Zhou Mo, who was smiling with a fox face, decisively abandoned Wang Jing, rushed back to the kindergarten with delicious food, and quickly spread the news to every corner of the kindergarten.

Si Qi saw Xie Min shaking her phone at her with a smug face, and she couldn't help but remind: "You are careful of the tiger." ”

Xie Min pointed to his stomach and said fearlessly: "Don't be afraid, I have Shang Fang's sword now, and no matter how big a mistake I make, she won't care about me." ”

That's why she dared to pluck the tiger's butt repeatedly, and she didn't forget to go around a few laps after plucking.

The last class is a handicraft class, Si Qi let Zhou Mo be responsible for the second half of the class, she went to the office of the director Zhu Xufang, and when she arrived at the door, she kept taking a deep breath, silently accumulating strength for herself, rubbing her face vigorously, adjusting her expression, and going through the words she wanted to talk about in her mind in advance, since she was going to take over the work of participating in the competition next year, then she had to confess to Zhu Xufang, she couldn't wait for the incident to happen, and then remedy.

Five minutes later, she raised her hand and knocked on the door to enter.

Zhu Xufang was sitting at the desk reading a book, when she saw her come in and closed the book casually, got up and walked to the sofa, made her a cup of tea, and then asked, "Is there something wrong?"

Si Qi took the teacup and was silent for a while before saying, "Principal, I have something to confess to you." ”

Zhu Xufang was slightly stunned, holding a book, and sitting opposite her with a teacup, "What's the matter, you say." ”

Si Qi was silent for a moment, took a deep breath, tried her best to control her tone relatively flat, and then said the things from beginning to end, including because of the Internet storm, Zhang Xingmei was afraid that her future life would always be stained, and she was even more afraid that she would not be able to get up in the pit for the rest of her life, so she gave her name without authorization, and when the ID card came down, she knew that her name had changed, and later she used her new name to apply for the adult * university in Jincheng, and then went to Hongwen Kindergarten to apply.

When she applied for the job, she used a new name and hid her past experience.

After finishing speaking, she seemed to have experienced the events of the year again, her back was faintly wet with sweat, and her brain kept throbbing, she couldn't help but take a deep breath, and pinched her eyebrows hard, and then lowered her eyes, twisted the cup and was silent, waiting for the principal's conclusion on this matter, she knew in her heart that it was immoral for her to conceal those past applicants, not to mention that she was engaged in education.

Although the abuse and accusations on the Internet are slander and dirty, the matter is so long ago that she can't return her innocence, and she doesn't want to toss anymore.

She just wants to live a dull life, but after all, she can't hide it for a lifetime, although she told herself on the surface that it was for Xie Min, but she knew in her heart that it was not just for Xie Min, it was because Shi Jing made her dare to face the past, since she wanted to change back to her previous self, she naturally didn't want to hide it anymore, so by taking over the work of the game, she simply told her the past and the plate, no matter what the result was, at least she was at ease.

Time passed in silence, and the office was silent for a long time.

Si Qi waited for a long time and didn't see the director speak, couldn't help but raise his head and looked at the director, unexpectedly, the director didn't seem to be angry, nor angry, her expression was a little surprised, even if the director admired her so she was willing to tolerate her past, but at first glance when she heard this, it was impossible to be this calm and calm attitude, she was too calm, calm as if she had known it for a long time.

"Principal, did you already know?" she asked, with a stir in her heart.

The director suddenly laughed, stared straight at her, and said lightly: " When you first applied for the job, I really didn't pay much attention to it, but you are a very capable, creative and imaginative person, such a person is very suitable to be a kindergarten teacher, because what we want to do is not to instill ideas and theories in students, that is what junior high school and high school teachers do, what we need to do is to lead children to open their brains and open the door to their understanding of the world. ”

"So, you didn't find out until later?" Si Qi's tense heart breathed a sigh of relief, and the breath that mentioned all her worries hanging on her chest slowly dissipated, she thought for a while, and said, "Is it in the second year that I took over as the head teacher." ”

The director didn't answer her question, just smiled and said: "Everyone has a past, and there is nothing strange about it, even people who have been in prison have the right to be reborn, for people of my age, your past is actually not a big deal, people will always fall a few times in this life, and there will always be a few people who make themselves feel disgusting but can't avoid it, you must know that no one's life is smooth sailing." ”

"I know. A trace of shame flashed on Si Qi's face, "But after all, I deliberately concealed those pasts, and now that I have taken over the work of participating in the competition, it is very likely that I will meet my classmates, friends and competitors when I go to Bei*jing, I can't guarantee that they have forgotten me, and they have forgotten those bloody gossip that once they recognize me, I can't say what will happen." ”

"There must be a road before the car reaches the mountain, I understand what you mean, but it's nothing big. The director really didn't seem to care: "Instead of worrying about this, it is better to prepare for the competition, winning the grand prize is the best comfort to your past, and it is also the best riposte to those people, everyone may abandon you, but the knowledge you have learned will never abandon you, there is a saying that you will get up from where you fall, I personally agree with this sentence." ”

Si Qi felt that she suddenly wanted to cry, after experiencing the wind, frost, rain and snow, and seeing the sinister hearts of people, she learned to protect herself, learned to put away her heart, learned to judge anyone with inadequacy, and learned to draw a chasm around her, which seemed to be only a few miles away, but in fact it was thousands of miles away, she became sensitive* and gloomy, lacking a basic sense of trust.

Although she seems to be lively and cheerful, enthusiastic and generous, only she knows that she has long been unable to open her arms to the whole world in her bones.

But she didn't expect that the director of the garden had already knew, and the various possibilities that had been feared and repeatedly deduced were immediately blown away by this spring breeze, leaving only the gentleness and ironing of the breeze on her cheeks, and she noticed her previous narrow-mindedness and paranoia, those secret, depressed, and distorted thoughts seemed to be exposed to the blue sky and white sun in an instant, burned by the flames, and turned into ashes at a speed visible to the naked eye.

But she knew that she couldn't cry at this time, and after drinking the tea in the cup in silence, she put down the teacup, got up, bent down to the director, and said sincerely, "Thank you, head." ”

The director held the teacup and just said: "Mr. Shi is quite good, cherish it." ”

Si Qi blushed and smiled awkwardly, but her heart was filled with warmth and vitality, she suddenly missed Shi Jing incomparably, his floating eyes and handsome and fair cheeks.

The director looked up at her, and seemed to see her heart through the embarrassment, so she smiled a little bit and said, "I don't want to worry about you, mainly because I am really reluctant to offend Senmu Technology." After a pause, she added, "By the way, I forgot to tell you, just now Mr. Mo called and said that he had rented the theater of the Children's Palace for us, and let us Hongwen Kindergarten go to the Children's Palace to hold a New Year's Day party, and we can also invite our families to participate together, and we will invite the staff of Senmu Technology to participate in order to thank them for their sponsorship of the kindergarten." ”

Si Qi: "......"

This is the right time.

The head raised his head and looked at her meaningfully, "Someone is doing everything possible to protect you, what are you afraid of, I think what show you should perform is serious, after all, it is the best dance school in the country, I will see you for the first time, don't waste your talent." ”

Si Qi could only continue to laugh dryly.

The principal waved his hand and said, "Don't stand here and be stupid, it's time to get out of class, hurry up and pack up and go home, your sophomore class will be fully responsible for the New Year's Day party, you don't have to interfere for the time being, Teacher Wang has been coming to Hongwen for two years, it's time for her to stand alone." ”

Si Qi bowed to her silently again, and then turned around and left as if reborn, it was now afternoon, although the sunset in the cold winter of December did not have much temperature, but when the golden light fell on her, she still felt some kind of unprecedented warmth, and the warmth even penetrated her skin directly, directly reaching the depths of her heart, dispelling the coldness and depression in her heart.

Now that it was dinner time, Si Qi went back to the office directly, took out his mobile phone and flipped to Shi Jing's WeChat, thought about it for a while, and then typed two words: "Si Jue." ”

This is her previous name, it actually sounds a little tongue-twisting, like a boy's name, when she was in school, her classmates liked to take her name apart and read it, and often called her Si Wang Yu, and later called her Wang Yu, Da Yuer, Xiao Yuer, a very speechless nickname, but it accompanied her for four whole years, and then after she graduated, everything came to naught, she became a lost place, and even her graduation certificate was taken back, becoming a ridiculed, ridiculed, and sympathetic existence.

She was the only student in their class to be dropped out.

Shi Jing's reply arrived immediately: "Give me two hours." ”

It's 5:15 now, two hours later, in fact, she has already arrived home, but after seeing this sentence, she has a strange feeling of relief, staring at this sentence She looked at it for ten minutes before she suddenly came back to her senses, hurriedly turned on the computer, found various search software and chat tools, searched for previous names, those about her past, her glory, her dreams have long been covered by countless negative news.

All that remained was the overwhelming gossip, speculation, insults, ridicule, slanderous texts, slanderous pictures, illustrated videos, and many of her photos were even turned into posthumous photos, but these comments that made her life and life fall apart were quickly erased by the waves like sand on the beach.

The first to disappear was Tieba, and those posts quickly became non-existent.

Then there was the search software, and many of the links became 404.

Seeing that these pasts that once belonged to her were erased little by little, she breathed a sigh of relief, but also a little sadness and regret.

was stuck in this complicated thought and couldn't extricate herself, the phone suddenly rang, it was the prompt tone of a text message, which instantly pulled her back to reality, and those mixed thoughts were immediately thrown into the sewer.

"Teacher Si, I'm sorry I'm in the community clinic outside the kindergarten now, can you help me send Yuan Yuan home by the way when you pick up Xiaojun in a while, thank you for my sister at home" Without half a punctuation mark, sure enough, as Shi Jing said, this is Mo Wenlan's style.

Si Qi picked up the teacup on the table and poured the cooled water into her mouth, and the thoughts that were indulged in the past were instantly frozen, she packed up her things and left the office.