"Hao Zai: The first snow of 2009 fell today, the weather forecast reported a few days ago that it may snow, even freezing for many days, but did not see the real snow scene, today finally snowed heavily, I used to see the snow will think about whether you will feel cold, feel lonely, and even can't stop worrying about your tears. It's much better now, I know you will be able to take good care of yourself, and I'm looking forward to the snowy winter, and I'll send you a picture if I can take a picture of the snow. ”

"Haohao: Mom has written the New Year as too peaceful, her old eyes are dizzy, although I can talk to you like this, but I still can't help but miss your tears, I really miss you! Can I come to my mother's dream once?"

"Smiley. ”

"You've been away from us for 825 days, and it's like centuries to me. How long will I miss you? Will you still use this phone before?"

"It's another day of reunion with a full moon, but our family is missing your corner, and after three years, I never feel the day of the full moon again. There is no light in the night moon of longing. ”

"Last night you finally came to my dream again. You're wearing a white jersey, and you're still so sunny and so handsome! You nudge me with your left hand, and I suddenly see you. I'm so excited, I'm so surprised! I'm jumping on top of you, hugging you, crying. I woke up but it was empty. Anyway, may I dream more so that I can see you in my dreams!"

"Son: Today is the first day of the Lunar New Year, and it is also the first day that our family went smoothly in 2009. In 2008, grandma has tried her best and walked through a year very strongly, you must bless our big family in 2009 in heaven!!!

"The last moment of the Chinese New Year's Eve, the new year is coming again, it is really sad to live without you, but we will be strong to get through, may our family be smooth and healthy in the new year!"

"Actually, I'm very strong! I'm used to the pain of not having you, and I'm numb. ”

"Tomorrow is the New Year....... ”

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Zhang Kun swept the content on the space message board little by little, and his heart fell silent little by little.

These long or short messages are only a small part of the message board, and there are many, many more, Zhang Kun did not continue

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In these seemingly strong gossips with his son, Zhang Kun felt a strong sense of longing.

Zhang Kun also found that many of the messages in this space were published in the early hours of the morning, which couldn't help but be even more gloomy, and the pain and longing in the dead of night would be more obvious.

Zhang Kun was silent for a while, and then looked up at Xu Hao in the air: "This is your mother?"

Xu Hao, who had always been excited, also fell silent at this time, and nodded silently when he heard Zhang Kun's question.

"You asked me to leave a message in the space, for your mother?"

Xu Hao nodded.

Zhang Kun was silent, sat there for a long time, his eyes swept across the screen, and finally sighed softly, and then said softly: "What do you want to write?"

Xu Hao lowered his head and pondered for a while, and then said softly: "Mom, I'm doing well here, forget ...... Forget me. ”

Zhang Kun raised his eyebrows slightly and glanced at Xu Hao: "Write like this?"

Xu Hao nodded lightly.

Zhang Kun sighed lightly, didn't say anything, but silently tapped the keyboard.

After typing the less than twenty words, Zhang Kun paused before pressing the carriage with his right hand, and turned his head to look at Xu Hao: "Don't add anything?"

Compared with Zhang Kun's hesitation, Xu Hao showed a smile again and nodded: "That's all, thank you Brother Zhang Kun." ”

Hearing Xu Hao say this, Zhang Kun finally stopped saying anything, silently pressed the enter key, and uploaded the message.

Looking at the extra message on the screen after the page was refreshed, Zhang Kun sighed in his heart, then got up, got off the plane and went home silently, Xu Hao followed quietly.

Along the way, neither of them spoke.

Back home, Zhang Kun continued to clean his room, this time targeting the kitchen and bathroom.

After everything was sorted and cleaned, the sun was already setting in the west, and Zhang Kun began to prepare dinner.

At this time, in a unit in Nanshan City, a middle-aged woman in her thirties and forties silently opened the door, put her handbag on the shoe cabinet, changed her slippers, and walked into the house silently.

She came to the study as if she was habitual, turned on the computer, boarded QQ, and then entered the space that she had to enter every day.

But when the browser is loaded, looking at the familiar picture on the screen, the middle-aged woman

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The woman was stunned, and after a while, the middle-aged woman began to tremble slightly.

With her slightly trembling hands, she tapped little by little on the keyboard in front of the computer.

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That night, Zhang Kun ate alone, and then went to bed very early.

He didn't talk to Xu Hao about anything, and he didn't ask anything.

He didn't want to let Xu Hao's sad past be reminded because of his curiosity.

died at a young age of thirteen, which can be regarded as a sad thing.

Obviously, a good life has just begun.

As for Xu Hao's mother, the mother who would leave a message in the space of a son who had been dead for three years almost every day, Zhang Kun really couldn't imagine how that mother spent the days and nights of the three years after Xu Hao's death.

This night, Zhang Kun slept very early, but he stayed awake almost in the middle of the night.

The next day, a red sun rose in the east, and the early morning of winter revealed a hint of coldness.

Zhang Kun opened his eyes, slowly stretched, and yawned and looked out the window at the early morning.

After getting dressed, Zhang Kun looked at Xu Hao, who had been since he woke up, and this guy didn't know when he came in.

Looking at Xu Hao's expression of wanting to speak and stopping, Zhang Kun sighed secretly, and then laughed softly: "What, do you still want to go and see QQ space?"

Hearing Zhang Kun's words, Xu Hao nodded hurriedly, but after nodding, he smiled slightly embarrassedly.

obviously said yes, just let Zhang Kun help log in to QQ, and then send a message, Zhang Kun has already done everything he promised, but he is still making requests, Xu Hao, who has not yet experienced social tempering, is still a little thinner after all.

Looking at Xu Hao's slightly red face, Zhang Kun smiled: "Wait for me to wash up, I'll go and help you take a look." ”

Saying that, Zhang Kun walked into the bathroom, and after two or three minutes of work, he finished washing his face and brushing his teeth, and then took Xu Hao out of the house.

It was still yesterday's Internet café, yesterday's seat, Zhang Kun silently clicked on QQ, entered the account number and password, and then entered the space that Xu Hao had been looking forward to for a long time.

However, when the browser was loaded and the page was refreshed, Zhang Kun's eyes were fixed.

"I don't care who you are, I don't care where you got the password for this QQ, you get out of here, get out. ”

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