In the summer, it is always rainy and rainy. A lot of people feel that this is the north that is most like the south.

Lin Weisheng, as usual, hugged the slippery cat and fell asleep listening to the sound of the waves swinging in the Tengjiang River.

She imagined herself as a flat boat, galloping on the vast river, unrestrained and free. She didn't need to think about what lie she would tell tomorrow to fulfill her lie today, and she didn't need to think about how to eat those unpalatable meals tomorrow. There was only one thing she had to think about, and that was which direction she should go.

She wants to be in her dreams like this, she has been drifting in her dreams, and it is good to be a flat boat for a lifetime. She's a little tired of life now.

The strange-looking cat in her arms barked, and to her surprise she thought the worm was coming, and she sat up with half of her legs numb.

It was thundering outside, and she wanted to fall asleep again, continuing to imagine that she was a flat boat.

The next day, she wakes up having to face reality and always have to live. As a teenager, she took advantage of the summer vacation to find a job next to her father's construction site, specializing in posters for adult products.

She's fifteen years old and understands everything. But I don't understand anything.

Of course, her parents didn't know what she was drawing, they just knew she was drawing. She has no standard of judgment, she only knows that she will do whatever can make money.

On a sunny morning, the family started their day's work in their father's small tricycle.

She sat with her back to the wind, and there was a cacophony of noise in her ears, which kept ringing. She loves to draw and also fantasizes. She can automatically transform everything that isn't good into what she wants it to be. Now, for example, she automatically converts the noise of that car into the sound of the waves of the Tengjiang River. And as for her, she is still such a free and easy boat.

On the way to the construction site, my father always liked to take shortcuts in order to save fuel. That road was originally non-existent, and it used to be covered with weeds. It was the road that he had forced out with that little broken car, and it was full of potholes, not to mention walking up, just looking at it made people feel weird and uncomfortable.

She felt that her five organs had been shifted upside down, and she was about to suffer a heavy blow like in a martial arts novel. Every now and then, she knew they had passed the damn road again.

But this time, the bump was obviously more violent than before, and she felt that her five organs were not moved at this moment, but were about to be shattered. She opened her eyes.

The brain has stopped thinking. She even forgot what she had just seen. But what she sees now is constantly, repeatedly, and compulsively warning her: Lin Weisheng, close your eyes.

Close your eyes.

You love fantasy so much, you fantasize about a good future in the future, a good man who is incomparably good, everything is the most perfect in the world...... What a beautiful fantasy it is, just keep immersing yourself in it, don't open your eyes, don't ...... Just stay in the ivory tower you have built for yourself, stay quiet, and never come out of it.

Don't.

Don't.

……

She is still the same boat, and she can still hear the waves on the river. She was no different from what she had just been, the only minor difference was that she could no longer feel the bumps.

Blood poured in from all directions, and the originally wide and boundless sea suddenly became a narrow corner, which could no longer accommodate her poor flat boat. She fled desperately, using all her strength to break free, until she was finally restrained and sank to the bottom of the river.

Such nightmares are more chilling and even disgusting than the bugs lurking in the cracks of the walls.

All that was left in her dreams was red, and she was forced to open her eyes. She wanted to see the light, to see the scenery in the basement that she had never seen before, that light that could pierce all gloom and drive away her nightmares.

So the truth that was deliberately ignored by her and covered under the haze slowly emerged in front of her eyes.

Her parents, motionless, lay in pools of blood. And she gradually felt the intense pain stimulating her nerves, and she looked at her right leg, as if it was broken.

The car on the opposite side, which had also overturned on its side, emitted black smoke. It didn't take long for the door to open. A very familiar person came out of it, it was the second uncle who was quite good in their family.

His face was as ugly as his wounds, his voice seemed to be bloody, and he roared hoarsely: "It's not me, it's not me, it's him who bumped into it himself, you see it, don't blame me!"

Lie!

"Really, you just saw it, he doesn't have long eyes himself!"

Lie!

Ah, she watched him stand there and go crazy, her mind full of her parents' teachings: "Lying is not a good habit, and stealing things is too, last time the little girl from whose family said, you steal other people's books again?

She remembered that in order to make money, she drew those large-scale adult cartoons at night, and her father wanted to come over to see them, but she only said that she was painting propaganda posters for laundry detergent, and the light was too dark to draw. He also said that he would get up early tomorrow and paint more, so that he could sell it at a good price.

Also, the egg that her mother had forced into her arms in the vegetable market with her hand, did they eat it, it seemed to be still in a jar......

The person in front of him, he was lying, she obviously saw it, he bumped into him, he was lying......

He calmed down, limped over to her, and stroked her face with great tenderness.

"Xiao Sheng, you saw it just now, it's not me"

Before he could finish speaking, she interrupted him and said mercilessly, "It's you, it's you when I see it!"

This is one of the few truths she has ever said.

After hearing this, the last bit of love in his eyes disappeared, he grabbed her neck, his eyes were bloodshot, and he lowered his voice to threaten her: "You listen to me, your father didn't have long eyes and bumped into it, did you hear it, said that I didn't do it, did you hear it!"

She was suppressed by him and couldn't say a word, and it became extremely difficult for her to even breathe.

The sky in front of me darkened.

He had to find the most reliable person to testify, and of course he would not kill her. He slapped her in the face and handed over a tempting candy just in time.

"Xiaosheng, you know that the second uncle's business has been doing well in the past two years, and there is a person who is at the bottom of the society like your father, but he won the lottery when he bought a lottery, and later used the money to do business, and now he is a big boss. He's recently adopted a little girl as old as you, think about it, what future can you have with your parents? You have to know that if such a rich man can take a fancy to you and adopt you as a daughter, wouldn't it be better?"

She closed her eyes, he was lying, he was forcing her to lie.

What she always knew......