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And at the last second of the real life, this young lady felt a deep regret in her heart, knowing that her life was so short, why did she bother to spend so much scheming to calculate so many things. And he calculated so much, paved the way for so many people, but in the end he walked his way to death, he might as well not care about anything, and live his comfortable life in peace, even if his grandmother and other sisters looked at him unpleasantly in the back house, but at least life was worry-free, and they couldn't really be ruthless to themselves on the bright side.

Everyone is the winner of the battle, but also the ears and eyes, know the principle of survival in the back house is natural, although he is somewhat suppressed, but it is impossible to really treat him to death, maybe I can't dislike him for no reason, after all, just a woman for them The conflict of interests is not very serious, the most important thing is that this kind of thing can not be completely eliminated, rather than really grabbing a lady's endless touch, it seems that they are not generous enough, not to mention that it will make other rich people in the back house feel that they are narrow-minded is ridiculous。

In this case, even for the sake of their own good reputation, it is impossible to rub a concubine to the point that he can't live, and there are certain rules for the use of these children of big anal families, even if the grandmother is eccentric, it is impossible to be very harsh, in fact, even if this young lady does not make plans and plans for herself, so many days can pass, anyway, it is not so comfortable, but there is less jealousy and red eyes of those people, and there is also a lot less intrigue in private.

Thinking back to the little things that she had written down in her thick little notebook, the young lady felt that she had been naïve and ridiculous enough, and that there was nothing important in the face of life and death, and she did not realize until the moment of death that she realized how insignificant things she had been thinking about before.

And now he has no power to change these facts in front of him, doesn't he know that this Canadian has a deep affection for him on the surface, but in fact, how can the couple have much friendship, the two of them see only the same potential as himself and the same interests as himself, can't he see how false the gentle little righteousness shown by this fake adult in front of him is, doesn't he know that he is secretly looking at those young and beautiful maids behind his back and others, he knows these things very well, but he didn't care before。

After all, in his opinion, as long as he holds the future of the fake adult, then the fake person will not be able to have any disrespect or any opposition to him on the surface, and it is also a good choice to be able to live as he wants in this case, but before he died, he felt that his previous choice was too hasty, maybe he planned wrong from the beginning, but now there is really no chance of remedy.

Thinking of this, this young lady rarely felt abnormal panic and lack of confidence, and in the end he could only turn his attention to the maid he had cultivated.

It is impossible for him to hand over this newborn child who doesn't understand anything to a husband who has the same two faces as himself, and the person in his hands is completely untrustworthy, and he only has his own future and shameless ambition in his heart. And according to his observations, the old lady and the old lady in the family are also unreliable. Rather than hand over the children he had worked so hard to give birth to to these people, he would rather put the children in the hands of the maids he had carefully cultivated.

It's really ridiculous to think about it now, among so many calculations he has, in short, there is still one link that is right, that is, he has cultivated a loyal henchman for himself, and his existence can ensure that his children have no worries about food and clothing, although he can't say anything in other aspects, but he has this aspect, confident that the maid he has cultivated is absolutely loyal, he can take care of his children with his own wishes, even if he can't give him too much family-like warmth, but take care of his daily life, there is absolutely nothing worth worrying about。 Of course, this is also because when it comes to dying, this young lady really has no one else to ask for help, and in the end she is just silent, crying and holding on, as much as possible, but the maid's hand is becoming weaker and weaker, and finally his first is a fluttering slip, falling heavily on the bed, while his eyes are still open, unable to see.

And the maid trusted by Miss is indeed worthy of his trust, no matter what, what has really taken care of the eldest young master of the Zhai family in the past 5 years is the man next to her, that is, the central maid beside Miss Zeng, and he is now the grandmother in the center of the little young master's side, and everyone's positioning of him is that.

And these 5 years are enough for this maid to be able to see the true face of the rest of the family, he has no expectations for the little master Yu to get the love of his relatives, grandparents and father, every time the little boy asks a question that he can't figure out, he will try his best to use his originally not very developed brain, come up with a more reasonable, or can coax the past, to tell his little master that his relatives still love and care about him very much, but because of various other reasons, this leads to them can not always meet。

And the biggest manifestation of their love for him is that they are afraid that they will be by his side, and the most important thing is that he told the little young master that he has a mother who loves him very much, and before his mother died, the only hope is that the little young master can grow up healthy and live his life peacefully.

Sure enough, she is worthy of being the maid of the Miss Center, anyway, when this grandmother was by the side of Master Jia, she said a lot of things about his young lady, and although this Young Master Jia had never seen his mother in him since he was a child, in his heart and in the depths of his mind, there was a vague image of a mother, it was so loving, so beautiful, it can be said to be the best mother in the world.

So when he also learned that he was going to have a new mother on this false path, the little child was almost broken, he did not think that anyone could replace the image in his heart, to be able to take the place of his mother, and at that moment he could not bear the cruel truth that this miserable world brought to him.