Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) is triggered by personal experience, or witnessing death, death threats, and serious injuries, which may explain the reason why Shi Jing suffers from social phobia despite his poor background, outstanding appearance, and excellent ability.

So what exactly did he go through?

She thought of what Shi Jing had just said, he said that he wanted to live.

This sentence seems to be bland at first glance, like a casual excuse, more like a driftwood that people temporarily catch under the panic, but after careful thinking, it makes people have a kind of creepy horror and cruelty, living is the most fundamental need and the most direct proof of a person's existence in the world, people only when they are in a desperate situation, will burst out of the desire to live, just like people who have been deep in the dark, desperately trying to seek light.

For a person like Shi Jing, who has been self-closed for more than ten years, how terrible and desperate is it for him to spit out such a sentence that seems to be full of blood.

He has no other expectations for life, just wants to live.

It took her almost a few years to get out, but she couldn't work in psychology anymore. Wang Jing passed the stage of drastic emotional changes, slowly regained her composure, shrugged her shoulders and said: "Later, she married a high school classmate and gave birth to two daughters, who are twins, the thieves are cute, and the two little girls wear exactly the same clothes all day long, and it is difficult for even her own mother to distinguish the size." ”

Si Qi didn't know what to say, his brain was also a mess, he always thought of Shi Jing on his own, his heart ached for a while, and after a while, he couldn't help asking: "So you hate Mr. Mo?"

"It's not that I dislike him because of this, that sister didn't blame him for it, so why don't I be angry with others. Wang Jing pouted and said: "I just can't get used to his playboy appearance, handsome and murderous, flirting around, always a stinky virtue that can see through people's hearts, he is so good, why didn't he find out the strangeness of his ex-girlfriend? and swaggered around with his new girlfriend, it is really a super bad peach blossom." ”

"New girlfriend?" Si Qi was a little incredulous, "He shouldn't have brought his new girlfriend to his ex-girlfriend on purpose, right?"

"I didn't mean to. Wang Jing said uncomfortably: "At that time, my sister's illness was not particularly serious, not to the point where she couldn't go out, but it became more homely, I was okay to bother her, once I pulled her out for a stroll, when she passed by a Qing bar, she wanted to go in and drink some wine, so I accompanied her, and then I went to order some fruit, and I just saw someone with a new girlfriend chatting with that sister." ”

Si Qi: "......"

After a pause, she couldn't help but ask, "Didn't Mo Wenlan see that sister was sick?"

"He saw a ghost, a stinky peacock who was heavy on color and light on friends. Wang Jing was very angry: "I didn't know that he was the ex-boyfriend of that sister, and then I accompanied her home at night, she didn't come out of the bathroom for a long time, how to knock on the door and didn't respond, I was a little worried and slammed the door in, just saw her holding a blade to cut her own arm, and then she calmed down and told me the whole story of her illness, I was angry, I wanted to find him out and beat him again." ”

But the sister was too good-hearted, kept speaking for him, saying that this matter had nothing to do with him at all, it was she who did not manage her emotions well, ignored the importance of this relationship in her heart, and was too self-proud to seek medical treatment in time, and the breakup was proposed by her, she wanted to go abroad for further study, but the peacock had just transferred the consultation room she had established at that time and went to business, which made her very disappointed. "Wang Jing's official door, "So I know that this matter has nothing to do with him, but I just hate him, it can be said that it is subconscious, and it is not cured in the later stage." ”

Transfer Consultation Room?

As far as she knows, Shi Jing and Mo Wenlan were classmates for a short time in high school, and then Mo Wenlan transferred and left, and they didn't reunite until eleven years ago, and he should have been Shi Jing's psychiatrist from that time on, almost six years ago, he transferred the consultation room, and then went to Senmu Technology as the general manager, and in just a few years, Senmu Technology has become a rookie and industry benchmark in the industry.

Si Qi sighed for this sister, and couldn't help but sigh for Mo Wenlan, Wang Jing's negative opinion of him, I'm afraid it will be difficult to reverse for a while, after all, I have seen a living example, even if Mo Wenlan is not wrong at all, but people are sympathetic to the weak, the first feeling when he heard this story, he will feel that if he was careful at the time, maybe he would be able to find out the strangeness of that sister, if he didn't find a new girlfriend so quickly, maybe that sister would not be completely disappointed or even desperate.

Of course, this is all taken for granted by the listeners, the parties can clearly justify him, they are bystanders, in fact, they are just trying to find a vent point for this story, someone must be responsible, since he is living so well, this responsibility should be borne by him, most people will have this kind of thought, Wang Jing's dissatisfaction with him is probably also due to the distress and pity for that sister.

For a moment, the two were relatively speechless.

After a while, Wang Jing was the first to get out of this pessimistic mood, got up and circled the table twice, looking at the huge floor-to-ceiling window being tightly covered by a fishing map of the Hanjiang River, and forcibly changed the topic: "Brother-in-law is really strange, there is such a fishing picture hanging in the living room, but it matches the decoration style of this villa, that is, it gives people a feeling of being too lonely and cold, which is not at all in line with his domineering president's personality." ”

Si Qi also cleaned up the complicated mentality, put down the teacup, pulled her into the kitchen, took out a few fruit cutting plates by herself, and said while cutting: "He belongs to the science and engineering man, aesthetic obsession, it is good to be able to pretend the house like this, to be honest, I like this style, clean and clear, simple and generous, easy to take care of, if you decorate according to the style of my house, it is estimated that you have to find a part-time worker." ”

That's just as well. Wang Jing quickly pinched a piece of apple and threw it in his mouth, nodded with kindness, and said: "I recently searched my brother-in-law's company in my spare time, wow, it's really super good, and their company also participated in the construction of our city's Skynet database, which is amazing." After speaking, she asked with great interest: "Sister Qi, are there many Internet gods in my brother-in-law's company, what hackers, red customers or something." ”

Si Qi glanced at her and said with a smile: "What, want to find an Internet god as a boyfriend?"

Wang Jing shrugged against the cooking table and said, "That's okay!"

"Isn't it?" Si Qi was curious, "Are you really stimulated by someone?" so many teachers and parents in the kindergarten want to introduce you to your boyfriend, there are all fat rings and thin people, and there are elites from all walks of life, you ignore them all, and you can't wait to hide in outer space, Xie Min wonders if you have something wrong with your orientation, someone just confessed to you, if you can't get used to him, you can take it as a deaf ear, and you don't need to do this, right?"

"Don't mention Xie Min's nymphomaniac, I listen to my brain, this big horn is really speechless. Wang Jing shook her head with a toothache, "If I want to find a boyfriend, I can find it, if I don't want to find it, I won't look for it, what does it have to do with that peacock, what qualifications does he have to influence me, and how good a science and engineering man is, there are not so many flowery intestines, most of the interpersonal relationships are very simple, it should be easier to get along with, which suits my appetite." ”

Si Qi was a little surprised, and looked her up and down, "Are you serious?"

"Am I joking?" Wang Jing's mouth was as hard as a brick, but she was still a little uncomfortable with her, and said as if she was cheating: "Anyway, you ask your brother-in-law to help me keep some intentions, see if there is a suitable one, and introduce me, otherwise I always see you show affection, I am afraid that jealousy will hurt my body, heart and liver, it is best to stifle this bad emotion in the rocking blue, and not let it see the sun sprout and blossom." ”

As soon as she finished speaking, she saw Shi Jing come in with an empty fruit bowl.

Si Qi pointed to the freshly cut fruit plate and asked, "Do you want more?"

Shi Jing shook his head, came in and washed the fruit plate, and put it into the disinfection cabinet, Wang Jing kept looking at him with a smile, seeing that he was shy, he didn't dare to look at this side at all, and couldn't help but say: "Brother-in-law, do you have a handsome guy in your company, introduce me to a boyfriend?"

Shi Jing was stunned, and couldn't tell whether this sentence was a joke or serious, so he could only look at Si Qi as if asking for help.

Si Qi smiled helplessly: "She wants you to be a matchmaker." ”

"Oh!" Shi Jing nodded and said in a low voice, "I will... I'll keep an eye out for you..."

Si Qi suddenly wanted to laugh, looking at Shi Jing's hand that kept twisting her pants, she shook her head, and decided not to let him get involved in Wang Jing's pile of things, Wang Jing's brain is often hot, and he wants to come out of it, but Shi Jing is an extremely serious person, I wonder if he will really throw the information of the single young man in the company directly, and let someone with a sudden hot brain be selected, and treat this as an extremely important thing.

"Ignore her, I think she may have eaten too much today, and her brain is a little sluggish. Si Qi took the fruit plate, beckoned the two of them to the living room, and took the opportunity to look at someone who had nothing to do, "His company is full of scientific and technological geniuses, you are a young man who often makes trouble with his brain, don't join in the fun, if you really want to find an Internet god as a boyfriend, it's best to think about it first and then say, don't get hot for a while." ”

Wang Jing was a little dissatisfied: "I'm very serious, how can I be hot-headed?"

Si Qi smiled and said, "But Mr. Mo is the general manager of Senmu Technology, responsible for everyone and everything, are you sure you need it?"

Wang Jing: "......"

She quickly turned her head to look at Shi Jing, "Brother-in-law, I didn't say that just now. ”

Shi Jing: "......"

Si Qi couldn't help laughing, holding a piece of mango and laughing happily, which made Wang Jing very angry, turned his head and ran away with all the fruit plates, and said while running: "I'll go feed Xiaojun, you guys talk slowly." ”

Shi Jing looked at Si Qi who was smiling in a daze, and the corners of his mouth suddenly couldn't help but rise.

As soon as Wang Jing left, the atmosphere returned to silence.

Si Qi slowly retracted her smile, eating the fruit silently, her eyelids did not lift, her mind was still thinking about Mo Wenlan's ex-girlfriend and the so-called post-traumatic stress disorder, thinking for a while, she couldn't help but raise her eyes, but her eyes only stayed on someone's chest, and would never move up by half an inch, and then she was busy lowering her eyes, and so on, the depths of her heart were like cooking porridge, gurgling and bubbling.