I never felt like I was a lucky person

When I was a child, I experienced my mother being sent to a mental hospital after my sister died, my father remarrying, and I felt the world's malice towards me

Until......

I met her, the girl with happiness in her smile

It was she who told me when I was decadent that God rewarded me with food, and it was she who found the direction of my life when I was confused

I thought my feelings for her were just dependence rather than love

She has good enough ability to choose to share the hardships with me, and when I agreed to marry her, I just felt that a girl's youth was wasted on me, and this is what I should do

I never even thought that I was in love with her

Later, I accidentally learned that the far-flung thing was caused by her father

My stubborn one, all my misfortunes are because of her family

Why doesn't my father love my mother, but she can be so bright and sunny

I'll admit, I'm jealous

So, I chose to get revenge on her

I hyped up the heat with the female artist in the studio, and became a pair, even at the expense of acting in front of her

But when I saw her increasingly disappointed eyes, I realized that I was not happy, I did not have the pleasure of revenge

Then she left, she gave up the studio she had built herself, and it was hard for me to find out about her again

I know that she was disappointed in our feelings and her love for the circle was gone

I noticed that there was another man circling around her like a fly, and it was very annoying

I saw her a few more times, and I noticed that her smile was getting less and less, was it because she was also less and less happy?

The day she finally decided to get married, I really couldn't control myself

How can a girl who has been looking forward to marrying me marry someone else?

I went to snatch kisses, and yes, I did something I didn't even imagine myself

She looked so beautiful in a wedding dress, although the wedding dress was not couture, but the kind of holy and beautiful was really shocking

I didn't hesitate to force her after taking her away at the wedding

She's still the same she, holy as ever

I was afraid that she would entangle with that man again, so I quickly got a marriage certificate with her

And told her that what the family owed me must be repaid by her

She said she didn't believe it and tried to find out the truth

But I found that although she didn't say anything about leaving, the way she looked at me was no longer the way she had been

I tried to ignore all of this, to ignore the sense of disparity

But whenever I see her muttering and soulless, I get angry

So I tried to hurt her over and over again

He even didn't hesitate to get into trouble with other women

But the result?

I think a child who wants to seek attention has been tossing and turning for a long time, but people are becoming more and more indifferent to me

I still remember when I forced her to go to a reality TV show and then she slapped me and left

I went home and saw her lying on the balcony covered in wounds, and I panicked

I'm really afraid that this girl who gave me my warmth in my life will leave me again

Later, the doctor told me that she was suffering from severe depression

I don't know what spurred her on, or what came over her

At that time, I was not thinking about where to send her to be treated, but about spending more time to heal her

Even if the person she really needs isn't me

Later, oh, I don't remember the day, but we all know the truth of the distant incident

She smiled and told me that it turned out that she was also loved by her mother, and it turned out that her father was not so unbearable

I realized that she might really be leaving me

But how could I allow such a thing to happen?

I looked for her again and again, and even didn't hesitate to bow her at the expense of the overlord

But she used birth control pills again and again

I know that thing is not good for her

But I just wanted to have a baby with her

I even had a despicable idea of tethering her with a child

But I didn't dare to say it, so I could only replace the birth control pills she took with fertility pills

Then I was afraid that she wouldn't be able to think about it, so she installed surveillance video at home

I want her to divert her attention and not think about it every day at home

So I used her good friends to push her to get her back to the top of her career

She compromised and lived up to my expectations, doing exceptionally well

Sure enough, the gold medal agent I think is, even if he is depressed, he is still the strong woman at work

I remembered when she had just taken me to debut and bag another female artist

At that time, whether it was me or that girl, we were all top-notch

Even if the girl was in the position of her mother at the time, the Internet was boiling

But as soon as she made a move, many things were solved

Think about those days, how far away they were

It was only after watching me realize how much damage my affair with this girl had done to her

Or rather, because of me, both girls have suffered a great deal

Because of my use, that girl hated her so much

So I hurt her again and again

This led to her becoming more and more disappointed in me

I was determined to cut ties with that girl, but it provoked even more insane revenge

The girl hated it and even ruined her

That's when I realized that I didn't want her to be hurt

I want to keep her happy, and the smile on her face makes me feel more precious than anything else

It turns out that this is love, I am so stupid to be so slow to react

The one I love has gone through so many things that she shouldn't have experienced

It was **, ** and even uploaded videos all over the Internet

In the end, even his father-in-law passed away angrily

She grabbed my hand that day and called me Ah Yuan again, it was the kind of cry with emotion

The reason is that the doctor is reluctant to rescue his father-in-law because he feels dirty

She begged me to let me go to the doctor to save my father-in-law

But people can't be resurrected after death

She just lost her mind and cried for a while, then turned around and left

I understood that she was looking for the truth

But in the end, the police told me that there was insufficient evidence, and although the surveillance filmed the girl who hated us entering her father-in-law's house, the evidence was still insufficient

Later, the exposure of various indecent videos was probably the last straw that overwhelmed her

Therefore, she chose to die together

It's just that she never dreamed that the girl who made her like this still didn't become what she wanted after all

I still don't believe she's ever going to leave this world, really

So how could a girl who was so bright and sunny leave for so long

The day before, she told me that she wanted to go to Jeju Island and feel the real romance

But in my heart, another villain hiding in the corner would jump out and tell me

She was depressed, everything she trusted betrayed her, and in the end she couldn't even keep her father

So she died on that island and didn't even want anyone to find her

Day in and day out, I try to block out everything about her with mess

But whether at home or in the company, it seems that she is everywhere

Then I started asking myself

Does she hate me?

She must hate it, otherwise how could she keep silent about her dizziness and tell me when she leaves

In the end, he told me to live well

Now I feel like a walking corpse, but I also understand what it means to eat the consequences of self-inflicted evil

Shen Linglan, as long as you want it, I will do it, but will you come back, okay?