The taste of yin and yang separation, it turns out to be like this!

The past is vivid, and all these years, I regret that I have forgotten it. But at this moment, she stood in front of the tombstone, looking at the photos of him when he was young, and the bits and pieces of life came to her heart, and she knew that there are some things, the more you want to forget, the more clearly you will remember.

In Kyoto, she could barely remember what this man looked like. She thought she had forgotten, and it took more than twenty years to completely forget about someone. But who knows, when she saw this face again, all the memories were suddenly unsealed.

She hadn't forgotten at all, she was just running away!

The laughter and scolding in the past were so real, if Bai Xi couldn't stay any longer, he didn't say a word after all, and turned to leave.

She leaned in the car, and couldn't calm down for a long time, so she only told the driver to leave quickly, drive anywhere, or go around, just don't stop.

The car passed by the black phantom, and Lu Lingtian took Qu Yunyi to the same place.

Yun Yi brought his father's favorite little daisy during his lifetime, hoping that he would be able to rest in peace in the spirit of heaven.

Just eight years ago today, my father passed away. She used to be sad at this time of year. But this year is different, with Ling Tian by her side, and besides, they already have their own children. She thought her father would be happy if he knew the good news.

Lu Lingtian led her to the cemetery, and Yun Yi looked at the flowers in her hand and raised the corners of her mouth.

"My dad always told me to laugh at all times, so that others would not sympathize with you and pity you. Even if he leaves me, I will live well alone. Thinking about it later, these words seemed as if he had prepared them to tell me in advance. ”

"So, you rarely shed tears in front of people. ”

"Almost not, because I know that even if I cry, no one in this world will feel sorry for me. Tears can flow if they are valuable. Worthless tears, what to do with it. ”

Because of these special experiences, Qu Yunyi has the strength she is now. It's just that Lu Lingtian's appearance made her find a new dependence.

"My dad likes daisies the most, and he says that this flower symbolizes hope and is not as delicate as other flowers. In the past, we used to have small daisies on our balcony. It's a pity that on the night of my father's death, the little daisies on the windowsill could not withstand the torrential rain, and were blown off the balcony by the wind, and all of them were destroyed.

Later, she left the old house she lived in and was taken to live with the Cheng family, and never planted a baby daisy again. This flower has always lived in her heart.

"You haven't said that before. ”

Yun Yi took a deep breath and said with a smile: "It's not something to be happy about, don't mention it." My father is a very ordinary person, stubborn, knows a lot of principles of life, is considerate, careful, and loves me very much. ”

All the previous things appeared in front of Yun Yi, and she smiled, as if she had seen the small days when she lived with her father before.

The house is small, and they are not rich, but they have a good time.

Later, when her father was gone, she no longer talked about the past to anyone, but she didn't want to be sympathized.

The memories are her own, and there is no need to take them out and use them. Everyone is living well, so why do you have to mention some unhappy things?

"It seems that I should work hard and do better than your dad. ”

"Of course, he was just a daughter like me, and you found him, aren't you any nicer to me?" If my father was still alive, he would definitely like Ling Tian very much.

Of course, I am not satisfied with his family background, but I should be satisfied with him as a person.

"My dad, I think I can do anything. There's nothing he can't do!" she said once in a while with pride in her words.

Seeing it, Yun Yi was just about to speak, and when she looked down, there was a bunch of fresh daisies in front of the tombstone, and there were water droplets hanging on it, and she was stunned.

"Has anyone been here?"

My father has been gone for so many years, and on special days every year, only myself comes to worship, so how can anyone else come?

If you want to talk about friends, my father only has one brother like Cheng Yue's father in Lingcheng, but over the years, he has never worshiped in private.

Who is it that secretly came to worship his father, and the other party still knows his father's preferences during his lifetime?

Squatted down with you and helped sweep away the dirt from your father's tombstone. He is still exactly the same as he was when he was alive, and he will never change.

"Dad, did your former friends come to see you? I even know what you like, and it seems that your relationship is extraordinary. You've been gone for so many years, and I haven't seen anyone come to see you, and I suddenly see traces of someone coming, and I think it's strange. ”

She smiled, put the flowers she had brought alongside, and stood in front of the tombstone and muttered.

"Dad, I'm going to be a mother, and if you know this, you'll be very happy. I was with Ling Tian and had a good life. You watch from the sky, remember to bless me, bless Ling Tian and the child, health and safety. ”

In the past few years, she is no longer sad.

It's just that I have doubts in my heart, and I always feel that my father's death back then is a little strange. It's a pity that I can't find obvious problems, she was still young at the beginning, and Cheng Yue's father handled the future. It's been so long, and she hasn't thought about finding out these sad things again.

After staying for a while, Yun Yi said goodbye to his father with a smile and left with Lu Lingtian.

Lu Lingtian asked curiously, "Why did your father suddenly jump off the building in the first place?"

At that time, Yun Yi was only sixteen years old, a father who loved his daughter deeply, even if he encountered something big, he would not abandon his daughter and choose to commit suicide.

Yun Yi shook his head, "I have asked myself this question before, but I have never found the answer. I was obsessed with it for a while, but then I thought, my father is gone, what's the point of me going through these things again? At that time, I didn't have the ability to find the answer. ”

With his father's temper, he really wouldn't leave himself alone.

But at that time, everyone told her that her father committed suicide and left a suicide note, hoping that her old comrades-in-arms could help take care of herself.

She kept wondering how much of a problem it was bothering her father to make him leave him.

My father is a strong man, and no matter how big things are, he will not easily run away from them.

"Is the file from that year still there?"

"It was a simple suicide, and I didn't have any acquaintances to consult the files. You know, for the next seven years, I spent my life in the Cheng family carefully, and I was not able to do these things. Uncle Cheng also told me that that was what my father wanted, and asked me not to worry about my father's death anymore. ”

Lu Lingtian listened, and always felt full of doubts.

Who will send the daisy flowers that suddenly appeared today?