"You're going to tell Wang Jing everything?" she confirmed again in disbelief: "Why?"

She still remembered what Mo Wenqing once said, although Shi Jing seemed to accept Mo Wenlan as his psychiatrist and asked him to be by his side for more than ten years to help him in any way, but in fact he didn't really open his heart to this psychiatrist, and he even deliberately avoided a lot of things.

He has always selectively opened his heart to Mo Wenlan, only picking the parts that he thinks are unimportant and spreading them out in the sunshine under Mo Wenlan's efforts, and he rarely puts those unspeakable fears, anxieties, weaknesses and pains out for Mo Wenlan to analyze.

Shi Jing has always been accustomed to hiding in the dark, and it is simply difficult to let him dissect himself, but she didn't expect that now, he actually wanted her to tell these things to a person who was not very familiar, and he actually wanted to expose his experiences that he never dared to speak to people easily.

Shi Jing's face was a little pale, his eyes were uncertain, and even his lips became pale, as if the blood on his body had faded clean, he drank saliva with trembling hands, and his hand holding the teacup trembled, but he still tried to calm his emotions, "Because of me, Mo Wenlan has given up a lot over the years, he has given up his psychological counseling room, given up his dreams and achievements, and has been trapped in Jincheng with me for more than ten years." ”

Siqi blinked, listening quietly.

"The girls he had dated felt that he didn't love them enough, that his heart wasn't firm enough, that he wasn't affectionate enough, that he didn't love them wholeheartedly at all, and some of the girls even suspected that he was secretly hiding someone in an unknown place, and I didn't dare to appear in front of anyone, so he couldn't explain it. Shi Jing clenched the cup, and the depth in her eyes became thicker and thicker, so that she couldn't help but get up, walked to his side, and reached out to hold his hand tightly.

Shi Jing said: "He spent all his thoughts and enthusiasm on me, in order to save me, he even gave up writing to engage in business, took the initiative to Senmu as the general manager, became my agent, he didn't want me to be too far away from this world, and I was afraid that I would really be lonely in the villa rotten, if he didn't want to come to Senmu, I would have given up Senmu a long time ago, because I have accumulated enough funds, even if I no longer work, I will not starve to death." ”

He held Si Qi's palm with his backhand like holding a life-saving driftwood, perhaps it was Si Qi's warm hand that gave him courage, and the shadow of the dark confrontation in his eyes faded suddenly, "I want Mr. Wang to know that he has not been playing life all these years, he has paid too much for me and given up too much, and now, he is truly in love with Mr. Wang, I want to help him, I can't let him spend all his energy on me." ”

Si Qi nodded slightly, she took a deep breath, with comfort and persuasion, and said: "Don't worry, leave this matter to me, I will tell Wang Jing selectively, but..." She paused for a moment, and then said: "Shi Jing, you have to understand that love is the most complex emotion in the world, love or not, whether you will be together if you love, how long you can love, these are all unknowns, and even the parties may not have answers." ”

Shi Jing looked at her blankly, his lips trembled but he didn't speak.

"Will Wang Jing accept Mo Wenlan, this is her own choice, even if you tell her, it may not be able to make her change her decision, you don't expect too much. Si Qi said as tactfully as possible: "Don't put too much pressure on yourself, everyone has their own destiny, you have to believe in Mo Wenlan, he can accompany you for so many years, so that you are still trying to live, he should know how to manage a relationship better than you." ”

Shi Jing's voice was a little dry: "I know, but I want to do something." ”

"I understand, I understand. Si Qi smiled slightly: "Mo Wenlan knows, he will definitely be very happy, if you can be well, he will completely put his mind at ease and pursue his own happiness, although you may not be able to help him, but you can make him feel at ease, which is very good." ”

Shi Jing smiled self-deprecatingly, lowered his eyes to look at his tightly clenched hand, and whispered: "There was him before, and now there is you, am I particularly useless?"

"Mo Wenlan has been with you for more than ten years, probably because he is a good person with the utmost affection and a compassionate heart, but if you think of me like this, you may be disappointed. Si Qi raised his eyebrows, and said with a slight smile: "I have always been very selfish, it was because of your illness that I decided to maintain our cooperative relationship, because you will not bring any hidden dangers and threats, if you are a person with a normal life, maybe I will not choose to cooperate with you at all." ”

Speaking of this, she suddenly felt a little embarrassed, and smiled at him awkwardly.

Shi Jing shook his head, stared into her eyes, thought about it, and said, "You are fine, but it hurts hard, so I'm afraid." ”

Si Qi: "......"

She suddenly felt that her already soft chest cavity was poured a glass of warm water by him involuntarily, which made her whole body feel comfortable.

She laughed silently, shrugged her shoulders, and said: "You think my appearance has changed, but you should also know that your appearance has also healed me, in the end, we are both very useless, but in other words, we are actually very powerful, I wanted to die in pain and grief back then, and I felt that my whole life was gloomy, but I still gritted my teeth and survived, you see, I persevered until now and finally let me meet you." ”

Shi Jing's frowning eyebrows stretched slightly, he suddenly got up, pulled her up from the chair, and quickly hugged her tightly in his arms, the two of them were tightly together, his slightly excited breath swept across her neck, making her subconsciously want to break away, "Thank you, Kiki." ”

Si Qi's body froze, and after a while, she sighed and patted his back gently: "Don't say thank you to me in the future, it's too rusty to show it." ”

"Mommy, I'm done with my homework!" Si Xiaojun rushed into the dining room, but the moment he saw them, he quickly covered his eyes and turned around and walked out, and said with a smile as he walked: "Mommy, Dad, I didn't see anything, I really didn't see anything." ”

Si Qi broke away from Shi Jing's arms in embarrassment, walked into the kitchen casually, sniffed the fragrance in the air, and her stomach rang out of place, and she beckoned without replying: "Come and see the soup, I'm hungry." ”

Shi Jing, who turned into a wooden man on the spot, was released from the seal, and entered the kitchen with a red face, and he was busy without raising his head, and this embarrassment of breaking the child was maintained until before going to bed.

Seeing that he was so embarrassed that he was almost going to burrow into the ground, Si Qi had to rush Si Xiaojun to sleep in a row, and he also went back to the room in advance, nesting in bed* to read.

Unexpectedly, not long after she lay down, there was a knock on the door, Shi Jing pushed the door in her pajamas, stood at the door with the corners of her clothes twisted, lowered her eyes, and said in a voice that couldn't be lower: "I... I can sleep... Do you sleep here..."

Si Qi swallowed his saliva inexplicably, and asked without thinking, "Why?"

They were still forced to share the same bed when they were in her hometown, even if now they have a heart to heart with each other and have reached some kind of consensus, but suddenly they sleep together, no matter how embarrassing they think!

Shi Jing coughed lightly twice and said, "I sleep alone and always have nightmares." ”

Si Qi was silent, she thought that although Shi Jing was pulled back to the room by her in the days when he was sleepwalking, he was always entangled in nightmares, and it was difficult to sleep at all, and he may have confessed his heart recently, which made his psychological pressure drop sharply, plus Mo Wenlan adjusted his medication for him, sleepwalking was basically eliminated, and she was no longer embarrassed to go to his room every night to watch him sleep, but she had almost developed a habit, and she basically didn't sleep from two to four o'clock in the morning.

The two of them slept in separate rooms, thinking that he couldn't sleep well, and he was also guilty, it was better to sleep together, anyway, they had already received a certificate, they were legal husband and wife, as long as they overcame the embarrassment in their hearts, in fact, it was nothing, everyone was an adult, even if something really happened, it was not strange.

After silently finishing her psychological construction, she moved to the side of the bed, patted the inside position, and said, "I am used to drinking water at night, can you sleep in it?"

Shi Jing quickly closed the door, unceremoniously climbed from the end of the bed to the bed, lifted the quilt and wrapped himself in, and the quilt covered his eyes.

Si Qi stared at him dumbfounded, and suddenly couldn't help laughing, she reached out and pulled his quilt down, and said, "It's so high, aren't you afraid of being out of breath?"

Shi Jing's handsome face was flushed, her eyes didn't dare to look at her at all, and her floating eyes were full of embarrassment and unspeakable ambiguity.

The heating was burning in the house, the temperature was already slightly high, and now it seemed that a heater had been added to the air, Si Qi suddenly felt that her cheeks were hot, and her back was slightly sweaty, she hurriedly turned her head, saw the thermos cup on the table, and fed it to her mouth without thinking about it, but unfortunately her brain didn't keep up with the action, and she fed the water into her mouth blankly, and choked directly into the trachea, and immediately coughed earth-shattering.

"Give me the cup. Seeing this, Shi Jing hurriedly sat up and took the thermos cup, and asked nervously, "What's wrong?"

Si Qi's face was flushed, and he didn't dare to look at him at all, but just waved his hand to say no.

Shi Jing said, "I'll pour you a glass of warm water." As he spoke, he got up.

Si Qi grabbed his hand, shook his head with a flushed face, and said, "It's okay, it's not too hot, I just accidentally choked on it." Her hand was hot, but his hand was slightly cold, and the moment she held it, she clearly felt his arm stiffen.

At this moment, she really can't wait to get into a hole in the ground, Shi Jing is very sensitive, she is so strange, she will definitely see through the heart of a pervert hidden under her sanctimonious appearance.

"Qi... Kiki..."Shi Jing's hoarse voice sounded in her ears, she didn't have time to react, an arm stretched out from behind, turning her whole person to him, the next second, she was taken into his arms, his slightly cool lips were also tightly pressed, with an uncontrollable trembling, he gasped slightly, closed his eyes tightly, his lips tossed and turned, and the whole person began to become hot and scorching.

It's not the first time they've kissed, but this time it's very different, probably because the meaning behind the location is too ambiguous and special.

She thought that Shi Jing would do something, she was actually ready, but Shi Jing was like holding a treasure, just kissing her with great cherishment, her expression was pious like a believer, and there was no half lust in her eyes, which made her heart soften, she reached out to hug him, and tried to respond, the temperature in the room rose little by little, and there was a scorching heat in the air.

The tendon in Shi Jing's mind was always tight, and at this time, he finally couldn't help but indulge for a moment, he hugged Si Qi and lay down, firmly holding her in his arms, looking at Si Qi's red cheeks and watery lips, he felt that his breath trembled.

"Kiki, I love you. He trembled silently, and the words burst out from the depths of his heart, but did not reach her ears, as if it were just a cry from the depths of his heart.