When she came out of Chen Xue's house, Xue Mianmian's mood was not high.

Lu Wei didn't send her home, seeing her like this, she was very uneasy, "What's wrong with you?"

Xue Mianmian smiled, "It's nothing, it seems to be a little tired." ”

Lu Wei didn't look at her, stepped forward and grabbed her arm, "If you have anything to say, don't hold it back, it's not good for your condition." You don't have to worry about me, I cried because it was too accidental, in fact, I am amazing, I promise that I will never cry casually in the future. ”

Xue Mianmian smiled, patted her shoulder, and said, "Okay, I'm going to trouble you in the future." ”

Lu Weibei also smiled, but the laughter did not reach the bottom of his eyes.

She always felt that Xue Mianmian had a kind of maturity and delicacy that was very discordant with her grinning personality.

It's already been like this, and it's a bit too aggrieved to hold it like this again.

She gritted her teeth, looking like she was broken, "Do you want to drink milk tea?"

"Drink a drink, drink a drink, why do you have a heroic and righteous expression?" Xue Mianmian smiled, "I'm a little tired today, how about tomorrow? Tomorrow I invite you to come to the house to drink and eat skewers." ”

"Are you tired so early?, are you feeling unwell?" Lu Wei said in a hurry.

"How is that possible? The teachers told me that if there was any pain or discomfort, I would go to the hospital as soon as possible. Xue Mianmian said.

Lu Wei didn't dare to be careless, "Fatigue and sleepiness may also be indications of disease, you can't have a blood sugar problem, right?"

Xue Mianmian was amused, "Who has nothing to do with that thing, put it at home." ”

"You're still laughing! Can't you carry such a small portable device with you? Are you playing around here in your current physical state? Hurry up, I'll send you home, and I'll leave after checking it. Lu Wei said in a hurry, stretched out his hand and stopped a taxi.

Xue Mianmian wanted to refute again, but Lu Wei didn't bother her eyes, and dragged her into the car.

Xue Mianmian's postprandial blood sugar was really frighteningly high, which made Lu Wei so angry that he grabbed his mobile phone and was about to sue Qin Li.

Xue Mianmian's eyes were quick, he grabbed her, and whispered, "Don't tell him, he is so busy with work, he can't do anything but worry about it." Don't worry, I promise to go to the hospital early tomorrow morning to test my blood sugar. ”

Lu Weibei said viciously, "I'm not at ease. You're still eating chili peppers today, you've eaten so much meat, and you seem to have just said that you want to drink beer, and I didn't even have time to settle this matter with you. You want me to believe that you're going to go to the doctor and get treatment? Are you stupid?"

"I promise, I won't lie to you this time! I'll send you a checklist tomorrow!" Xue Mianmian put his three fingers together and pointed to the Heavenly Dao.

Lu Wei didn't know that she was feeling sorry for Qin Li, and after thinking about it, she still had more than thirty days to go, so she didn't have an accident right away, so she endured it, "Then you must go to check tomorrow, let Qin Li send you over in the morning, if you really don't want him to know, take a taxi, bring a piece of candy with you, and eat a piece if you are dizzy." ”

Xue Mianmian responded with a smile and sent Lu Weibei away.

As soon as she closed the door, her smile faded and she slowly slid down the door.

She knew Chen Xue's suffering, and she also knew that Qin would immediately experience the same suffering as Chen Xue.

She wanted to make life as good as she had been before, but it was clear that life didn't look that way.

The sleepiness after the meal, and the fainting that may occur in the future, meant that her life had entered a new phase.

She may no longer be able to stay up all night as soon as she is inspired, or she may not be able to have the energy to cooperate with Qin Li's schedule who has to work night shifts and always works overtime; then, can these habits be maintained when she goes out to sketch and play VR games with Qin Li?

How long can she accompany the mom-and-pop shop on the corner of their favorite street between them, lamb kebabs with cumin and peppers, frozen Budweiser beer, and scones slathered in sweet sauce?

She knew how serious this disease was, even if she worked hard to treat it according to Qin Li's expectations, she might not be able to live for five years.

In her case, there is absolutely no chance that she will leave a child. So, when she leaves, what should Qin Li do?

When the side effects of her chemotherapy come up, she may also vomit, lose her hair, have skin pain, be so sad that she can't sleep at night, and it will also drag Qin Li awake at night.

She thought about it, and felt her eyes sore, and tears were about to fall. She secretly said that it was not good, wouldn't she be discovered by Qin Li?

She patted her face and muttered, "Xue Mianmian, Xue Mianmian, you just think too much." If you think about it, when you grew up in an orphanage, what is the probability? It's only 5 percent, right? You are so poor that you can learn art all the way through work-study, what is the probability? It is estimated that it is less than 1 percent, right? When you go out to sketch and someone knocks over something, you actually meet your soul mate, what is the probability of this? If it is not 10 percent? This is not low...... But you're only 30 years old, and you've already had pancreatic cancer, so the probability is very low! Is there 3 percent? In this way, you are completely a person who is chased by a small probability event, and if you don't buy a lottery ticket, you are doing a good deed. With a survival rate of 5 percent, that's pretty easy and there will be no accidents......"

She went to make tomato and chicken stewed rice for Qin Li, left it in the rice cooker, and left notes on the dining table, and then washed and slept.

Lu Wei didn't worry about Xue Mianmian, after going downstairs, he sat on a bench nearby, looked at Xue Mianmian's figure looming by the window of the living room, and watched her turn on the bedroom light and turn off the bedroom light.

She breathed a sigh of relief at this time, it seemed that Xue Mianmian should have fallen asleep according to the normal process.

Lu Weibei sat on the bench and looked at the building in front of him.

It's just eight o'clock, and it's time for thousands of lights to go on. The family on the third floor of the first unit is teasing the dog around the window; on the fourth floor of the second unit, a thin layer of curtains is drawn, and nothing can be seen, but the colorful light can't be concealed, and the family should be watching TV; the door of the third unit opens, and a half-person-tall little boy runs out with a balance bike wrapped tightly.

Everything is so vibrant, except for Xue Mianmian, who is sleeping peacefully.

Lu Wei was stunned for a long time before he felt cold on his face.

There are 37 days left.

Even Xue Mianmian, who is sleeping peacefully at the moment, is only 37 days old.

She sat for a while again, and saw Qin Li rushing home in three steps and two steps, and then she was completely relieved.

As soon as Qin Li returned home, he was greeted by a warm yellow dining table lamp, a sticky note in the shape of a small apple, and the fragrance of rice in the room. He froze, leaned against the door and gasped hard.

He rarely encountered such a situation.

Usually, no matter when he comes home, Xue Mianmian is always awake, smearing on the drawing board, or wrapping a body of woolen cloth and the like to do handicrafts.

Sometimes she goes out to play, but most of her friends, like her, have free working hours, and in order to cooperate with him, she always schedules her time to go out early, usually, early in the morning.

There weren't a few times a year when she wasn't at home. This usually means something urgent, such as an art exhibition that needs to be set up, a friend who is out of love and gets drunk and wants to jump into a river, etc. At that time, she was so busy that she forgot that she still had a husband. Don't even think about it if you leave the light and leave the food or something.

At that time, he also fantasized that it would be good if his wife could remember to leave a lamp for himself before going out, so that he could not be so desolate.

But now...... It's really bleak.

He went to the bedroom to look at Xue Mianmian, she was breathing shallowly, her eyebrows stretched and smiling, as if she was having some good dreams.

His eyes were sour, he forced himself to hold back, went out lightly, went to the kitchen to put out the stewed rice, sat under the table lamp, and ate the sticky note in a big gulp.

The aroma of tomato and chicken burst out in the softness of the rice, and the warm taste steamed his eyes moist.

He knew that Xue Mianmian was not so keen on housework. As an artist, her unbridled fantasy of freedom has always attracted her more than washing clothes and mopping the floor. But she loves to cook and can sometimes spend two or three hours in the kitchen for a meal.

Qin Li didn't know if it was because cooking was as creative as painting, or because he was greedy, she wanted to cook for him. He had never thought about it before, she liked to cook, and he cooperated to eat everything, which was so commonplace, as if he had to close his eyes when he slept, and he never looked into the reason.

But life and death were imminent, and all the warm swallowing elements in life became sharp, stabbing him little by little. He couldn't help but explore how many dark and surging secret loves there were in this life. He was afraid that he would not think clearly enough and let his wife's full love be wasted like playing the harp to a cow, but he was even more afraid that these loves would surface little by little, rubbing his heart violently with the upcoming disappearance date.

He should have explored his life earlier, his wife earlier.

He is very arrogant, he wears short sleeves to play in winter, he always forgets to bring a coat, and when he is so cold that he has a blue nose, he wipes it with the back of his hand; he treats feelings the same as life, often lacks tendons, is slower than others, and is clumsier than others. Even if the best brother suddenly changed in his family, he couldn't think of any warm tricks except to persuade him to cheer him up day and night, and follow him to work in the north to prevent him from being alone and autistic.

He is too accustomed to going straight to the point, making up for harmony, and always can't understand the meaning of the words and the flow of his eyes, and he looks like a hopeless latecomer in the world of feelings. But Rao is like this, he also understands that although Mianmian is like him, he loves to be lively, fun, and informal, but his emotions are much more delicate than him. When she is attentive, she is always sensitive and meticulous.

He wouldn't be so sensitive and meticulous, but he really loved her very much.

Can she feel it?

Could she have been mistaken for not loving her enough and therefore having any regrets?

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