In Search of a Lover's Daughter (Family Ethics, Novella) Zhang Baotong 2017.2.21

In fact, her trouble this time was much bigger than the last time. Pen ~ fun ~ Ge www.biquge.info that time was just because she was afraid of hardship, and she didn't want to do the work on that train anymore. However, this time it was not just a simple work problem, but a style problem with several men in the team, which caused two people to fight, one was hospitalized due to injuries, and the other was arrested by the police station, so that both of them were dismissed by the unit. I don't really know what to say about her. In fact, I also know that for someone like her, even what you say will not work. I gasped for breath and said to her, "Give me your cigarette." ”

She slowly pulled a box of Moore cigarettes out of her handbag and handed it to me.

I pulled a cigarette out of the box and said, "Give me the lighter." ”

She handed me the lighter again, and my hands trembled so hard that I didn't get the lighter on it several times. She asked for a lighter, and she lit it and lit a cigarette for me. Then he looked at me with fear and worry.

I ignored her, smoking one cigarette after another, and lighting one cigarette after another. After about four or five cigarettes in a row, I felt so dizzy that I fell on the couch. She thought I was suffering from some kind of emergency, so she took me in her arms and cried out loudly, "Uncle, what's wrong with you? What's wrong with you? If you're not feeling well, I'll call an ambulance." ”

I waved my hand and said weakly, "I'm fine, I just have a little headache." ”

She immediately made me a cup of tea and brought it to me to drink. I waved my hand and said I didn't want to drink. She carried me into the bedroom, put me on the big bed, and put me to sleep. Then, he sat alone in the living room.

Because I was in a bad mood, I took two days off and stayed in the house sighing. Huihui also felt the seriousness of the matter, so she didn't go out for two days and stayed with me in the house.

That night, I said to her, "What are you going to do?"

She shook her head and said, "I don't know. After a while, she said to me, "Uncle, will you leave me alone? I'm already an adult, I have my own way of life, I know how I should live." ”

I immediately furrowed my brow and said, "But your life is shameful, dangerous, and even short-lived." I don't want you to be like this, I want you to be a girl who is looked up to by others and liked by men. ”

Huihui shook her head and said, "I'm afraid it's impossible. ”

I said, "Why not? Where there's a will, there's a way." As long as you are willing to work hard and be a new person, you will definitely be able to look new and become a good girl who everyone loves. ”

Huihui still said, "Your wish is good, but in the end, I am afraid that it will be a bamboo basket for nothing." ”

I got angry again and said, "If a person wants to learn well, he must first have the desire to learn well, but why don't you even have the desire to learn well?"

Huihui said, "Who doesn't want to learn well, but you think it's that easy?"

I said, "Why isn't it easy?" Because I have been alone since I went to the countryside at the age of fifteen, no one has ever taken care of me, and I have not studied badly.

She said, "Who doesn't know that smoking and drinking alcohol is harmful to the body, but why are there still so many people smoking and drinking? And the state is still selling them tobacco and alcohol? You cultural people scold others every day***** but don't you yourself go out to raise women?"

I felt like she was talking about me. I have been a prostitute, and I have had a lover. But I just let go of the irritability and pressure in my body, if my wife is a normal and healthy woman, why should I bother to do such an unseemly thing? But Huihui's situation makes people worry, she is treating that kind of thing as a profession, which will hurt her body, ruin her reputation, and cause endless harm. But I can't argue with her about it. Because some things are not only inexplicable, but they will also let themselves slip from the moral high ground and confuse themselves with people like her.

Through recent contact and observation, I have found that Huihui has many similarities with me, which allows me to see the influence of my genes on her. She is delicate, beautiful, intelligent and passionate, especially the kind of stubborn personality is most obvious. I had no relatives in Xi'an, first as a worker, then as a teacher, and then transferred to the Education Bureau as a deputy director, all as a result of persistent struggle. But Huihui because of her poor family background, discord with her parents, and poverty, she began to experience the reality of life that should have been experienced by adults at a very young age, and was contaminated with many bad habits and habits. Therefore, the stubborn and persistent quality will make her vices more stubborn and stubborn. It can be seen that when a person is young and young, being confined to school is really a good way, so that they can not be exposed to those bad environments and people in society too early, so as to develop a good life concept and living habits. If Huihui had been well educated since she was a child, she would definitely be a great talent by now.

I could sense from her words that she wanted to get out of here. If she really leaves, then there will be no hope for her life. Huihui is a member of the special population, and the country has no good way to educate the special population. I feel like I can't do anything about Huihui anymore. I even regret that I shouldn't have recognized this daughter, let alone brought her back to Xi'an, because I had no way to change her. I overestimated my abilities. It reminds me of Huihui telling me before she came to Xi'an that she would let me down. This was really true to her words. But I have already recognized her and brought her here, so how can I leave her and abandon her again?

I said, "So you mean to let me leave you alone and let you give up on yourself and break the jar?"

Huihui sighed and said, "People like us just live one day at a time, and if we don't work one day, we will die." It's not like you people of fame and status who have any ideals and ambitions. ”

I said, "I don't care what happens to others, but you're my daughter, and I won't allow you to do that." "In order to show that I really love her and think about her, I applied for her pension insurance and paid 3,000 yuan, which is the amount of money that must be paid every year. I've figured out that the miracle I want to see can't happen to her, but I don't want her to feel hopeless about the future. No matter what she does, I will pay her a sum of money every year, and when she is really old and has no hope of life, she can rely on this money to support her old age. Moreover, I also said to her, "I will give you this house in the future." ”

She shook her head and said, "I don't want it, you better give it to your brother." ”

I said, "Your brother doesn't have to worry, he has been an honor student in school since he was a child, and he doesn't have to worry about going to college or finding a job in the future, and he follows his mother, and his mother will take good care of him." But you always make me feel uneasy, and I can't help but think about you. ”

When she heard this, she called "Dad" to me, and fell into my arms and cried.

She started calling me Daddy, which made me feel more approachable and endearing to her. Parents are the most reluctant to hear about their children's mistakes, but they are the most tolerant and forgiving. Therefore, I still want to continue to help her break her bad habits and let her learn to be a human being. So, I started looking for a job for her again. Because work can make her feel that she has something to do, can integrate into the new environment, and live a normal life.

It just so happened that a big boss came to me to help him place his child in a key middle school in the district. Originally, he couldn't get in even if he paid 30,000 yuan. However, I said that my niece had just come here from out of town and was looking for a job. Boss Xin immediately said that he could arrange her in his mobile phone store. So, I called the principal of the middle school and said that the boss's son was a relative of mine and asked him to find a way to arrange it. The principal immediately did it, and it was free of charge.

The next morning, I took Huihui to Boss Xin's mobile phone store. The mobile phone store is very large, and it happens to be located in the bustling area of Xi'an East Street. Boss Xin was very happy to see Huihui and wanted to arrange for her to be a cashier. But Huihui immediately said that she didn't want to be a cashier. I knew that her education level was very poor, and she couldn't write many common words, let alone use a computer, so I asked Boss Xin to arrange for her to be an ordinary salesperson. Boss Kexin saw that Huihui was young and beautiful, with a soft figure and a good temperament, so he arranged for Huihui to be the doorman. Because the salary of the doorman is 600 yuan per month, while the salary of the average salesman is only 400 yuan, plus the commission, it is only 500 yuan per month.