she seamlessly complete this planned "separation"?

Liang Zhen closed her eyes, and the alcohol began to rise again, life was really difficult, as if she was playing a game, she didn't know which level she would die in.

"Then do you want something more exciting?" she opened her eyes and said to Zhong Yu in the camera.

Zhong Yu paused, "What... What's more?"

Liang Zhen bit his lip, let go again, and stared at the concave part of Zhong Yu's lower abdomen, "You tear off the bath towel first." ”

"Clams?"

"Hurry up!"

"No, you're crazy today, aren't you?"

"Probably. ”

She has always had self-discipline that is different from ordinary people, everything must be under her own control, but since life is already so difficult, sometimes it seems that no matter how you choose, it is wrong to enjoy the feeling of losing control occasionally.

"You're like me drinking and trying to go crazy once in a while. ”

Liang Zhen got up and went to the bathroom, stood in front of the mirror, and unbuttoned his pajamas.

Half an hour later, Zhong Yu leaned back on the sofa as if he was weak, panting for breath.

"You wait, wait, wait for Lao Tzu to go back and kill you the day after tomorrow!"

Liang Zhen had a nightmare, dreaming of the desolate Lujiaping, the mother in the jacket walking on the crooked mountain road, her pace was fast, she couldn't keep up with her behind, so she cried and shouted to ask her mother to stop and wait, but the people in front didn't even want to look back, and finally had to watch her mother disappear into the mountains and forests.

I dreamed that my brother was so thin that he only had a bunch of skin and bones, and he coughed all day long, and then he couldn't even breathe, so she went around looking for someone, at least to fight for a little compensation and medical money, but no one paid attention to it.

In the end, she dreamed that Doudou was taken away, she chased into a large courtyard, surrounded by overlapping houses and green trees, but she only heard Doudou's cry, she searched one room after another, front and back, inside and outside, but every room she pushed open was empty, and there were three walls inside.

Liang Zhen was frightened awake, and the desperate fear and desperate weightlessness in the dream pressed on his heart like a boulder.

In the summer, she actually broke out in a cold sweat.

got up in a daze, Doudou hadn't woken up yet, but the blanket was kicked to the ground by him again.

Liang Zhen covered him with a blanket, went to take a warm shower to feel more comfortable, returned to the room The mobile phone next to the pillow jingled, WeChat reminder, opened, and a photo was loaded on the screen, someone was lying on the bed on all fours, shirtless on the upper body, pants underneath, and his hair was fluffy and a little messy, but it didn't affect his face at all. I think I just woke up.

KNT: "Did you notice that your man is a little more handsome today?"

Liang Zhen flipped up and looked at the photo, then looked at himself who was a little pale in the mirror, and slapped his face with cold water.

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