Xie Glaze Lian has guessed countless times the situation when she died, she thinks that she is smart for a lifetime, and if she is really at the end of her rope, she will definitely drag some backs, and take revenge on the hatred and anger in her heart before slowly going on the road. But when it came to this moment of killing, she really watched the Zhou family make a pot of porridge, she didn't think of herself, but remembered her son Mu Sheng, remembered that he had a long way to go, and his shoes were sloppy, thinking that he had suffered a lot for the world and the Zhou family, In the end, but he was empty-handed, and few people remembered.

She had seen his high-spirited appearance, she had seen his appearance of being a wise man with a clear breeze on his sleeves, and then she saw him so hard, and saw him being driven into a desperate way, and in her heart, although there was ridicule, the loss was even worse.

In her life, she hates him the most, and she loves him the most. All her grief was caused by him, but he was the only one with whom she lived her life. She was born to be the bargaining chip of the family, because of the early death of her mother, in order to protect Yunzhi and Yongzhi, she was much earlier than others, racking her brains every day, and trying her best to protect the three of them to grow up safely. As a result, in her childhood memory, there are few pure and simple days like the girl next to her, except for hard work, loneliness and struggle.

Later, she met him, and it was he who taught her how blue the sky was and how sweet the autumn raindrops were. It was he who taught her how to laugh from the bottom of her heart, how to sing about wine and the world. But it was also him who made her experience the despair of seeing death as home.

Just like a bird, it has always been in a cage, not knowing the height of the sky, not knowing the width of the earth, not knowing love, not knowing joy, suddenly flying, knowing the vastness of the world and the geometry of life. But he was suddenly stuffed back into the cage, only to realize what was really miserable.

And in these miserable days of self-spurning, only hatred for him is the strength that supports her, she can't wait to cut him with a thousand knives, she can't wait to trample him under her feet, and she can't wait to take out his heart to take a look. But now, it is really the time when others want to kill him and cut him, and it is really the moment when others want to trample on him mercilessly, but she is unwilling. She suddenly felt that the peach blossoms in the troubled times were flowing by the water, and she couldn't turn over the palm of fate. There should always be someone between them who can cross this river of fate.

So she succumbed to the tailed snake and became the accomplice of Gongzi and Fu Ling, and she was the first to put him to death.

At first, they really wanted to find something to frame in his house, but his house was really clean, not to mention rebellion, it was really a breeze on both sleeves, Gongzi searched in his study for a long time, and he was stunned that there was no word of rebellion, this drop of water did not leak, so he had to force Gongzi to ask Fu Ling to go to the end again.

At that time, she sat on the couch and waited boredly, and saw that Gongzi kept his hands and feet, and searched behind the screen, and then she heard a happy exclamation from inside, followed by another curse. She followed the sound, and saw that there was indeed a dark room in his study, and the dark room was empty, with a collapse, a pot of wine, and a hosta. Seeing this, Gongzi was really a little angry, and sarcastically threw the hosta in front of her, the corners of his mouth were pulled, revealing disdain, and scolded: "Look at my second brother, it is hidden in the dark room, and it is also a worthless thing." ”

Then, the hosta fell to the ground, making a crisp sound, and the strange thing is that it was not broken. She lowered her eyes and looked, only to feel that her heart was grabbed by a big hand, she seemed to be drowning in warm water, she couldn't go up and down, I don't know whether it was warm or painful.

The hosta was very familiar to her, once upon a time, she had stabbed him with a knife, and threw the hosta in front of him, she cursed him for not being at ease in his life, and she always forgot that she was also at fault. She forgot that back then, it was she who concealed her identity, she lied to him, she lied to him that she was Xie Liu, and deceived him to let him know that she was originally his brother and sister-in-law. He didn't come that rainy night. She always thought that he had abandoned her, and that he didn't want her to be a burden. The beginning of chaos, the end of abandonment, the past vows and mountains have become a joke since then, she has to survive to survive, on the way to survive, she hates him to the bone, from time to time to stab him in the back, she hates it as a matter of course, she regards hatred as salvation.

But it wasn't until the year before last that Empress Lou pierced everything before she died, and she followed the clues to investigate, and she felt the pain in her heart. She would even wonder if he would have come that rainy night, if she had waited there regardless of life and death.

So now looking at this hosta, the hatred in her heart has faded a lot, and only the indescribable melancholy remains. He seems to have been uncared for at home, and he once said, "I am not from a low background, but I am the poorest one in the family." Saying that, he also looked light-hearted, and stroked her hair and said, "But it's enough to raise my Ah Liu." Later, on her birthday, he gave her this hosta. She always remembered the reddish appearance of his ears when he handed her the hosta. He was bored for a long time before he said to her: "Although the apricot blossoms on the branches have failed, I have carved one on this hairpin, which can be regarded as a gift to you for the four seasons of evergreen." At that time, he was a son who was ignored by the family, but because of this, he was a good son who was really at ease. With the best jade, he carved her favorite flower with his own hands, and when he peeked at her, his ears would be slightly red, and his eyes were clear, like a surging galaxy. He said that when the apricot blossoms bloom in the coming year, he will marry her.

It's a pity that the days of freedom are too short, and as the prince's life experience is exposed in front of Queen Lou, all kinds of pain have come to the eyes. Everyone has hatred, everyone suffers, even now when I see it in a dream, I feel cold. However, all this good and evil, all right and wrong, all the secrets that have been revealed or concealed, are not groundless. The avalanche in this golden cage is the snowflakes that fall. In an avalanche, not a single snowflake is innocent.

None of them are innocent.

She bent down and picked up the hosta, her eyes were astringent, the corners of her mouth were smiling, I don't know if it was sarcasm or stupidity, or if there was really no one to tell, she turned her head to look at Gongzi, and suddenly said to him: "Life is a hundred years, and it is a moment of life." Back then, I thought that when the apricot blossoms bloomed, I would marry your brother. ”

Gongzi Yi was stunned when he heard this, turned his head to look at her, and took it for granted that the brother she was talking about was the first prince Luo He, he raised his eyebrows, and a meaningful sneer appeared on his face, and he sneered: "Mother, don't you think much about it! Ping'an and the first prince are mandarin ducks that have fallen to the ground, and no one can break up! If you tell her to listen to this, you can't ask for your own hardship?"

Hearing this, she also smiled, pursed her lips, and seemed to unintentionally put the hosta into her sleeve, only to feel that the taste of everyone being drunk and sobering up is really enjoyable, it is really unprecedented!

In her opinion, Fu Ling's handwriting only learned his seven-point image. But in the eyes of King Zhou, this seven-point image fell ten into ten, and all the imaginary things became ironclad evidence, she stood behind King Zhou, looked at him condescendingly, watched him fight the trapped beast, and watched him confess that he had never had a heart of disobedience.

The man didn't flick his tears, but at that moment, his tears rained down, he was aggrieved and angry, and his disappointment and sadness surged in his eyes. But these tears, this gaze, in the eyes of King Zhou, are all resentment, and they are all auxiliary evidence of his unfilial piety. Then she saw King Zhou angrily reprimanding him: "Son, your existence is rebellion!"

This sentence was like the last straw that crushed him, and she saw him sit on the ground and hang his head. The delicate white jade crown on the top of his hair fell off, messy, and his eyes were like withering, he raised his eyes desolately, his eyes were full of tears, but he laughed lowly, his laughter fell and expanded, and he bowed to King Zhou, his voice was cold and dumb, and he was relieved: "The father wants his son to die, the son has to die, and the son leads to death!"

The king of Zhou really wanted to give him death, and the dove wine fell into her hands without surprise.

At that time, she personally took the wine and stepped forward and looked down at him. He also raised his eyes, and his deep gaze fell on her face, and he bent his eyebrows lightly, and smiled at her, not the same as the cold iceberg he used to look at her. After a while, he turned his head and looked at the high wall of the palace city, it was late at night, the blazing candles lit the high city wall, his expression was a little dignified, but also a little relaxed, and he sighed deeply, and said to her very calmly: "Love and hate into the earth, you have to be peaceful." Thank you for giving me this ride. ”

The autumn wind was cold, the moonlight was clear, and his words gently drifted into her ears, breaking the barrier that had stood between her and him for years. She laughed out loud from the bottom of her heart, and the years of depression that had lingered in her heart seemed to be gone. She suddenly really saw her own heart, not a momentary soft-heartedness, not a momentary ghost obsession, she really didn't want him to die, even at her own cost.

She was relieved to see him drink the dove wine in her hand without frowning, and she was extremely glad that she had given him her last retreat, and she thought that this might be the right thing she had ever done in her life.

The dove wine had already been replaced by her, and she personally crushed the soul fixing pill that Yunzhi gave her and mixed it into the wine. She watched him fall slowly, at her feet, not sad, but happy. Suddenly, she felt as if she had crossed the river of fate with him.

Later, she handed over his body to Xiao Nian, the commander of the forbidden army. The year before last, with the death of his father, the Xie family's power in the palace had been wiped out by the son Zhan Duo, and there was not much left. But Xiao Nian has been hidden in the shadows because it is the retreat left by Yunzhi for her, and no one knows. So she summoned Xiao Nian casually, Fu Ling and Gongzi didn't think about it, they just said that they would throw him to the mass grave to feed the dogs. Hearing this, she hooked her lips, looking at the towering palace wall and only felt funny, she thought, I don't know who will be thrown to the mass grave in the future?

Sure enough, the blood in the palace finally flowed into a river, before seeing the brother kill the brother, and then seeing the son killing the father, the crying sound resounded in the ears, looking at the appearance of everyone silent, she sat firmly in the Guangyun Palace, let go of Zhou Tianjiao, and taught people to tie up Fu Ling, who was still surprised.

In the midst of Fu Ling's endless scolding, she poured herself a drink, laughed to herself, and heard her say that if she didn't let her go, her child would die. She was even more relaxed, and only said: "That son of a scumbag, he should have died a long time ago!"

No one knew what she had thought or realized, and she was a little confused. All she knew was that she seemed to be back in that night, she was waiting for him to come, she was waiting for a result. And this time, she cut off all retreats, and she will never run away again.

Finally, here he comes.

The hall was burning with bright lights, and the glow outside was gradually rising, she was wearing the most complicated and gorgeous palace clothes, watching him push the door in, the nobility around her body was natural, and her eyebrows were full of ruthlessness after killing. The fierce aura was obviously terrifying, but she raised a smile. When Meimu was looking forward to it, she gently pressed the mechanism in the mandarin duck pot and poured herself a glass of poisoned wine. The wine juice is in her heart, she is still laughing, Yixing is flying, and the brilliance is moving.

Before he could speak, she burst into tears, and it wasn't until her body was wrapped in his familiar warm embrace that she reacted, and she vomited a mouthful of blood. She trembled and stroked his face, wanted to laugh, but still couldn't stop crying, her throat was very dry, she looked at him, no more resentment, no more hate, I don't know whether it was sad or happy, she held on and said: "I always thought that I hated you, but in the end, the last thing I could let go of was you." In my life, I have been persecuted everywhere, and there is no escape. However, in this long way, someone has to move forward. Whether it's Zhou Yi or Zhou Zhan, they will only lose the world. Now it's time to put things right, in this world, only you, you can hold up! This is my long-cherished wish, your mother's long-cherished wish, the former prince's long-cherished wish, and also the long-cherished wish of my son, you just go forward, don't look back. As for me, I should have died on that rainy night. I have no regrets about dying today. In this life, I can live for myself, and I can live for you for another moment, it's worth it. It's just that if there is an afterlife, you and I won't see each other again......" As she spoke, she took out the hosta from her sleeve and stuffed it into his palm, and finally said: "Shenglang, may you be evergreen all year round......"

Her heart burned like a fire, her vision became blurred, his hot tears fell on her face, and in the chaos, she seemed to return to the moment when they decided to elope, she remembered, at that time she said to him: "Shenglang don't worry, even if you leave your homeland, you still have Ah Liu, Ah Liu sings the song of Zhou Guo for you, and dances the dance of Zhou Guo." ”

Now, she

The author has something to say: it is no longer possible to sing for him, to dance for him. But fortunately, she died in his arms, and she finally heard him call her again, Ah Liu......

It would be nice if she was really Xie Liu......

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In the last chapter, I wrote very painfully, and this chapter is relieved, relieved for her. 166 Reading Network