Chapter 55: The Price
Lu Wei didn't expect that Su Cheng's "knowing what to do" turned out to be after the discussion was fruitless, and he simply and rudely packed Su Hui and threw it into the inpatient department of the Third Hospital.
As the owner of a free soul, Su Hui certainly would not tolerate this kind of behavior, and began a hunger strike on the day he was admitted to the hospital.
Su Cheng himself didn't care, anyway, he had to fast for the operation, and he didn't care if he was hungry for a day and a half, so he quickly finished the operation. Unexpectedly, Su Hui, as a little girl who usually doesn't eat much, fainted from hunger due to low blood sugar the night before the operation.
This alarmed the doctors and nurses on duty, and the operation was put on hold for the time being.
Su Cheng was helpless and unable to advance or retreat, and the only way in his mind was to go to Lu Weibei, who had persuaded him at that time, for help.
It was not early, Qin Li took Xue Mianmian, who wanted to see the excitement, back, and finally went to the ward, only Lu Weibei and Huo Yi were left.
When the two rushed to the ward, Su Hui was quietly looking at the album. Seeing the two of them coming in, Su Hui greeted gently, "Aunt Lu is good, uncle is good." ”
After saying hello, she buried her head in the album again.
Lu Weibei was a little embarrassed and looked at Su Cheng, "You told her that I came up with the doctrine of surgery?"
Su Cheng said with a pale face, "I didn't mean to say bad things about you, I just hope she doesn't point the finger at me, in this case, she won't listen to anything I say." ”
Lu Wei asked Cangtian speechlessly.
Since you know the truth, what is the point of portraying me as a bad person and looking for me to save the scene?
Thinking about it, she stepped back and tugged on Huo Yi's sleeve, "Doctor Huo, you are the best at dealing with little girls, help me......"
Su Cheng noticed Huo Yi at this time, "Hello, are you Miss Lu's husband? ”
Hearing this, Huo Yi suddenly felt comfortable.
It turns out that his second line of Ren Du is in this place.
He grew up fighting with Fu Yin all the way, he was used to taking care of others, and he was also used to treating friends of the opposite sex differently.
When he met Lu Weibie, although he was still on guard and didn't like anyone, it didn't prevent him from making special distinctions about her gender.
He didn't expect that he would have such expectations for Lu Wei.
He still remembers that when he was a freshman in high school, the whole school was full of enthusiasm for early love, and once Fu Yin pulled him out to go shopping and met his classmates, who were mistaken for his little girlfriend, and he and Fu Yin joked about it.
Why did it change when I arrived here in Lu Weibei?
Is it because he is suffering together, or is it because he is old and possessive?
He decided to put aside this inexplicable new idea for a while, and solve the problem at hand first, and then say, "We are friends. My name is Huo Yi and I work in this hospital. When I was with Wei Bei just now, I heard this, so I came over to take a look. If you don't mind, let me talk to Su Hui?"
Su Cheng had long held the attitude of a dead horse as a live horse doctor, and nodded busily to give Huo Yi a seat.
Huo Yi sat down on the chair next to Su Hui's ward, "Hello, little girl, my name is Huo Yi when we meet for the first time." ”
Everyone else reported their home, no matter how angry Su Hui was, he remembered to be polite, "Hello uncle, my name is Su Hui." ”
"Is this a Van Gogh painting?" Huo Yi pointed to the album in Su Hui's hand.
"Yes. Su Hui smiled politely and said perfunctorily.
"I also like Van Gogh, I don't know why, I look at his paintings and I'm always happy. Huo Yi nodded, "Do you know whose paintings I still like?"
"Who's?" asked Su Hui, looking up.
"Miro. Huo Yi replied.
"Do you like bright colors?" asked Su Hui.
"yes, it's nice to see bright, contrasting colors together. Isn't it a bit vulgar? Obviously, there are some paintings, but when the author paints them, they are very depressing and painful. Huo Yi said.
"Not vulgar. My mom said that when a painter finishes a painting, his story with that painting ends. But the story of the audience and the painting has only just begun. When you see that painting, the feelings you feel, the story of you and that painting, how good it is. Su Hui explained very seriously.
Huo Yi thought about it very seriously, "When painting, doesn't the person who paints have something that he wants the audience to see?"
Su Hui thought about it very seriously, "I don't know about other painters, but I don't. Painting is a tool for me to express myself, not for others to see. ”
"Don't you want others to see what you express?" Huo Yi asked.
Su Hui shook his head.
Huo Yi thought for a while, nodded and said, "That's right, in this life, most people can't understand what they say, if you think about letting others understand you all day long, you may not even be able to say anything in the end." ”
Su Yi glanced up at Huo Yi in surprise, "You're not here to persuade me to have surgery?"
"Of course not. Your own life is your own choice, and others cannot interfere with it. Huo Yi explained, "I'm here to make sure you really understand what the options you are facing, and then you make your own decisions, and I don't interfere." ”
Su Hui wilted, "Isn't this persuading me to have surgery?"
"If you really understand everything and decide not to have surgery, I don't advise you. Huo Yi raised his hand and pointed at Lu Weibei, "That Aunt Lu won't persuade you." She understands better than me that she should choose her own life. It's just that you're too young, and she's afraid that you don't understand what life is, so she hurriedly makes an irrevocable decision. ”
Su Hui lowered his head and thought for a while before he said, "Okay, let's talk." ”
Lu Weibie and Su Cheng's hearts that had been hanging finally fell. The two of them each found a chair and sat around Su Hui's bed.
"Little girl, do you know what death is?" Huo Yi asked.
"To die is to become a star in the sky. Su said.
Lu Weibei glanced at Su Cheng in disbelief.
What kind of scene is this, why do you have to be so poetic when you mention death?
How can we understand life without understanding death?
"The stars in the sky are not dead people, they are just a huge mass of gas, or a huge stone. They are not human souls, nor are they another form of life. Huo Yi said.
Su Hui's eyes turned red all of a sudden, "You liar! My mother will become a star! She is looking at me from the sky and protecting me!"
Su Cheng felt very uncomfortable, and he was about to be unable to suppress it, and wanted to continue to maintain the lie that "my mother became a star", so that Su Hui would not feel so uncomfortable.
But when he raised his eyes, he saw Lu Wei's complicated eyes.
In that look, there is rare understanding, accusation, unbearability, and denial.
He was stunned for a moment, and at this moment, he gave Huo Yi a chance to speak.
"Your mother has become a star, but not a star in the sky, but a star in your heart. Huo Yi explained.
"The star in my heart?" Su Hui wondered.
"Yes, the star in your heart. Your mother lives in your heart, in your memory. Because you remember her, she exists and is valuable. Huo Yi said.
"That'...... Is she my mother, or is she my imagination?" said Su Hui with a cry.
"This ...... I don't know. Maybe when you grow up, you'll understand. Huo Yi said.
“...... If I grow up, will I know the answer to the question?" asked Sue.
"I don't know. ”
"You don't know?"
"Little girl, I now feel that life is a painting. When everyone looks at this painting, a new story happens and a new understanding arises. Perhaps, no one will get the same answer. Huo Yi said. "Perhaps, when you grow up, you will find the real answer, and perhaps, you will choose to believe in one, the answer you want to believe. This is the story of you and your painting. ”
"But...... Why do I have to grow up to know this? I can see pictures now, can't I?"
"You don't have to grow up to know this. But there's a possibility that when you grow up, you'll get a different answer. This is the most attractive part of life. ”
"It's always changing, it's never really the answer, that's what's fascinating?"
Huo Yi thought for a while and smiled, "Yes, this is the most attractive part." Gives you a canvas on which you can draw any color and make any changes at any time. Isn't that appealing?"
"But Ae, if you ask me where people go when they die, I'll tell you what I think is the true answer. You can borrow from my more than thirty years of experience and get a new answer, do you want to know?"
Su Hui thought for a moment and nodded, "If this answer is particularly unattractive, I can think that there is nothing attractive about life." ”
"I think that when people die, they will return to nothingness. ”
Su Hui looked up at him, "What is nothingness?"
"It's just nothing. No feeling, no consciousness...... It's an idea, no idea. You can't feel others, and others can't feel him. I think that life is to create something out of nothing and return to nothing. ”
Su Hui didn't understand at all.
Huo Yi thought for a moment and said, "Do you remember what happened before you were born?"
Su Hui thought hard and shook his head.
"I think that's nothingness. Nothing, nothing. To die is to return to that state. ”
Su Hui was stunned.
"Death means that you can no longer see flowers bloom, never hear the rain again, no longer chase butterflies, and no longer be coquettish in your father's arms. There are no friends to talk to, no hot meals to eat, no warm bedding to lie on. Nothing. Huo Yi said in a low voice.
Su Hui's voice trembled a little, "What did you say...... Is it all true?"
"I think yes, maybe one day in the future, I'll have new ideas. But now, I think it's true. Huo Yi said.
“...... You didn't lie to me?"
Huo Yi closed his eyes.
The voices and smiles of his dear family and friends flashed in his mind again.
"Paint, trust me. More than anyone else, I want me to tell a lie, and I'm willing to pay whatever it takes to make it a lie. But it's true. I didn't lie to you. ”
"The price?" muttered Sue.
"It's something you have to pay in order to get something. For example, your current condition, surgery, and life in the future may not be so convenient, but you can still enjoy other gifts that life has given you, such as going to art exhibitions, listening to songs, and even painting. As long as you train hard, you are capable of drawing. Huo Yi explained, "It is also possible that you gave up your life and those opportunities to watch the mountains and rivers, chat and bask in the sun because you don't want to bear the difficulty of losing your thumb." ”
Su Yi was silent.
"If you know what you're choosing, you can make any choice. Huo Yi said.
Sioux City knew his daughter, and he knew she was shaken.
He was sad and moved, and more fortunate that he sat a little upright.
Lu Weibei also felt Su Hua's loosening and relieved.
But she was worried about Huo Yi again.
After that, the rest is the story of Su Hui and Su Cheng.
Lu Weibei and Huo Yi got up to say goodbye, and Huo Yi drove Lu Weibei home.
He was very normal all the way, so normal that Lu Weibei was even more worried.
"Huo Yi," when parting, Lu Wei stared at the top of Huo Yi's head and said, "Have tea on Sunday, don't forget." ”
Huo Yi's face gradually warmed up, "Okay." ”
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