Chapter 42 Only a Momentary Reason

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It was nearly 12 o'clock when Alan came home after talking about things, he habitually opened the chat record box with Ning Xuanxuan, wanted to chat with her, and then wash up and sleep, this will not be able to sleep anyway, it is better to find someone to chat, it seems that I don't know who to talk to other people so late, and it is not appropriate to find Ray and a few of them, and now friends in the circle estimate that he is the only one who is single.

"Did you sleep? Good news for you, the next show sponsorship is done. ”

"Did you see that?" After five minutes, Alan sent another message, still unanswered.

"I'm really asleep, okay, get some rest early. After ten minutes, there was still no reply, Alan took the red wine and put it on the edge of the bath while taking a bath and sighed to himself, "Bachelor, no one cares, hey, I'm not a sissy, and I'm handsome and golden, why don't any women take a fancy to me?"

The first ray of light in the morning shines through the glass window, gently brushing the eyelids of the sleeping person, Ning Xuanxuan half-opened her eyes in a daze, groping with her mobile phone in the bed, opening the screen to see that it was only 5 o'clock, she hummed and chirped and turned over and stuffed the mobile phone under the pillow, the whole person crawled and squirmed under the quilt like a spineless flesh worm, covering her little head in the quilt, leaving only a few handfuls of messy long hair covered between the pillow towel and the futon.

Maybe it was the panic of breathing, she rubbed her whole body up again, pillowing her little head in the crook of her arm, maybe because of the uncomfortable sleeping position, she was lying down again, trying to cover the light of her eyes with her palms, anyway, all kinds of postures were not as good as she wanted, so she simply got up and walked two steps, closed the curtains on the windowsill, and lay down to prepare to sleep again.

Why, a few times to interfere with her light, but made her lose her sleepiness, she scratched her hair, secretly scolded herself for not remembering to close the curtains last night, suddenly, as if remembering something, she took out her mobile phone from under the pillow, opened WeChat and saw that it was all Allen's news, in addition to this, there were a bunch of garbage messages sent by various micro-groups that no one wanted to see.

Ning Xuanxuan clicked on Xiangyang's WeChat tremblingly, but there was still no updated content in the circle of friends, and there was no new reply in the dialog box.

After I came back last night, I ordered a takeout casually and washed up and nested in the lazy sofa and watched TV for a while, and then plucked up the courage to send two messages to Xiang Yang, one was to ask him what the photo was washed out, if he could give her one, and the other was to ask when the next event would be, if he could also call her together, but Xiang Yang didn't reply, Ning Xuanxuan was worried that Xiang Yang wouldn't see her news, and he asked about the photo in the group, and by the way, everyone in the group asked about the next event, but the people in the group seemed to have discussed it, and no one returned。

Ning Xuanxuan opened the circle of friends of everyone in the group and looked at it, there were only a few pictures of the scenery on the mountain and their meal, and a few words and sentences could not arouse her interest at all, there was no reply from Xiang Yang, and there was no update about Xiang Yang, and she was empty and lost.

Ning Xuanxuan took a deep breath, and couldn't help comforting herself in her heart, "Forget it, maybe they didn't see it, I don't believe it, there are so many people in the group, no one can see it." ”

flipped through the phone, or decided to send Alan a text message first, waiting and looking forward to it are a kind of torment, Ning Xuanxuan quietly buried this hopeless torment in the depths of her heart.

"Congratulations, I knew you were going to get it. ”

"I was so tired yesterday that I went to bed early. ”

Ning Xuanxuan quickly typed two lines of words and clicked send, which was considered to give Allen a reply, she knew that if she didn't give a reply, with Allen's temperament and imagination, she had to give full play to his detective ability and debate power for no reason, and dig deep into her little secrets。

The morning breeze was gentle, and it was cold to the bone, she rubbed her palms, lifted the hooded cover of her sweatshirt on her head, and then nodded hello to the old woman who walked by, and then turned the corner and walked in the other direction.

This road is a road under renovation outside the guardrail of the row house, because the vacant land next to the road has not been fully developed, just a barren lawn, so there is no side gate and is not open, and few people usually come.

However, the other end of this road is connected to the cruise ship dock by the river, and there is a promenade square nearby, where many elderly people are accustomed to singing and playing Tai Chi to exercise their bodies in the morning and evening.

And this road, which is being repaired but no pedestrians come and go, happens to be Ning Xuanxuan's best choice, she needs to think quietly, and she needs to sort out her troubled thoughts.

She glanced at the weeds growing next to the road, sighed faintly, and sneered at herself: Isn't this a decadent and desolate place that no one can comprehend in my heart!

Ning Xuanxuan simply did a few chest expansion exercises, and then began to trot back and forth along the hundred-meter-long wasteland, in order to calm down the troubled self, she kept counting the steps under her feet, trying to distract her easily distracted attention by counting.

Later, I counted and counted, and I didn't know how many laps I had run, until I was sweating profusely and my head was empty, and I realized that I had been running for more than an hour.

She gasped and slowly slowed down, walked to the stone pier around the corner and sat down, the cold wind was blowing, but she didn't feel cold, but like a lover's fingertips gently rippling on the smooth face of ice muscles, gentle and affectionate.

The sweaty body felt light, the coolness of the wind, and the fresh air made her feel refreshed and refreshed.

She especially wanted to shout loudly to the sky, but she looked left and right, thought about it or gave up, she was afraid that she would be recognized by the aunts and uncles as a psychopath.

So, he just let out a long sigh at the sky helplessly, as if he understood the truth that love can't be forced.

But all this is just an illusion, she is just 'confused' by her own reason for a while, and in the face of Xiang Yang, she is always in a state of madness, completely uncontrolled by reason.

Looking at the gate of the community from Ning Xuanxuan's perspective, there were two breakfast shops along the road, one selling steamed buns and the other selling chaotic dumplings, but it was still early, and both of them refused her business and told her to wait for ten minutes.

An hour's morning jog made her feel extremely good, like a child locked in a small dark room, finding the door with the bolt on, finding the exit, and seeing the light as if excited.

But she just didn't want to wait for ten minutes, she felt that there was no need to give people money to open a morning market for a bite to eat, and she had to make herself wait when it was over, she felt that such customers were no different from fools.