Song Yuanchao scratched his head with one free hand, and said, "Didn't the two of us just play around at the beginning?"

Song Caicha next to him did not speak.

There was an inexplicable kiss before breaking up, which was really inexplicable, and to this day, Song Caicha didn't figure out what this Song Yuanchao meant.

"Then why did you kiss me when you broke up?" Song Caicha stopped crying, raised her head, looked at Song Yuanchao seriously, and asked the question she had always wanted to ask.

In fact, Song Yuanchao himself didn't know the answer to this question.

Mainly because, Song Yuanchao himself didn't know why that day, and when he looked at Song Caicha, he kissed it.

In hindsight, Song Yuanchao also felt inexplicable.

But since Song Caicha didn't mention it, Song Yuanchao was embarrassed to say it, and the two of them treated the kiss that day as if it hadn't happened.

Even in the dead of night, Song Yuanchao didn't dare to think about the answer.

Maybe the answer was in Song Yuanchao's heart, but he didn't want to think about it, let alone admit it.

"If I say I don't know, do you believe it or not?" Song Yuanchao said as he licked his lips.

Song Caicha nodded without hesitation and said, "I believe it." ”

The four eyes are facing each other, and the rain is pouring down.

"Caicha, we ...... Together, right?" Song Yuanchao sighed and spoke.

Song Caicha looked at Song Yuanchao and shook his head.

"No, I just broke up, how can I talk about another one, what should others say about me after seeing it. Song Caicha said with a frown.

At that age, people always easily say that they like it, and they always regard good feelings as likes, and people don't know about it at the time, but in the eyes of later people, they are just a play.

"Okay, when you think about it, tell me when you're ready. Song Yuanchao nodded.

Before Song Caicha had time to think about it, they graduated.

Song Caicha and Song Yuanchao succeeded in the graduate school entrance examination as they wished, got on the train together, and went to the school in the capital.

And Zheng Tianyou, because he still has younger brothers and sisters at home, he chose to go directly to find a job.

On the day of separation, everyone felt that the four years of college passed so quickly, and sighed, the young bird, can never come back.

There is no feast in the world that will not be dispersed, and some people are still separated after all.

When Song Caicha found out that she was pregnant, she was in her third year of graduate school, and she was about to graduate from graduate school in a few months.

The pregnancy test was tried many times, and it was indeed pregnant.

But at that time, Song Caicha and Song Yuanchao were both in school, and after the postgraduate entrance examination, both parties originally planned to go to doctorate, and their studies were heavy, so they had no time to take care of this.

Song Caicha planned to wait for her graduation thesis to be handed in before telling Song Yuanchao about her pregnancy.

However, the pregnancy reaction was too serious, and Song Yuanchao also noticed the abnormality of Song Caicha.

"I'm pregnant, and I think it's more than three months now. Song Caicha pursed her mouth, and when she said this, there was no expression on her face.

But Song Caicha was looking forward to seeing what expression Song Yuanchao's face would see.

That expression of joy when I learned that I was going to be a father.

But what Song Caicha saw was Song Yuanchao with a shocked face.

"Really?" Song Yuanchao just asked.

It's not a surprise kind of question.

This made Song Caicha feel very embarrassed, and immediately frowned and asked, "What is not true, is it still false?"

"No, that's not what I meant...... I'm just, a little excited. Song Yuanchao said hesitantly.

In fact, Song Yuanchao was not prepared.

Marriage to Song Caicha, Song Yuanchao has never dared to think about it.

Although the two have known each other for decades and have been together for several years, Song Yuanchao has never dared to think about getting married.

Qian Zhongshu's "Siege" wrote that marriage is the grave of love.

Song Yuanchao thought so deeply.

Even Song Yuanchao hasn't experienced it yet.

After so many years, Song Yuanchao is also in his twenties, but he still hasn't really grown into a man, and he has always been a boy in his heart.

Song Yuanchao, who originally planned to be promoted to a doctorate with Song Caicha, suddenly said that he would not study for a doctorate and would go to work.

It was Song Yuanchao's first job, located in a strange city 108,000 miles away from Song Caicha.

Song Caicha knew that Song Yuanchao was evading the facts and was unwilling to take this responsibility.

Song Caicha was once heartbroken, but this child is more than five months old, and it hurts too much to beat him, not to mention, Song Caicha really has a plan to put Song Yuanchao into his future.

This child, Song Caicha is reluctant.

Hearing this, Song Cha choked up and said, "Mom, is that child me?"

Who knows, Song Caicha shook his head and said, "That child is not you, that child is gone in the end." ”

"What? Why not? Didn't you say it's more than five months old?" Song Cha looked at Song Cai Tea with a shocked expression.

While speaking, Song Cha couldn't help but put his hand on his lower abdomen.

Baby, you're going to have to be fine. Song Cha said silently in his heart.

"Well, it was born prematurely and died. Song Caicha sighed and said.

Before Song Yuanchao left, Song Caicha repeatedly proposed that the two of them go together to get a marriage certificate, but Song Yuanchao didn't seem to be able to make up his mind, so he kept delaying until he left and went to work in that strange city, and the two of them did not get a marriage certificate.

But it is impossible to beat the child, Song Caicha gritted her teeth, and insisted on giving birth to the child.

The half-month-old premature baby, coupled with Song Caicha's busy studying, mental state and physical condition, was not good in all aspects, and did not survive in the end.

By the time Song Yuanchao came back, Song Caicha had already been discharged from the hospital.

If you want to say that this person still has to really enter the society to understand the difficulty of life.

Once upon a time, Song Yuanchao was a little young master in the family, and he had nothing to worry about.

But it is precisely because of this that Song Yuanchao is a very timid character.

In fact, of course Song Yuanchao loves Song Caicha, otherwise he wouldn't go around and chase Song Caicha again, looking for Song Caicha to reunite.

But it takes a process for a boy to become a man.

In the winter of that year, it was snowy again, sprinkled with branches, and Song Yuanchao knelt in front of Song Caicha's house for a night.

In the early morning of the next day, Song Caicha finally agreed to come out to meet him.

also talked about it for a long, long time, in fact, after Song Caicha's family knew about it at that time, they were very reluctant to let their daughters be with such a man, but no one understood Song Yuanchao by Song Caicha.

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