"Is there still any electricity bill, I remember there are still three hundred left. ”

"The vinegar is gone, bring some with you when you come back. ”

"That dress is a bit pricey, let's go check the next one. ”

"Can it be cheaper, it's too expensive for you!"

"Phone bill, you watch less videos, how much less money do you have to pay a month!"

"This month's salary has not been paid again, I have looked for it three times, and the person who reported the account did not call the finance......."

“........”

From childhood to adulthood, my life is short for 20 years, I have not experienced how long the road of firewood, rice, oil and salt has been, but every day revolves around these trivial and boring things, of course, everything does not need to be worried, because I will always be a child in the eyes of everyone who cares about me. When I was a child, I couldn't get used to my parents arguing over oil, salt, sauce and vinegar every day, and I never understood my grandmother who was blushing because of the price reduction of a few yuan, let alone caring about this month's electricity bill and next month's Internet bill...... It seems that in my impression, those things mentioned in life are too vulgar and tasteless, but when I see Zhao Meimei covered in blood, I seem to return to the ordinary from the world of my reverie, that is life, whether we want it or not, it is there, even if we close our eyes and have an adventurous dream, when we wake up, it is still in the same place, waiting for us to experience, to live as ordinary as most people in this world.

Zhao Meimei said that she was still arguing with her mother the day before, and she even forgot what happened yesterday for something that was too small to be smaller...... As usual, she wore a revealing outfit and the woolen coat her father had given her to celebrate her college entrance when she was still sick......

"She went to deliver food to my dad........ When the car came, it was right in front of me...... There was so much blood, I thought it was my own, I really thought it was my own, I touched my whole body, and I was terrified!" She buried her head deep between her legs, her trembling body like a wounded kitten, choking and despairing about the nightmare she had just had.

"When I came to my senses, my mom was lying there, and she was obviously scolding me just now......"

So, before it's all over, did she just run back? more than she could bear, and found that the person she loved most was suddenly snatched away by an accident that was like a joke, my words...... What will happen to my words?

I just handed her the paper and didn't have anything to say. Because the person who is lost is irreplaceable. I used to think that the sentence, "I'd rather die is me" was insignificant, but when these words came out of her mouth, the most sensitive nerves in my body twitched.

When I thought that the night would be so quiet, Zhao Yilun's voice suddenly appeared in the room.

"Your mother is still in the hospital, go see her, even if it's the last time. ”

"Huh?" I was still so deep in emotion that I couldn't pull it out, and I couldn't react to anything.

"I don't think she wants to see you panic at the end, go and meet her, even if it's just to give her a smile. He continued.

Zhao Meimei's swollen eyes overflowed with tears again, and by the time I came back to my senses, Zhao Yilun had already gone over and pulled her up.

"Go get her coat and we'll go to the hospital. He turned to me.

That day, at four o'clock in the morning, a rain shower suddenly came.

I forget, how we got to the hospital, I just remember that I kept holding Zhao Meimei tightly.

Even though I know that our relationship is not so good, to do so is to cross the line.

But at this time, I don't tolerate her, no one will accommodate her.

I touched her slightly damp hair, took off my coat and put it on for her, in this inappropriate solar term, the temperature has risen exponentially, but she is still curled up in this indifferent world, shivering in this indifferent world.

It wasn't until I watched her walk into the morgue that I noticed that I was soaking wet.

It's so cold, it's really cold, I don't know if this can give her warmth, even a little bit.

There was a sudden warmth on my shoulders, and Zhao Yilun draped his coat over me, and I looked at the morgue again.

"Everybody...... It's not easy. ”

"yes. He took my hand

At six o'clock in the morning, Zhao Yilun and I sat on the bus back.

It was so dark that I couldn't tell if it was dawn or endless darkness.

Zhao Yilun put my head on his shoulder and asked softly: "Are you sleepy, sleep for a while, I'll call you when it's time." ”

"Didn't we all sleep, aren't you sleepy?"

"You forgot. He glanced at the vast darkness outside, "Our time is reversed. The night is my day. ”

I was silent at the sound of the car's engine and grabbed his hand.

"Suko. "It took me a long time to hear that he was calling my name.

He took my hand back, and I leaned into his ear and whispered, "It feels like you're like Cupid." Can only be seen at night. ”

I don't know why, I think of such an ancient story overflowing with a touch of sadness.

The goddess Venus was jealous of the beauty of the human girl Psyche, and asked Cupid, the goddess of love, to use the divine power of the bow and arrow to shoot Psyche, hoping that she would fall in love with an ugly monster, but Cupid himself touched the sword and fell in love with Psyche. They shared the same bed every day, and because of the difference between God and man, he had to tell her not to turn on the light every night, so after a long time together, Psyche didn't even know what Cupid looked like...... She stroked his silhouette every day, imagining what he would look like. Psyche, who is gullible about her sister, thinks she is married to a violent, and she wants to confirm this, so she lights a candle while he sleeps, and Cupid, who lacks his wife's trust, leaves in anger.......

Zhao Yilun said that the only time we can spend with each other is at night.

My night is his day.

He took me in his arms and whispered, "So you have to find a way to keep me every day." ”

As if to ease the gloomy atmosphere, he pretended to be light-hearted and joked, "But Cupid's metaphor is really crooked." ”

"There's a sense of being out of the ordinary. ”

"Non-mainstream?"

"You don't even know this, do you?"

"Am I that low?"

"Heh, after all, you don't even know what spicy strips are. ”

He rubbed my wet hair wildly, and the grandma in the front seat looked back at us from time to time and laughed.