Chapter 236: Persecution

Those few seconds seemed to be stretched out, and the invisible confrontation continued.

Tsering Gesang couldn't read through the silence at the moment, just as in the temptation of each other throughout the night, he had already unconsciously handed over all the hole cards. But Bai never said it thoroughly, Tsering Gesang couldn't read the man's mind, and even until this moment he didn't know what this mysterious man wanted from him.

It's cooperation and utilization, so that's why we have the conversation right now.

But Bai Fenming sees everything clearly, he doesn't need to spy on the secrets from Tsering Gesang's body, and second, he doesn't need to chase the wind and shadow from his words, so what is there about himself that is worth using for him?

Before Tsering Gesang could come up with a reason, his thoughts were hooked back by Bai's chuckle.

"Before I answer your question, I can tell you a little secret. ”

"What's the little secret?"

"Of course it's something you want to know. ”

Bai's tone was careless, just as he followed, and said unhurriedly.

"Since it is cooperation, there is no need to lie to you, it is better for you and me to be willing. Tsering Gesang, before you make a decision, I will not give you any misdirection, and I can even tell you what I know and you will be interested in to help you make a judgment, then the final result is your choice, and you should and must pay the price for your choice. ”

The trap of language has always been what Tsering Gesang is good at, and at this moment, it is the biggest doubt that Bai lists the things in detail. The clearer he carried it, the more it showed that he was sure that it was precisely because he could hold all of Tsering Gesang's reactions firmly in his hands that he didn't mind letting the boy enjoy the struggle in the truth.

And Tsering Gesang couldn't be clearer about these things, but he still couldn't resist his curiosity.

"Is there anything I want to know?"

"It's not very much, the truth behind the avalanche at Kawagebo Peak, what is the whereabouts of Yang Jin so far, whether he is alive or dead, and whether there is still room for maneuver in everything now, what else can you do....... Well, that's all for later. Before that, don't you want to know what kind of considerations Yang Jin had to hide from you to make that decision?"

This sentence hit Tsering Gesang's heart directly, although he did not answer, the pupils that suddenly locked were already leaking a little bit of his thoughts.

And Bai didn't sell it anymore, just said it unhurriedly.

"Yang Jin didn't betray you, or rather, part of the blame for her current fate comes from you. Of course, I'm not just talking about what I've just been talking about over and over again - you didn't save her. Tsering Gesang, if I say that everything Yangjin has done is sacrificed for you, can you accept it?"

"What?" Tsering Gesang seemed to realize something, but he refused to admit it, and just asked in a low voice, "I don't understand what you mean, what did she do for me, if you mean the interdependence over the years, no one will know more details than me, so you don't need to say more." ”

"You're smarter than I imagined, and you know how to explain yourself, and you're all justified by what you say, and the fault is always someone else, and all you need to do is to stand on top of the result and not let yourself fall into disadvantage in any situation. ”

The corners of his white lips were hooked a little, and he glanced at Tsering Gesang playfully with half a hint in his eyes.

However, self-deception is more because of more or less unsure in the bottom of the heart, remorse, evasion, accusation, suspicion, and even annoyance, extremism, and anger, all because of cowardice, some people will be crushed by cowardice, curled up in the corner and refuse to come out. Some people will become sharp because of this, and aim invisible weapons at others to ease the hollowness of their hearts. ”

"You want to say that I'm deceiving myself?" Tsering Gesang sneered, and his retort came out almost without thinking, "Then it may not be that you are thinking too much, and there is no need to go around in circles about many things." I've just told you so much, isn't it enough to show my honesty, I don't even want to lie to you, why lie to yourself. ”

"Annoyed and angry...... Tsering Gesang, as your short-term partner, I would like to give you a piece of advice, anger is the lowest level of counterattack, if you can't even control your emotions, how can you hide your weakness?"

The soft words were hypnotic and bewitching, and at the end of the words, Bai laughed nonchalantly.

His gaze just swept lightly along Tsering Gesang's side, but the young man felt like a mang on his back, and his whole body was extremely uncomfortable, as if he was being targeted by a snake and scorpion hidden in the shadows, and he would be killed by a blow if he was not careful.

"If it's really as honest as you say, what are you afraid of now? You want to hear me tell you the truth, but you don't want to admit that you care too much, and you don't even want to face the most intuitive conjectures in your heart....... It's a contradiction. How many years, Tsering Gesang, why are you still the same as when you were sixteen years old, and you haven't grown at all?"

Bai's words are really unpleasant, enough to arouse the anger of others. Being talked about by an almost stranger like this, Tsering Kelsang Deng's eyes flashed with anger, and even his fists clenched even tighter.

And these emotions were calmed down for three points in a breath, and the last thing that came out was only a word of mockery.

"You don't understand anything, and what are you talking nonsense?"

"It's that I don't understand, or you're a fan of the authorities, or maybe you've thought it through in your heart, but you just don't want to admit it. For example, you clearly love Yangjin, but you don't even have the courage to go further, you just hand over all the delays to time, and wait for the so-called turnaround meaninglessly, as if many contradictions will disappear with time. ”

"That's because the time hasn't come, and it was supposed to ....... I thought everything was in time. ”

"Let's not talk about the past, if you think about your present, the disappearance of Yangjin, the avalanche of Kawagebo Peak, and those things that you want to investigate but don't dare to investigate, these are clearly placed in front of you one by one, but what have you done, you have done nothing but self-pity and accidents....... Tsering Gesang, what are you afraid of, afraid of getting the news that Yang Jin has died, and you are unwilling to break your illusions. Or are you worried that in the process of investigation, you will confirm something that you dare not confirm, so you habitually choose to evade, and once again choose to delay at a critical moment?"

Tsering Gesang: "......."

As Bai's words came out, Tsering Gesang's face became more and more ugly.

And Bai did not stop his speech because of the young man's emotional changes, but turned the conversation around, and his words became sharper. He was peeling away from the established facts, and his statement instantly became a question, as if he was forcing Tsering Gesang to face something, and he completely forced the young man into an emotional dead end sentence after sentence.

"Actually, you have a vague guess in your heart, you know what happened behind this avalanche - it is because of this speculation that you will feel more and more indebted to Yang Jin, more and more constrained, and dare not investigate anything, right? Just like you refused to admit that your father was also a victim of the tragedy, you would rather believe that Yang Jin betrayed your plan, which led to the unexpected deviation, while you stood in a high position, forgave her for her deception, silently mourned her, missed her, and even tried in vain to save her. But these are just at the level of "thinking", and you still don't do anything, or don't dare to do it. ”

"I just don't know what to do, what I can do - I can't tell where that cave is, whether it's real or just a mirage hallucination, so how can I possibly know where to find Yangjin?"

Tsering Gesang's snort became hasty, and his tone began to be more hasty.

"Of course I will do it if there is hope, why force it if there is no hope, is it possible that I can still go to the blizzard of Kawagebo Peak, knowing that there is no result, and still go to the vast snow to find those non-existent wreckage, and send it to death meaninglessly?"

And when this sentence fell, Tsering Gesang quickly reacted to what was wrong.

If he really doesn't know anything, why would he say "that cave"?

The lie could no longer be maintained, and he had already exposed all his feet.

"Don't you really know?"

The playfulness in the white eyes became clearer, and his words with a casual laughter suddenly tore apart the last layer of the young man's concealment unreasonably, so the sharp words pierced the bottom of Tsering Gesang's heart like a knife.

"If you really don't know anything, what are you hiding now?"

For such an answer, Tsering Gesang was not too surprised.

He knew that Bai's temptation was not just a temptation, but a certain degree of persecution, just as his collapse was almost impossible to hide.

"Let me think about it, is it that on the day of the avalanche, your body has also changed, you have not dreamed of the terrible sacrifice of the ancient kingdom of Loulan again, and the mandala flower totem on your arm is just like a memorial of that memory. It took you days to confirm the reality of everything, and the reality of your dreams, so you panicked. ”

Tsering Gesang's lips touched up and down, and he refused to answer a word.

But it can't compete with Bai's slow order.

"The scene in the cave has appeared in your dreams....... It was a constant dripping of water that covered everything around it. There was a smell of corruption in the air, and I don't know how many human bones were buried in that terrible cave to be so terrifying. Yang Jin was lying in a dark cave, her gorgeous dance dress stained with mud and moss, and of course she knew what awaited her afterwards, so how helplessly she used to look at you at the end of the dream. ”

Bai's soft speech seemed to be telling an inconsequential story, but it made Tsering Gesang's face suddenly pale.

Under the bleak moonlight, almost even the color of blood faded, and only panic was left where to go.

For no other reason, Tsering Gesang has indeed seen these scenes.

It was on the night of the avalanche, in the last dream about Yangkin.

"Finally, what did she tell you? Did she say that the matter of the flower soul can be solved at this point, and you can live the life you want. After that, you don't have to come to Kawagebo again, you don't have to look for her, you don't have to think about her anymore. ”

Tsering Gesang opened his mouth, subconsciously wanting to refute something, but when the words came to his mouth, he couldn't say anything.

He tried his best to hide the trembling corners of his lips, but he couldn't hide the faint redness of his eyes, which was the uncontrollable panic when the lie was exposed.

The string that was taut suddenly broke.