Chapter 19: The Death of an Ex (Wonderful Chapters Are Coming, Seeking Investment and Collection)
Inside the mourning hall.
Almost all of Mingxi's classmates came to mourn, but there was one person missing, the most important person for Mingxi.
Everyone helped, chattering, Mingxi was transparent like a trace of air, and no one knew about his existence.
Lin Menghan put down the paper foil in her hand, raised her somewhat haggard little face, and stared at Ding Qi who was not leaving an inch beside her, the dark blue circles under her eyes were like dark clouds, covering her eyes that were as bright as stars, and a pool of autumn water was full of frustration and sadness, she looked down at the phone screen again, and whispered: "Xuanxuan, she won't come." ”
Ding Qi patted her back soothingly: "She also has her own life." ”
"Forget about it, she's not in the country, is she? Lin Menghan focused on the paper foil in his hand, and his voice was sad, as if this sentence was a consolation to himself.
Mingxi was very sad when he heard it, he didn't want Lin Menghan to be so sad for him, he wanted to give her a few words of comfort, and he also wanted to tell her that Ning Xuanxuan was on her honeymoon abroad at this time, and he also wanted to tell them and his family that he was fine, don't be too sad for him.
But no matter how much he shouted to them, they could not hear a word.
Mingxi approached him and watched himself "sleeping" peacefully in a chrysanthemum bush, he suddenly felt that his short life was still very happy, and there was not even a trace of regret.
At the end of his life, with family, friends, and the people she had loved for more than two years spent with him, he realized that all of this was a gift from heaven.
"Julie, don't be too upset, I think we really did our best. Not far away, it was Cao Xiaoxiao's voice, who was comforting Zhu Li beside her.
"If the imported medicine arrives a few days earlier, maybe it will be able to hang for a few more days until Ning Xuanxuan comes back from abroad. ”
Ming Xi followed the voice and looked towards the gate, and Zhu Li walked towards Lin Menghan with a disgraced expression.
Mingxi understands that this Bai Fumei, who once disliked Ning Xuanxuan and Lin Menghan, is also a noble person in his last life, he wants to thank her, and he also has a lot of words of thanks to him, but now everything is beyond his strength.
"Menghan, Xuanxuan won't come, I @ her in the group several times, but she turned a blind eye and didn't say a word. Julie's tone was slightly annoyed.
Seeing that Lin Menghan was speechless, Cao Xiaoxiao picked up the paper foil and pretended to explain unintentionally:
"Looking at her circle of friends, he should be on a honeymoon abroad with his husband, if he doesn't come, he won't come, and it's unlucky for red and white to collide. ”
She put it down. Ding Qi said something coldly, which made the other three look at each other.
Cao Xiaoxiao saw the opportunity, tried to adjust the atmosphere, and said:
"Maybe she saw your news earlier, but she has her own thoughts, she doesn't want to have anything to do with the past, she's happy now, we should bless her, right? ”
Mingxi thinks that Cao Xiaoxiao's words are very reasonable, but they are inexplicably a little complicated, as long as he thinks of Ning Xuanxuan's current love attitude, he is a little jealous and lost, but when he thinks about it, there is another person in this world who will love her on his behalf and is worthy of her love, and he is very pleased.
She didn't let go, she put it down years ago.
Ming Xi understood that he had no reserved place in Ning Xuanxuan's heart.
Mingxi silently muttered to herself: "She already has a lover she likes, and it is time for her to have a new life of her own." ’
"The farewell ceremony begins! Please stand ...... solemnly," the master of ceremonies dressed in black solemnly read out the obituary.
Mingxi also circled around him, wanting to see his last self, he listened to the master of ceremonies introduce his life, and found that he had only been in the hospital for three months.
He couldn't believe his ears, he clearly remembered that he had been with Ning Xuanxuan for two years, how could it only be three months?
He wanted to go back to the Philippines to figure out what was going on, but there was a powerful force holding him back, and he couldn't do without himself at this time.
In the hotel in Bohol, Xiang Yang was sweating profusely, and opened his eyes suddenly, he had a long dream, he dreamed that Mingxi died, and dreamed that Mingxi left his body, he suddenly felt relaxed, and suddenly felt lost, always felt that there was something missing in his body, and he couldn't say what it was, he only felt that his body was light, but his mood was inexplicably heavy.
He turned on the computer and found that the dream he had was exactly the same as what was written in the diary, Mingxi was leaving, his big time had come, and he hoped that in the next life, Xiangyang would love her for him, enjoy her love for him, and enjoy the happiness of being loved.
These feelings of being loved are the treatment that Mingxi has never had before.
Xiang Yang stared at the computer screen unconsciously, and the words in front of him were like program algorithms entering the hippocampus area of his brain in an orderly manner through instructions step by step, and they skewered all the bits and pieces about Mingxi in the past two years into memory wind chimes and burned them deeply in his mind and heart......
When these memories were connected to his bloodline, he suddenly realized that he couldn't tell whether it was himself or Mingxi at this time, maybe in more than two years, they were already alone......
......
When Mingxi watched his body turn into nothing in an instant, he began to realize that he was going to leave this world completely, he looked at his sad family and friends, he was not reluctant, nor regretted, but there was still a little nostalgia.
A ray of sunshine under the black umbrella cloth and Mingxi blended together, transformed into the last idea and returned to Bohol with the air current, he wanted to leave the last thought to Xiangyang, he was Xiangyang, Xiangyang was him, he loved him, loved her, and he wanted to use the last modest strength to help Xiangyang resolve the misunderstanding.
In a hotel in Bohol.
Xiang Yang looked at the computer screen with a dull gaze, and when the dazzling sunlight covered the corners of his eyes, he realized that he seemed to have made Ning Xuanxuan angry, and he seemed to have divorced her.
"It's over!"
Xiang Yang slapped his thigh, and without saying a word, picked up the mobile phone in the corner of the desk and immediately dialed Ning Xuanxuan's phone, but several serial calls were rejected by her.
Xiang Yang didn't care if he would be disgusted by Ning Xuanxuan if he changed his clothes, so he kept flipping through WeChat, trying to find one or two of Ning Xuanxuan's foreign friends, but in the address book, except for his friends, Ning Xuanxuan had almost no friends.
"It's broken, it's dead!"
Before the words fell, Xiang Yang's footsteps had already walked out of the hotel and went to Ning Xuanxuan to apologize and beg for mercy.
"Where did you go?" Xiang Yang lowered his hair and texted Ning Xuanxuan as he muttered that she would not reply to his messages.
The swimming pool was next door to the restaurant, and he passed by Ning Xuanxuan without knowing it.