079 I want you to feed me

Huangfu Belle chuckled, "Since it's different, don't you feel anything about him?"

Bingbing raised his head and looked at the sky that was completely dark, there were very few clouds today, and it was halfway up the mountain, and from here you could clearly see the bright stars in the sky, "The difference between my identity and his status is too great, from the first day we met, I just treated him as a distinguished guest who was drunk and dreamed of death, and there is another reason why I don't want to offend him, that is, he is your friend, so I will not resist if I can be obedient!"

"So you can be submissive enough to give him your first time?"

Bingbing looked at the sky quietly, with a slight wave in her eyes, "That time was indeed because I didn't want him to make trouble, and it had nothing to do with feelings!"

Huangfu Belle seemed to hear some clues, and cautiously tested, "Then what do you mean...... It's about emotion?"

Bingbing retracted his gaze, his eyes a little lost, "I admit that I had some good feelings for him, but since I was humiliated by his fiancée, I let myself break all feelings!"

Huangfu Belle never knew that Yu Ye's wife had found Bingbing, "Why didn't you tell me about such a big thing? I won't let you be wronged!"

Bingbing smiled bitterly, "Actually, there is nothing wronged, although I didn't know that Yu Ye had a fiancée at that time, but I also knew that there must be more than one woman outside him, I and him are just a ** deal, and it has nothing to do with feelings, even if I was beaten and scolded, I took his money, which should be considered something within the scope of my bearing!"

That being said, Bingbing's heart has always been unable to let go of that incident, she has always been cold and ruthless, never showing mercy to her opponent, let alone letting people step on her head, that woman's slap is the only insult she has ever suffered in her life.

What made her even more chilling was that Yu Ye did not defend herself back then, but chose to leave with her fiancée.

Every time she thought of that scene, she felt uncomfortable, "It's absolutely impossible for me to be with him, I know this very well in my heart, so I never thought in that direction, isn't he married now?

Huangfu Belle found that she had blindly cared about what she had done in the past two years, but completely ignored the people around her, especially Bingbing, she had always been silent, and she would not take the initiative to share anything with them, so many things had happened to her before, she didn't know how much pain she had suffered alone.

Huangfu Belle felt a little guilty in her heart, and sighed helplessly, "Bingbing, after this period of time, you can do what you want to do, the organization promised us to leave, and you don't have to feel inferior in your identity, we are not easy to live than anyone else, but this path is not our own choice, blame fate for making people, let us unfortunately survive in that gloomy kingdom for more than 20 years." ”

Panic and uncertainty appeared in Bingbing's eyes, she was afraid to start over, she was afraid that she didn't have the ability to adapt.

Bingbing turned her head to look at Huangfu Bei'er, and asked suspiciously, "Are we really going to break away from the organization?"

Huangfu Belle thought that Bingbing would be happy to hear the news, but she didn't expect to see an unprecedented panic in her eyes, "Don't you want to leave?

Bingbing shook her head, the emotions in her heart were very complicated at this time, "If you can live a peaceful life, who would want to live that kind of day without seeing the light of day?" But leaving the organization, I don't even know where to go, since I was a child, I knew that as long as I entered the organization and survived, I could only work for the organization in this life, until the day I died, I never thought about what it would be like to leave, I didn't have my own life, I didn't have my own goals, I didn't have family and lovers, I didn't even have any hobbies, once I lost my goals, I would become powerless......"

Huangfu Bei'er pulled Bingbing's white hand over, her hand was very cold, she knew that it was not because of the cold weather, but because of the fear in her heart, "These are all small things, drunken dreams and deaths will not be closed, the Heavenly Wolf Pavilion still has its effect, so if you really can't adapt to the outside world, you can still help me take care of it here! If you want to do something else, I will also help you find a way!"

Hearing Huangfu Belle's assurance, Bingbing was a little more relieved, "Really?"

Huangfu Belle hooked the corners of her mouth, "Of course, when did I lie to you?"

Bingbing suddenly leaned on the shoulder of Huangfu Belle like a little girl, "Sister Bei, it's good to have you, as long as I have you by my side since I was a child, I will feel extra relieved, because I know that no matter what happens, you will protect me and help me solve it!"

Huangfu Belle never knew that she had such a great influence on Bingbing, and she didn't know that Bingbing was actually a girl with a weak heart.

Yes, weakness is human nature, and no matter how strong a person is, there is a fragile side, let alone a girl in her twenties?

Their strength and ruthlessness are actually just used to hide their fragile hearts.

Huangfu Belle reached out and hugged Bingbing's shoulder, "I hope you can be as confident as others, after all, everyone is an independent individual, whether it is life or love, you can pursue what you want, remember not to be inferior in front of anything!"

At this time, Bingbing's mood had calmed down a lot, and she suddenly felt that today's Huangfu Belle was a little strange, she had talked to her for so long and seemed to be surrounding her and Yu Ye, how could she suddenly care about how she felt about Yu Ye?

It's been two years since she and Yu Ye's affair, and they haven't had much contact in the past two years, and they haven't had any more radical behaviors, at most they drink and chat like ordinary friends.

It's already strange for her to call her to this party today, I'm afraid that her temperament is the most unsuitable occasion for a party, compared to Jingjing and Ziqing, she is much more suitable than her.

The most important point is that they are all a pair, only she and Yu Yeyin are alone, and it is so obvious that there is no conspiracy?

Bingbing looked at Huangfu Bei'er and asked, "Sister Bei, you seem to be particularly concerned about what I think of Yu Ye's affairs today, you didn't have such gossip before!"

Now that she saw it, Huangfu Belle also felt that there was nothing to hide," In fact, today is a chat just to talk about you, Yu Ye said that her feelings for you are true, as long as you are willing to be with him, he is willing to divorce and marry you, I saw him say so sincerely in front of so many people, with my understanding of Yu Ye, he is not a person who will make promises easily, once he promises, he will definitely do it, so I know he is serious, I thought about it carefully, you don't seem to have no feelings for Yu Ye at all, just want to create some opportunities for you, but I didn't expect you to say anything to make Yu Ye so depressed!”

Huangfu Belle's words shocked Bingbing, Yu Ye actually said that he wanted to divorce and marry her for her?

This is something she has never thought about, she knows that Yu Ye likes her, but she didn't expect it to be to a certain extent.

Bingbing couldn't help but look back at Yu Ye, who was still unhappy, and her heart suddenly became complicated.

The feelings that she deliberately ignored and hid were also stimulated in an instant.

She may not have much love for Yu Ye, but he is indeed the only man in the world who has ever made her feel good.

"Sister Bei, what does love taste like, is it sour or sweet?"

Bingbing's sudden brainless questioning made Huangfu Belle wonder.

Looking at her line of sight, I realized what she meant by what she wanted to ask.

Huangfu Belle smiled, "The taste of love is indescribable, maybe it is like the taste of coffee, it makes people fascinated and yearn for it, it may taste a little bitter and sweet, but even so, you still love its unique and beautiful taste!"

Listening to Huangfu Belle's description, Bingbing suddenly had some expectations for love, because she herself is a person who likes to drink coffee very much, and it is difficult to quit once she is addicted.

At this time, Lin Tianao, who was holding a skewer, suddenly turned around and beckoned to them, "Wife, your meatballs are grilled!

Huangfu Belle nodded, "Okay, come here!"

Huangfu Belle took Bingbing's hand and got up, "Let's go, let's go eat something!"

Bingbing didn't refuse this time, stood up and followed Huangfu Belle over.

Huangfu Belle sat down next to Lin Tianao and let Bingbing sit beside her.

Lin Tianao put the promising meat skewers and meatballs on the plate on the table, "Hurry up and eat it while it's hot, and taste how it tastes like I'm baking!"

Huangfu Belle took a meat skewer for Bingbing, "Taste how it tastes!"

Huangfu Belle took another bunch for herself and couldn't wait to take a bite.

The freshly baked mouth was a little hot, and Huangfu Belle couldn't help but fan her mouth with her hand, "It's so hot......"

Lin Tianao took a few more skewers of raw meat in his hand and roasted them, turned his head sideways to look at Huangfu Belle, and felt that her eating appearance was a little funny, "How does it taste?"

Huangfu Belle nodded affirmatively, "It's delicious!"

Lin Tianao leaned his mouth over and coquettishly looked at Huangfu Bei'er like a child, "I want to eat it too!"

Huangfu Belle pointed to a plate of skewers, "So you eat so much, why do you want to rob me?"

"I don't care, I just want you to feed me!"

The corners of Huangfu Belle's mouth twitched, and she suddenly found that everyone's eyes fell on them, which made her feel extremely embarrassed, "Lin Tianao, can you pay attention to your image? Can't you see that everyone is looking at you?"

Lin Tianao didn't care about other people's eyes at all, "They envy us for being so affectionate!"