"That'...... What if it's a chemotherapy drug, will he be able to get through?" Lu Weibei took a deep breath and asked tentatively.

Due to the limitations of her work ethic, she can only say so much.

"Chemotherapy drugs must be no problem! Didn't I say it, this old man, his vitality is particularly tenacious......" Li Zhishu stopped abruptly halfway through his words.

He turned his head and looked at Lu Weibei steadily.

Lu Weibei looked at him with some sadness.

Li Zhishu gasped, turned his head stiffly, and closed his eyes.

Lu Wei didn't rush him, and waited quietly beside him, waiting for him to speak.

Everything was still, and only the whining wind pouring in through the cracks in the closed windows could indicate that the world was still running.

"I don't mind that thank-you dinner. What I don't mind is the time I spent doing my PhD. It was a long time before Li Zhishu spoke.

"What do you think...... Are you neglecting your family?" asked Lu Weibei.

"Yes, I'm so tired during this time, I'm so tired every time I go back, and I don't care about the changes in my dad. I always think they're young. Who knew that in a blink of an eye, they were all so big. Li Zhishu sighed.

"In fact, some tumors are really difficult to find in the early stage. No matter how careful and careful you are, it's the same. Don't blame yourself too much. Lu Weibei comforted.

"I thought they would always be there as long as they went home. Li Zhishu said, "My book can be regarded as reading into the belly of a dog, the tree wants to be quiet and the wind does not stop, the child wants to raise but does not wait, if I understand it so clearly, I actually didn't understand it." You see, you came to do genetic counseling, and I didn't even participate in such an important matter. ”

"I think so...... Actually, it's okay if you don't participate, anyway, I issued a written report, and you can take the report and come to me for consultation. Lu Wei said, "But before that, you may need to strengthen your communication with your family." ”

Li Zhishu smiled bitterly, "I always thought that my family atmosphere was very good, and there was nothing I couldn't say." ”

"People will always tell a little lie or hide some important information, they hide it from you, not because your family atmosphere is not good, but because your family atmosphere is too good. Lu Wei said, "Aren't you also afraid, if you tell your father that you want him to live as much as possible, will it increase his psychological burden?"

Li Zhishu was silent for a long time before he spoke again, "Do you also have a secret?"

Lu Wei didn't smile, "Yes." I have a lot of secrets. ”

"Do people get so tired when they live?" Li Zhishu asked again, "The older you get, the more you can't say to others." ”

Lu Wei didn't think of the life that no one understood for more than 20 years, and thought of Mianmian and Huo Yi, "Maybe." But maybe one day, someone will share your secrets. ”

"That's ...... Will it be easy?" Li Zhishu said desolately.

Lu Wei was stunned.

In the past, he was worried about Xue Mianmian, and then he was busy arguing with Huo Yi, so he forgot about this problem.

Lu Weidon't feel that something in her heart is loose.

"yes, that would be easy. Very relaxed. Lu Wei smiled slightly, "Maybe a lot of pain in life comes from not being understood by others, and in order to prevent others from not understanding, you are locked up." Go talk to them, you'll love their answers. ”

Li Zhishu was still very hesitant, "I'm very worried, my dad forced himself to accept very painful treatment in order to take into account my feelings. ”

Lu Weibei sighed, "This young man, are you really stupid or fake stupid? Why did I come to you forgot?"

Li Zhishu was stunned for a moment, "You asked me if he could survive the chemotherapy drugs...... You're because of my dad, he doesn't want to be offended......"

Lu Weibei interrupted him, "Why did I come to you if he didn't want to be offended?" Besides, I am very professional ethics, and the patient's decision to give up a longer life out of his own sober will, I will definitely respect it. ”

"Then you ......" Li Zhishu still didn't react.

"He gave me an unbelievable reason, so I came to confirm whether it was worth it. Lu Wei said goodbye.

"But what if, he lied to you because he was too embarrassed to tell you the real reason? What if I went over so rashly and made him embarrassed?" Li Zhishu asked.

I don't know the answer to that question. Lu Weibei shook his head a little frustratedly, and then smiled a little, "But I heard that a Japanese once said something to the effect that 'self' is invisible, and you have to collide with the outside world and bounce back to know what self is." ”

"Yohji Yamamoto. Li Zhishu said, "A very powerful fashion designer in Japan. ”

"You know this, very knowledgeable!" Lu Wei said with a smile.

"I saw it in my classmates' circle of friends before. Li Zhishu said, "But where is it so easy?...... If you're me......"

The smile on Lu Weibie's face became complicated.

It turns out that this is what Huo Yi wants to tell her?

Lu Weibei sighed, "I'm not you." I can't be you, either. I've brought you what collided with you, and the rest of the way is for you to go on your own. Choose the one you want to be and stick with it. ”

"I just want to know, how can I not regret it!" Li Zhishu said urgently.

Lu Weibie's eyes flashed.

She closed herself off and protected her family's life, but her family was no longer close to her. She could see how much her mother wanted to talk to her heart-to-heart.

She helped Mianmian leave with dignity at the cost that Mianmian would never see the next spring.

She saved a little boy, but nearly killed a man. If it weren't for the fact that she was lucky enough to see those numbers and no one to help, Huo Yi would definitely die.

And Zhang Lin, did he get the life he wanted? She will never know, and even Zhang Lin himself will never know.

Lu Weibei sighed, "Maybe, no matter what, you will regret it." It's up to us to make life's multiple choices, but each one is not perfect. So, whatever we choose, we will regret it. ”

Li Zhishu's whole person collapsed, looking very depressed.

"I can only tell you that from the perspective of treatment effect, I have sufficient evidence to speculate that the therapeutic effect of targeted drugs will not be too good, and I still recommend chemotherapy drugs as a support for drug treatment. Other complementary treatment options require a doctor's decision. "As for the pain suffered during the treatment, and other added values such as travel and family life brought by different survival periods, I have no way to measure." ”

Li Zhishu shook his head, "I never asked him what was important to him. I should have asked in advance. Right now...... I can't tell the truth anyway. ”

"If you think about it from another angle, you didn't hide it from him this time, and he knew almost all the medical information. Whether he is telling the truth or lying, it is his decision now. Lu Wei said, "You have a choice, choose not to disturb him, or choose not to leave doubts." ”

"Which one will be better?" asked Li Zhishu.

"What about your decision?" Lu Weibei asked.

"I don't know...... I'll ......" Li Zhishu panicked for a while.

Lu Weibie's face gradually turned pale, "What was your decision just now?"

Li Zhishu said dejectedly, "Don't tell him." ”

Lu Weibei's heart was beating like a drum, because she had just seen that a number appeared above Li Zhishu's head, all the way down to 157.

If she remembered correctly, it should have been Li Mao's use of targeted drugs, shortly after the end of his life.

Lu Weibei took a deep breath and stammered, "Maybe...... You can also try it and tell him that you really want him alive. After all, your father may have some ...... about this matter Misunderstand. Misunderstand...... This can lead to wrong decisions. ”

Li Zhishu looked at her suspiciously, "Do you really think so?"

"Yes!" Lu Wei didn't try his best to calm himself down, "Or...... Or, if you think it's too aggressive, you can at least tell him that you don't think his illness is because of this thank-you feast, and don't let him go with a misunderstanding. ”

Li Zhishu was thoughtful.

"It's just an explanation of a misunderstanding, nothing. This isn't a force on him, is it?" Lu Wei didn't take advantage of the confusion to strike iron, "Besides, you see that the choice you just made actually shows ...... It shows that in fact, you don't want him to live as long as he wants, and you want to respect his opinion. As far as you think about it, you want to tell him very clearly that there is no risk, really. ”

"You're right, it's not a big deal to explain a misunderstanding. I went to tell him clearly, I didn't feel uncomfortable because of the thank-you banquet, but the lab has been too busy recently, so people are a little tired and in a bad state. As for the treatment plan, let him choose according to his own ideas. ”

Li Zhishu nodded thoughtfully, "In this way, I will tell a little lie, and I won't tell him that I regret not accompanying him in family life, and I won't add to his burden." ”

As soon as these words came out, Lu Weibei saw the numbers above Li Zhishu's head resurface, this time jumping up vigorously and ending with a five-digit number.

So she nodded desperately.

"That's great! Thank you for saying goodbye!" Li Zhishu said happily.

"No, no, I'm also by the way...... As easy as lifting a finger. Lu Weibei secretly breathed a sigh of relief, "I hope your family can spend the days ahead as well as possible." ”

Li Zhishu thanked him desperately and sent Lu Weibei all the way out of the gate.

Lu Weibei forced himself to say goodbye to Li Zhishu, turned around and fled.

On the way to escape, she didn't forget to send a WeChat message to Huo Yi, "Bump into you big-headed ghost! I can't see anything when others go to collide, I can see clearly!"

For a long time, Huo Yi didn't reply.

I guess it's surgery again. Lu Wei, don't think about it.

She pretended to have something in her heart and couldn't find anyone to say, so she was upset and flustered, and she wanted to drop her phone on the ground to vent.

Of course, she has not yet cultivated this level of courage. So she found a quiet corner and gasped for breath.

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