Chapter 25 Concern in the Dream (Wonderful Chapters, Seeking Investment, Seeking Collection)
"Do you want me to stay with you again?"
Lin Menghan turned around and put the bag and moisturizer in his hand on the bedside table, and sat down on the chair next to Mingxi's bed.
"Good. ”
Mingxi nodded and looked out the window, he wanted to tell Lin Menghan about some strange phenomena that he had dreamed about in his sleep in the past two days, but he was worried that she would think things were ridiculous and hesitated to speak.
"What's the matter, what's on your mind?"
Lin Menghan asked tentatively, what she was thinking was not the same thing as Mingxi's thinking, she thought that Mingxi wanted to talk to her about her best friend and Mingxi's ex-girlfriend Ning Xuanxuan.
"It's just that lately, I've been thinking about the bits and pieces of my student days. ”
Mingxi smiled indifferently, and then muttered to himself:
"Maybe it's not far from the end of the day, and I always miss the best time in my life. ”
Lin Menghan's pursed lips seemed to be lamenting the fragility of life, but she was powerless against her destined fate, and finally squeezed out a soothing smile, she looked at him distressedly and was silent.
"You don't have to worry, you just can't sleep, I want to talk to you for a while. ”
Mingxi pursed his lips and smiled, and then looked out the window again.
"Yes, good. ”
There was silence and then, Lin Menghan saw Mingxi's gaze turned out of the window again, and suddenly remembered the conversation between Zhu Li and Mingxi, maybe as Zhu Li said, spring is the most vital season, it is the season of recovery and survival of all things, Mingxi must also desire his life tenacity, can be as resolute as all things in this spring.
"Love the spring view?"
Lin Menghan turned his head and asked.
"Well, I like it, spring is like a painting, it's that kind of colorful watercolor painting, it's beautiful, I want to engrave it in the deepest part of my memory, maybe I won't have a chance to see it again. ”
The corners of Mingxi's mouth curled slightly, but his eyes were as dim as the stars in the gray night sky, and he had no desire for life at all.
He is not afraid of the passing of life at all, the end and starting point of life is the law of the cycle, he knows that his mission in this world has been completed, but this time he has been on a journey to the world, and the task he has undertaken makes him think that he has not completed it enough, and he still blames himself, and he is involved......
Lin Menghan felt that he lacked language for a while, and he didn't know where to start, let alone where to mention Ning Xuanxuan.
Jingjing knows. ”
After hesitating for a long time, Lin Menghan still mentioned Ning Xuanxuan.
"Don't tell her!"
Mingxi's tone was hurried for the first time in history, but he was afraid that Lin Menghan would think too much, so his tone returned to normal, explaining:
"I don't want her to see me now, I haven't seen her in so many years, so don't bother her anymore and let her live the life she wants. ”
In fact, as Lin Menghan thought, Ming Xi did miss Ning Xuanxuan, but he didn't want her to come over to see him, the reason was not that he didn't want Ning Xuanxuan to see his current self, but about the strange dreams that he had recently appeared.
In the dream, he could foresee everything that happened in Ning Xuanxuan's current real life, he didn't want to break this rule, he was afraid that as soon as she came over, he would no longer be able to foresee her life state, and he couldn't lose this only chance to miss her.
Although Mingxi knew that he was nothing to Ning Xuanxuan, and nothing was possible, for himself, he still had a wish, that is, in the few remaining days, he would use the rare time in his dreams to make up for the fate that he had missed each other before.
He wants to protect her in this hallucinating dream, and he has a handful of days, which is probably the only thing he thinks about Ning Xuanxuan.
At this moment, Lin Menghan's thoughts began to be confused, and for a moment, she suddenly realized that she didn't know Ming Xi in front of her very well, and even felt a little strange, she couldn't understand Ming Xi's intentions at all, why Ming Ming missed someone so much, but didn't let that person see him.
As for Ning Xuanxuan, how many good words she had said in private, how many touching warm policies she used to impress her, and finally made her decide to come to him, but in front of Mingxi, her previous efforts were in vain, and this time it also fulfilled Ning Xuanxuan, she didn't have to force her reluctance anymore.
Ning Xuanxuan is Mingxi's girlfriend at school and his classmate, and Lin Menghan has a dormitory, bunk beds, and has an excellent relationship, even if something happened later, their friendship is still the same.
Speaking of Ning Xuanxuan, who doesn't know in school, who doesn't know?
If simply from the point of view of appearance, she is not a Peugeot beauty, or she can't match the word Peugeot, above the high protruding cheekbones are two slender single phoenix eyes, not a strong nose, as well as plump lips and a slightly square jaw, but it is such an extremely ordinary facial features lined with fair skin and tall figure, there is a kind of magical magic, and she naturally has a highly recognizable high-end face.
She exudes a unique temperament all over her body, even if she stands with the school flower, the department flower, and the class flower, she will definitely be recognized at a glance in the crowd, so in her green years, there has never been a shortage of suitors who love her, and even boys come from the school next door, just to see the beauty.
Among so many suitors, among the admirers, she chose Mingxi, but this choice was not for her at the beginning, it was not liking, nor love, but to solve the trouble of having many suitors, she chose Mingxi just to solve her choice difficulty or just to save herself to make a confused and ridiculous decision.
And just because of a ridiculous decision at the beginning, it finally affected a person's fate, and this person who was willing to pay her true love and sincerity but couldn't get a response was Mingxi.
"Do you think Julie has become a little different? ”
Mingxi knocked on the edge of the bed, trying to pull back Lin Menghan, who was lost in thought.
"It's a little changed, maybe I've become a mother, and my personality is softer. ”
Lin Menghan put away the hand holding his chin, looked at the watch on his wrist, got up and began to pack up the items that he put on the bedside table.
"Hmm, why did you mention her? Don't you always like to talk about people behind your back?"
Lin Menghan turned her hand and let go of the sorted bag, and turned her head to stare at Ming Xi, she was really a little confused, and she couldn't carry Ming Xi's mind more and more.
"It's nothing, it's just that I realized that there are no immutable things or people in this world, and anything can happen, right? ”
Ming Xi meant something, he wanted to get a definite answer from Lin Menghan's mouth, although Lin Menghan's answer would not affect his self-knowledge and judgment for him.