The operation was scheduled for 10 o'clock the next day.

At six o'clock, the attending doctor, Dr. Pan, came to his bedside before leaving work, told her with a smile and told her not to be afraid to believe me, and then instructed the nurse to check whether Huang Xiaoxian could sleep at night, and if necessary, she could inject a sedative.

The nurse came to her ward more than once, and Huang Xiaoxian said don't worry, I can sleep well, please don't disturb my rest, okay?

The nurse smiled sweetly and said that if there is something, you must ring the bell.

Huang Xiaoxian resolutely stopped her parents' request to stay with her in the hospital, she said give me a quiet night, I have to think about it.

The parents left the ward step by step, their eyes full of complexity.

Finally quieted down, Huang Xiaoxian opened the quilt, and looked at the left leg being thicker and stronger than the right leg, like a sausage of good quality, even if it grew well on his body, it didn't seem to have much to do with him.

Huang Xiaoxian knew that she would definitely not be able to sleep, but she wanted to do one thing, and he couldn't let go of it if she didn't do it.

She called Zhang Lin.

The phone rang for a long time before Zhang Lin picked it up. Huang Xiaoxian knew that his ideological struggle would be fierce, but she just wouldn't give up.

"Xiaoxian, how are you?" It took a long time for Zhang Lin's voice to come, and his tone was full of self-blame.

Huang Xiaoxian said: "Zhang Lin, can you come over for a while? Tomorrow I will be incomplete and unable to face you." I want to talk to you today, I'm the only one in the ward, okay?"

This is the first time that Huang Xiaoxian has prayed to Zhang Lin like this since they met.

There was silence on the other end of the phone at first, and it was obvious that Zhang Lin was hesitating.

"Maybe the last one. Huang Xiaoxian muttered to himself.

"Xiaoxian, what are you going to do?" Zhang Lin was a little scared.

"Don't worry, I won't die, but I want to see you. I won't be able to see you again. ”

Huang Xiaoxian said very resolutely.

"I'll be there right away. As always, it was always difficult for Zhang Lin to refuse her.

Zhang Lin's tone was full of categorical certainty, and to Huang Xiaoxian's ears, it seemed to be the execution ground.

Within ten minutes, there was a knock on the door, and Zhang Lin still liked light-colored casual clothes as before, holding a bouquet of flowers of various colors in his left hand and a basket of fruits in his right hand.

I don't know why he looked at Huang Xiaoxian with a dodgy look in his eyes.

Huang Xiaoxian asked him to shake the bed up, and he half-leaned on the edge of the bed.

Zhang Lin pulled over a chair and sat beside her, but his eyes never dared to look at Huang Xiaoxian.

Huang Xiaoxian took a sip of water. smiled and said to Zhang Lin: "Don't hide the two of us, I understand you very well, and I also know that you have some places out of helplessness, I am very grateful for everything you and Uncle Zhang have done, and I want to tell you my gratitude when I see you today." ”

Zhang Lin looked embarrassed, he said: "Little fairy, don't say that, if you say so, I'll find a crack in the ground now." I don't think I'm a man at all, I shrank my head as soon as you had an accident, no matter what the reason, I'm not ......a man."

Huang Xiaoxian laughed, looked at him, and said with great relief: "Zhang Lin, in fact, the purpose of I asked you to come today is to tell you that even if my leg is not broken, I still want to break up with you." ”

Zhang Lin suddenly stood up and said, "Xiaoxian, why are you so troubled? If you say that, are you torturing me? If you want to alleviate my guilt, will it increase my guilt?"

Huang Xiaoxian was about to explain, but Zhang Lin interrupted her and said, "I heard that you were with a man when you had an accident, but Xiaoxian I believe in you. Don't say it again, I believe in you no matter what, can you save some face for me?"

Huang Xiaoxian knew that he was immersed in his own thoughts, and it was hard to believe what he said.

Huang Xiaoxian thought about it, if he really told him his true thoughts, in fact, it would be quite difficult for him to accept, so it was better to let him feel guilty but also a man.

"It's not that I didn't want to accept you, there was too much resistance in this family, especially my mother, who now wants to hold her grandson's heart...... In fact, these are all excuses. We're not that much in love yet. ”

Huang Xiaoxian looked at him happily and knew that Zhang Lin had told the truth.

"Xiaoxian, I know that you are not a material girl, but I can only make up for my debt with material things??。 ”

Huang Xiaoxian waved her hand to say something Zhang Lin didn't allow her to interject and said, "Xiaoxian, it's impossible for us to be together, but I'm willing to do something that the old man likes, don't stop it." You don't like it, but your mother likes what I can do now, and I can only please him. Xian'er, don't say anything like that, say that we won't see each other in the future, I am willing to become your brother, as long as you have something, I will be there as soon as possible. ”

"Whether we can contact each other in the future depends on what kind of wife you find, if she is too small-minded, I will be easy to be beaten as a sister. ”

Huang Xiaoxian deliberately made a joke.

"She dare!" Zhang Lin likes to brag again: "I have to tell her that you will always be the first in my heart, and I am willing to be your 110, 119." ”

"Stop, I don't like either. ”

"Okay, be your taxi, come and go as soon as you are called, that's all right?"

Huang Xiaoxian originally planned to tell him part of the matter, so that he could really let go of his burden. Huang Xiaoxian wants to tell him that we don't love each other, at least I don't love you.

But seeing that Zhang Lin couldn't listen to anything at all, he knew that it would be superfluous to say anything in this situation, so it was fine.

Huang Xiaoxian jokingly said: "You lost a lot when we broke up." ”

Zhang Lin couldn't laugh at all, he said: "This loss is not enough to make up for the guilt I feel about you in my heart." ”

"Don't be guilty, we are not enemies. Aren't you going to be my brother? I'll be able to count on you from now on. ”

"If you really treat me as a brother, then I ......" Zhang Lin couldn't go on, his eyes were a little hot.

Huang Xiaoxian waved his hand and said, "Okay, seeing you are more sad than me, I'm not doing well." No matter what happens, you have to face it yourself, how can you be so weak that I rely on the big tree? Forget it, you go, I said what I wanted to say, and my heart was a lot happier. ”

Zhang Lin left, threw down a card and didn't say anything, obviously not having an easy walk.

"I'll come and accompany you tomorrow for surgery. ”

Zhang Lin stood at the door a little nervously and looked back and said.

Huang Xiaoxian shook his head with a smile and said, "No." At least I have to wait until I put on a prosthetic leg before I can see you again. ”

Zhang Lin concealed the ups and downs in his heart and said: "You are you, no matter what it is, you are the best you." ”

Zhang Lin left, Huang Xiaoxian looked out the window on the left, and there was an indescribable dazed feeling in his heart.

The road stretched out like an endless corridor, and one car after another sped by, making a slight roar.

The car window reflected Huang Xiaoxian's shadow, and she seemed to see a different scenery for herself.

Will tomorrow's self still be the same person I used to be? All this has become a symbol of the restlessness of the night.

Huang Xiaoxian really couldn't sleep, so she rang the bell and called the nurse.

The nurse gave her a sedative.

Huang Xiaoxian seemed to be lying down, neither asleep nor awake, as if she saw her other self floating like a landscape on the rich and changing street scene.

She flew up in the middle of the city, looking down on everything in the street, and everything that was solid became like shadows, shadows, so shadowy that it was hard to tell who I was, and who I was.

Huang Xiaoxian felt that she had come to a river, which was where she and Zezhi had been.

Huang Xiaoxian quickly dived into the river, she splashed happily, her skirt half soaked and half dry......

Huang Xiaoxian seemed to be tired of swimming, she suddenly got out of the water, and breathed heavily.

She lay on the beach, looking at the bright night sky, and the moon was like a mirror, reflecting her thoughts.

I don't know how long later, just when Huang Xiaoxian thought that she was going to go to real sleep, she suddenly noticed that a pair of hands stopped on her face.

Huang Xiaoxian turned over and jumped up, and saw through the moonlight that the person was stopping.

It's really a stop, it's a stop that she can't see even after a thousand calls.

"Zhizhi, is it really you?" Huang Xiaoxian couldn't tell the difference between dream and reality, she only knew that she had to firmly grasp the man in front of her.

"Xiaoxian, I'm sorry for you. ”

It is dressed in white, there is no wind and it is automatic, and the fairy robe is fluttering.

"What the hell is going on?

"Xiaoxian, when is it, you still ask me about my skills, why don't you talk about your legs?"

Huang Xiaoxian smiled bitterly and said, "My leg can't be changed anymore. It's useless to say anything more. ”

"Do you hate me?"

"Your brother forced you to do this. ”

"Hate?"

Huang Xiaoxian burst into tears, and then she shook her head and said, "Don't hate, it's all over, as long as your skills are greatly improved, I will be happy." ”

She put her hand on her hair as before, and although her hair was now wet and sticking to her head, the warmth of that hand soon reached her heart.

"What are you going to do in the future?" he asked.

"Don't think about it anymore, I know that our fate is over. ”

Huang Xiaoxian suddenly cried.

Zezhi said: "You must keep everything I say in your heart, and don't forget it, because I don't have much time." ”

"What do you mean you don't have a lot of time?"

Huang Xiaoxian panicked, the original resentment. The complaints are now gone.

"Don't ask what it means, just remember what I said, do you hear me?"

Seeing Zezhi's serious face, Huang Xiaoxian was a little scared, nodded vigorously and said, "Okay, you said I remember." ”

"Don't have surgery tomorrow, your leg will be fine. ”

Huang Xiaoxian was stunned, almost all medical drugs had pronounced the death penalty for her leg, how could it be good?

She shook her head in disbelief and said, "Impossible, I don't believe you will have such skills, I asked your brother, and your brother said that there is nothing you can do." ”

"Don't interject, I'm telling you not to interject! ”

Zezhi was disgusted by her question.

Huang Xiaoxian was scared, and looked at it obediently, but he didn't dare to speak anymore.

"Whatever happens tomorrow, you must remember that you must never think of seeing me again, because it is impossible. ”

Huang Xiaoxian only shed tears and did not dare to speak.

"Our fate ends here, but I hope you are good, Xiaoxian'er is doing well, even if it is for me, she will live a wonderful life. ”

"What do you mean?"

Huang Xiaoxian heard the meaning of life and death, and she had to interject and ask.

"Whatever you mean, do what I say. ”

Huang Xiaoxian was about to open his mouth to ask again, when suddenly his mouth was blocked.

Huang Xiaoxian thought that Zezhi was going to kiss her, and was about to greet him, when something the size of a glass ball turned into her mouth.

Huang Xiaoxian wanted to ask what it was? fleshy, greasy......

Before she could think about it, she was stopped using a skill, and she swallowed it at once.

Huang Xiaoxian asked anxiously: "What is it, what are you doing?"

Huang Xiaoxian suddenly found that the thing that was still clear just now was slowly leaving her like a cloud and mist, and finally turned into a white shadow and disappeared on the horizon......

Huang Xiaoxian was crazy, she was extremely reluctant and nostalgic, she shouted: "Stop, come back, you come back!"

Huang Xiaoxian stretched out her hand in vain, trying to grab him, but the distance was too far away, and all she caught was the wind blowing in the wilderness.

Huang Xiaoxian woke up, and her parents stood by his bedside and looked at her with a heavy heart.

Huang Xiaoxian knew that everything was just a dream.

Wu Na also came, as well as Li Chunhong.

They all smiled and showed concern on the surface, but from almost all of them's eyes, Huang Xiaoxian saw pity and sympathy.

The mother combed her hair, and after a while, the nurse came in and asked with a smile, "How is it?"

Huang Xiaoxian nodded.

Huang Xiaoxian couldn't eat, so they chatted together about some things in the unit to distract Huang Xiaoxian.

Huang Xiaoxian chatted with them absentmindedly, all she was thinking about was the conversation with Zezhi in her dream last night, and she suddenly remembered what Zezhi said. Don't have surgery, don't have surgery!

What does this mean exactly?

Huang Xiaoxian said that she was going to the toilet, and her mother was a little embarrassed to let Wu Na, Li Chunhong and her father leave.

Only Huang Xiaoxian and her mother were left in the house, Huang Xiaoxian suddenly lifted the quilt, her mother was startled, and asked her what she was doing?

Huang Xiaoxian suddenly found that his bulging left leg was like a freshly filled sausage, as thick as a waist, and now there was no difference from his normal legs, and even his foot like a steamed bun had recovered exactly the same as his right foot.

Huang Xiaoxian seemed to have lost the ability to think, her brain was embroidered, she couldn't speak normally, she looked at her mother with tears.

The mother couldn't bear to look at her injured leg, so she turned her face away and said, "Xian, listen to my mother, cooperate with the doctor, that's all we can do now." ”

Huang Xiaoxian slapped her unconscious leg twice, and suddenly felt pain, and she finally shouted happily: "Mom, mom, look, look at my leg." ”