Chapter 45: Suspicious Heart-to-Heart Talk

In her silence, Shi Jing's hand twisting the corner of her clothes gradually turned pale, her face became more and more white, her floating eyes swept over her face from time to time, and then quickly moved away, and her slightly pursed lips showed the master's desperately suppressed nervousness, which made Si Qi suddenly come back to her senses.

She walked over, smiled calmly, and said, "Why did you buy so many things, I don't think you can use them up in three years." ”

Shi Jing cautiously moved his gaze to her face, and didn't see half of the color, so he exhaled quietly, asked her to sit down, and whispered: "I don't know what to buy, so I bought some at will..."

Feel free to buy...!!

Si Qi felt the pain of her heart dripping blood again, she scratched her forehead, endured it or didn't hold back, and asked, "You... How much did it cost?"

Shi Jing hid back a little uncomfortably, and after a long time, he said invisibly: "More than 100,000... A little moreβ€”" He twisted the corner of his coat and coughed lightly twice, looking like he was extremely nervous.

Si Qi: "......"

Lakh.. 100,000 pieces... A little more?

She couldn't help but gasp, obediently, 100,000 yuan...... And looking at him like that, I'm afraid the little bit more is also scary.

Thinking of the two mink coats hidden in the corner of the cabinet, it is estimated that they will cost thirty or forty thousand, not to mention the cosmetics that are full of letters.

She had mixed tastes in her heart, and all kinds of tastes came to her heart, but she could only cry and laugh and say: "You are really a rich man who doesn't know the suffering of the poor, your table of cosmetics and a cabinet of clothes, I have to earn it diligently for two years to earn it back, big brother, you are too good at spending money, right?"

Shi Jing touched her nose, her face turned red and white, probably because she couldn't figure out what she meant, and she couldn't tell if she was happy and dissatisfied with what she bought.

She seems to be like this forever, warm and cheerful, as soft as a spring breeze and drizzle, from her face, all you can see is relaxation and ease, what is inside, never to peep into one or two.

Si Qi looked at Shi Jing's fluttering eyelashes, fair and handsome face, and thought of the master bedroom downstairs for acting, and suddenly said in his heart: "I suddenly have a feeling of being on top of a big deal." ”

Shi Jing was caught off guard when he heard this half-ridiculous and half-joking words, and met her eyes in a daze, seeing the leaping starlight and a little smile in her eyes, his mind suddenly emptied, he had a second or two, he looked at Si Qi completely stupidly, and couldn't take his eyes off for a long time, after a long time, he felt abrupt, quickly lowered his eyes, hurriedly poured tea for her, and said nervously: "Don't don't talk nonsense, I'm not that meaning..."

"Hey, don't be nervous, I'll just kid. Si Qi couldn't see him at a loss, his heart was soft, and his tone was unconsciously relaxed and soft, still her usual and imperceptible thoughtfulness, "I'm really just joking, everyone will be husband and wife in the future, although it's fake, but you have to pretend, you are in such a situation, if you go to my house in the future, you will have to be seen by my mother's fiery eyes Jin Qing all of a sudden, she is amazing." ”

She also seemed to feel that her tone was too gentle, her face flashed a trace of embarrassment, her earlobes were slightly flushed, and she changed the tone of her speech together, showing that she was very relaxed, and covered up the thoughtfulness.

Shi Jing felt as if he had been gently scratched in his heart, felt a dull pain under his ribs, looking at the other party's bright and sunny smiling face, and his calm eyes, he suddenly wanted to raise his hand and touch her face......

After a while, he asked in a somewhat dry voice, "Then how should I behave?"

"Naturally, naturally, do you understand?" Si Qi desperately wanted to wipe away the tension and helplessness on his face, if he met like this every time he met in the future, wouldn't he have to be tortured once he met? Although people with social phobia will be overly and unreasonably afraid of everyone and things in the outside world, she hopes in her heart that the people and things he is afraid of will gradually no longer include her, otherwise their long-term cooperation will be a long-term torture for him.

Thinking of this, she said more and more relaxedly: "You have to treat me as your own person from the heart, or treat me as yourself, you don't have to think too much when you talk and do things, just do it directly, anyway, I won't be angry or unhappy, only in this way, our relationship will be relaxed and natural, in order to fool my mother in a hidden way, and we will cooperate for a long time, you will also be very nervous." ”

Shi Jing was slightly stunned: "Treat you as myself?"

"Yes. Si Qi smiled slightly and said: "For example, when you don't want to speak, you can completely be when I don't exist, you can do whatever you want, you don't need to ask for my consent, and you don't have to look at what I mean, this is called nature, although husband and wife are closely connected, but they are also two completely independent individuals, although it sounds difficult, but get along slowly, you will get used to it in the future, I am a relatively simple and casual person." ”

Shi Jing nodded as if he didn't understand.

Si Qi didn't know if he understood it or not, and wanted to say a few more words, but after thinking about it, he suddenly found that what he said just now couldn't stand scrutiny, before the cooperation, everyone said that they pretended to be a couple to fool their parents, and they were usually irrelevant and didn't have to integrate into each other's lives, just like two completely parallel lines, if they really did what she just said, it seemed to be too intimate, and there was no need at all.

Thinking of the words husband and wife just now, she didn't feel the slightest bit wrong, and the words seemed to slip out very smoothly, what kind of husband and wife relationship are they, and that certificate is just to fool her parents, she can't help but feel a little embarrassed, but she knows that her concern for Shi Jing is true, and she really doesn't want Shi Jing to always have unspeakable nervousness and fear for her.

It doesn't seem to be fair to him, they cooperate to fool his parents, but there is no need to put him in such a painful situation, if he really can't adapt to meeting strangers, then she has to think again, whether it is necessary to take him back to his hometown, with her mother's nature, she will definitely drag him around to exhibitions, and she will want to let the whole world know that her daughter has found a happy marriage despite having children out of wedlock.

"I'm not bored. Shi Jing was ashamed, and she didn't have any entanglement and distress at all.

"Why do you say that?" Si Qi was slightly stunned.

Shi Jing pinched his fingers and lowered his head to stare at the teapot with a light smoke, "I know that I'm very boring and don't understand anything." "I don't know how to communicate with people, I don't know how to get along with people, I don't know what kind of gift to give, and I can't even tell if she's happy or satisfied.

He has been trapped in prison for more than ten years, and he has long been out of touch with the world and has become a marginalized group.

"People can't make such simple conclusions between people, let alone make such comparisons, interesting or uninteresting are only related to themselves, and other people's evaluations are not important. Si Qi took a sip of tea with a teacup, with a gentle feeling full of comfort, and said with a smile: "You see, this world is complex and changeable, all-encompassing, with different populations, different skin colors, different personalities, and different hobbies, in fact, they are all the same, everyone's experience is different, the lifestyle they choose is also different, and there are no rules and regulations." ”

Shi Jing couldn't help but nod slightly, with a serious expression on his face of listening carefully to the teacher's lecture.

Si Qi couldn't help laughing: "The way you nod your head is really like our kindergarten children." ”

"You are very tolerant and free-spirited. Shi Jing looked at her, it was rare that he didn't panic, and his eyes didn't drift, he struggled to maintain a normal expression, but the tips of his ears were a little red and withstood the baptism of this joke, and his tone of voice was also fluent, he looked at Si Qi, his eyes were deep, like an abyss polished for ten thousand years, and it was more like seeing the distant past through her.

"People always have to learn to be tolerant. The smile on Si Qi's face suddenly subsided, and then smiled and said: "Whether it is for yourself or others, tolerance can lead to a better life." ”

Shi Jing looked at her, his lips moved, but he froze, paused, he couldn't help lowering his head and began to be silent, he saw the moment just now, Si Qi's mood changed in a flash, and he felt annoyed that he had messed up a good conversation again, and his heart was jumping more and more lively, but he worked hard for a long time, and he couldn't think of a suitable word to fill this gap.

Fortunately, Si Qi will never be embarrassed, he was silent, she put down the teacup, didn't want to continue this kind of nonsense that seemed to be a heart-to-heart conversation, and asked with a smile: "It's time to eat, why don't you have a meal together?"

Shi Jing nodded hurriedly, thought about it, felt that this was a godsend, and hurriedly said, "I'll do it..."

Si Qi blinked, and before he could speak, he heard Si Xiaojun already clapping his little hands and saying, "Dad, I want to eat noodles, Uncle Mo said that you can make many, many kinds of noodles, and they are delicious." ”

Shi Jing nodded while looking at Si Qi, "Do you eat noodles?"

"Eat, of course. Si Qi smiled and said, "I'm not a picky eater. ”

"Mom, you are telling lies, you obviously don't eat celery, you don't eat beans, you don't eat bitter gourd, you don't eat eggplant, you don't eat mushrooms, you don't eat onions. Si Xiaojun didn't know where to learn the kung fu of demolishing the stage, and listed more than a dozen dishes that she didn't usually like to eat in one go.

Si Qi: "......"

Why did she agree to raise him in the first place? As a result, she raised a demolitionist expert?

Shi Jing laughed quickly, turned around and walked to the kitchen, and said as he walked, "Then I won't do this." ”