"Child, I ...... What's wrong with me?" Xiaolin's grandmother looked at her in confusion, he moved his weak body and slowly got up from the recliner, Xiaolin saw this, and immediately stepped forward to help.

"Grandma, you almost scared me to death just now...... Xiaolin briefly explained what happened just now, and the process of being treated by Xia Chen after she fainted, grandma heard this, and looked at Xia Chen gratefully.

"Thank you, young man, if it weren't for you, my wife would have gone to see her short-lived grandfather. ”

"Grandma, this is what I should do. Xia Chen smiled faintly, stepped forward to take her hand, and said: "Treating diseases and saving people, this is the responsibility of a doctor, I just did what I should do." ”

"Are you feeling better now, are there any uncomfortable places?"

Xia Chen asked, while calling the old man's pulse, judging from the pulse, her body has nothing else to pay attention to except weakness, and after resting for a while, her body can return to its best state.

"I'm fine, I'm in much better spirits than I was just now, thanks to you. Grandma Xiaolin said thank you vigorously, if she wasn't so weak that she couldn't get up for the time being, it is estimated that she would not have sat on the recliner.

In order to thank Xia Chen for saving his life, Grandma Xiaolin wanted to leave him at home to eat, Xia Chen originally wanted to refuse, but after looking at the house, he finally agreed.

Perhaps, spending a while in this room will remind him of more things from the past.

Zhang Yue came to the old man's side at this time and said with a smile: "Mother Lin, since you are fine, I will go back first." ”

"I have to thank you both, too. Mother Lin stopped Zhang Yue's hand from getting the medicine box, looked up at him and said.

Zhang Yue shook his head ashamedly: "How embarrassing is this, I didn't even help, I can't stand this thank you." ”

Mother Lin patted the back of Zhang Yue's hand and chuckled: "What you said, do you have to save me yourself to deserve this thanks?"

"I'm not confused to that extent...... You, just stay, or I'm afraid I'll feel uncomfortable with this young man here. ”

Following Mother Lin's gaze, Zhang Yue glanced at Xia Chen beside him, smiled, and agreed to his invitation.

In order to let Lin's mother have a better rest, Xia Chen chose to help her back into the house, while Xiaolin was alone in the kitchen preparing the evening's meal.

"I miss this very much

"Zhang Yue saw Xia Chen come out, made a new cup of tea and handed it over.

"Yes, after all, this was once my home. Xia Chen nodded, a look of memory appeared on his face, and his thoughts seemed to penetrate time and space, returning to his childhood.

He saw the picture of chasing and fighting with Xia Lu in the yard, and he was innocent at that time, he knew how to play all day long, and he was very happy to laugh.

Zhang Yue looked at Xia Chen quietly, he seemed to sense something, and waited until the expression on Xia Chen's face disappeared, and this time he slowly spoke.

"You seem confused?"

"Uncle Zhang's way of seeing. Xia Chen was stunned when he heard this, and forced a smile.

He pointed to his eyes and put down the teacup in his hand, "The eyes are the windows of the soul, through which the truest emotions can be seen." ”

"Even the best of disguisers can't be the same. ”

As he spoke, Zhang Yue motioned for Xia Chen to sit beside him, and spoke again, "If you don't mind, tell me what's going on, maybe I can help you." ”

Xia Chen pursed his lips and smiled, organized the language in his mind, and said: "Actually, it's not a very important thing, it's just that I feel like I've lost something, so come back and see if I can find the answer I want." ”

So he asked Zhang Yue: "Uncle Zhang, you are a meritorious officer on the battlefield, and you should be about the same age as I am now." ”

"At that time, were you afraid?"

Zhang Yue smiled when he heard this, and he said, "I'm afraid! ”

"This is human nature, and I am not afraid of you laughing when I say it, but I was so scared that I hid in the bed and cried for several days. ”

"But gradually, I realized that fear could not solve the problem, it could not expel the invading enemy, let alone make its comrades shed less blood and sacrifice, and fear would only breed it and continue to grow. ”

"Watching the wounded people on stretchers and carrying them in front of me, watching people who were about the same age as me, or even younger, die in front of me, at that moment I suddenly realized that only by facing it bravely can we be worthy of these heroes who sacrificed their precious lives for liberation. ”

Xia Chen's thoughts seemed to follow Zhang Yue's explanation, and flew back to that war-torn era, a burst of artillery fire exploded outside the camp, and Zhang Yue, who was only in his twenties, was completely forgetful, and his eyes were not impressed by the outside world and kept staring at the wounded on the bed, until he saw the wounded out of danger, he smiled with relief.

"Uncle Zhang, do you hate those enemies, who treat our compatriots as fish and meat, and slaughter them wantonly, leaving our beautiful homeland full of holes and devastation...... Do you hate it?"

Zhang Yue's hand that intended to raise the glass trembled slightly, and a trace of indignation flashed in his eyes, but to Xia Chen's surprise, this look only lasted for a while in his eyes before it was smoothed out.

Zhang Yue sighed and said: "If this question is asked to me there, I will not hesitate to say the word hate, but after all these years of precipitation, now I have no hatred." ”

"Why?" Xia Chen wondered, hatred will not be forgotten slowly because of the passage of time, but will breed stronger hatred, but Zhang Yue said such a thing, which really made Xia Chen unable to understand.

Zhang Yue looked at Xia Chen seriously, and said slowly: "Whether it is the enemy or us, every dead person has his own family behind him, maybe he is the only son in the family, maybe there are brothers and sisters waiting for him to triumph, people's hearts are kind, it's just that they have different positions." ”

"No one is born hated, how many people go to war to build meritorious deeds? They are not better at protecting their families, even if they are invading enemies, their original intention is to make their families live better. ”

"On that day, every day, you don't know when a bullet will go through your head, and you don't know where the bomb will drop and blow up your bones. ”

"Only the family you care about is what keeps you alive. ”

"Why do you think I hate such people?"

"It's not the people who are wrong, it's the environment and the times in which they live. ”

Xia Chen was silent, at first he didn't understand what Zhang Yue said, but after slowly savoring it, it seemed that this was indeed the case.

They are all fighting for their homeland, where can they talk about hate......

Compared to what the demon god does for his own selfish desires, this is what people hate.

His home is here, he has lived in this land since he was a child, where he has his family, friends and lovers, and what does that world that has never been masked have anything to do with him.

At this moment, Xia Chen seemed to understand his original intention and recognize what he wanted in his heart.

He just wants to protect these people who love him and love him a lot, that's all.