Lin Xuan's question caught Lin Xingchen off guard, she didn't know how to answer this question, because everyone has everyone's difficulties, and what Lin Xingchen is most afraid of is dealing with emotional problems.

"He should still hate us, otherwise he would have come to the opening of Nirvana today. Lin Xuan replied to himself.

"Shao Bai should still be sad, we abandon him, give up the dream of being together, let him bear it alone, this matter is not so easy to accept, Shao Bai needs time. Lin Xingchen thought for a long time and said this paragraph.

Lin Xuan looked at Lin Xingchen after listening to this passage and smiled, although Lin Xingchen can't deal with emotional problems, he is very comfortable with people, and he can always make people who are on the tip of the horns suddenly brighten.

Lin Xuan sighed and made up his mind to say: "In fact, what Shao Bai experienced at that time was not only the frustration of his dreams and the betrayal of his brother, but also the failure of his feelings. ”

Lin Xingchen's mind hadn't kept up with Lin Xuan's rhythm, so he heard Lin Xuan say again: "Shao Bai has always liked you! Lin Xingchen, you haven't even noticed it." ”

Lin Xingchen looked at Lin Xuan dumbly.

"Shao Bai prepares breakfast for the whole band, just so that you can eat on time, every time before the stage performance, the song list has to be approved by you, you are not good at English, he gives you the whole dormitory tuition, Shao Bai in order not to let you find out what he likes, he is very good to everyone, which can exhaust him. ”

Listening to Lin Xuan's words, Lin Xingchen's memories came to him like a tide, the study room, the playground, and Hudu University...... There are many, many scenes, but there is the same person in the scene - Shao Bai.

Lin Xingchen didn't continue to answer Lin Xuan's words, but just poured wine into his and Lin Xuan's cups.

Between the staggered cups and lights, Lin Xingchen's consciousness became lower and lower, and she seemed to see Shao Bai.

Shao Bai, how can there be such a beautiful boy in the world?

The first time Lin Xingchen saw Shao Bai was on the first day of the opening report of Hudu University, Lin Xingchen had just packed up his bed, and was called by Lin Xuan to make his bed, and Lin Xingchen could only obey because of Lin Xuan's financial temptation and power to suppress him.

As soon as he arrived at the door of the dormitory, Lin Xingchen was attracted by the boy beside Lin Xuan.

Just a quick glance, but enough to marvel, Shao Bai was wearing a white shirt, white shirt, jeans, and sneakers that day, but Lin Xingchen felt that these could not summarize him, if he had to use one word to describe Shao Bai, He Xingchen could only think of one - boyishness.

Lin Xuan especially cherishes Shao Bai's friend, Shao Bai is a local of the Shanghai market, a child who grew up in the alley, has a peaceful personality and is easy to get along with, Shao Bai likes music, and formed a band in his freshman year, Lin Xuan is naturally among them, the band members are Shen Yichen and Simon, an international student, Lin Xingchen and his best friend Han Yudong are the assistant and manager of the band, helping them arrange daily affairs.

Lin Xingchen's favorite thing is Shao Bai's singing, his affectionate singing made Lin Xingchen feel that his whole body was glowing, and at this time Lin Xingchen felt that although Shao Bai was kind, he had an insurmountable distance from her.

If this kind of relationship continues, Lin Xingchen thought in his heart that as long as he listened to Shao Bai's lifelong songs in a position not far away, it would be enough.

The name of this band is Nirvana.

In her sophomore year, Mango Terrace began to conduct a draft, and Nirvana participated in the audition and became the top two in the region.

On the day he received the semi-final notice, Lin Xingchen was cleaning the practice room with Shao Bai, Shao Bai was telling Lin Xingchen about their team planning, and Lin Xingchen never interjected at this time, just looked at Shao Bai and listened to his words.

When Shao Bai talked about the costumes for the competition, he suddenly smiled and said, "There is a secret here." ”

Then he remembered the denim jacket he had left in Simon's cabinet, and opened Simon's cabinet, only to be stunned.

"Shao Bai, calm down! Maybe there is some misunderstanding!" Lin Xingchen grabbed Shao Bai hard.

Shao Bai rushed to the instrument room, and he found Simon's ticket back to Denmark in Simon's cabinet, which was dated the day of the semi-finals.

After rushing to the instrument room, he found that Shen Yichen, who had already packed his instruments and luggage and was about to leave, Shao Bai stepped forward and grabbed Shen Yichen: "We are about to enter the semi-finals, and the dawn is just around the corner, why give up?"

Shen Yichen has always had an indifferent face: "My goal is not to become a singer in the first place, this is just a hobby of mine, not my dream." ”

As they confronted each other, Han Yudong and Simon came to the instrument room and separated the two of them.

At that time, the door was pushed open again, and Lin Xuan walked in: "Everyone is here, then let me tell you one thing, I quit the group, come on in the semi-finals!"

Lin Xingchen closed his eyes in pain, hoping that all this was an illusion, what Lin Xuan said just now was tantamount to adding fuel to the fire.

Shao Bai finally couldn't suppress his anger, stepped forward and grabbed Lin Xuan's collar and clenched his fists.

Simon immediately stepped forward and hugged Shao Bai's waist and shouted, "Shao Bai, don't be excited, everyone is a brother, what can't be discussed?"

Shao Bai punched the defenseless Simon in the face with a backhand: "You can explain your ticket back to Denmark first!"

Simon covered his injured face and stood in place, helpless.

Shen Yichen suddenly grabbed Shao Bai forward, put him against the wall and asked: "Your dream is to become a singer, and we are just interested, we quit now just so that we can have a better choice in the future, if we are now for you, participate in the semi-finals and sign a contract, then we only have one way to become a singer, Shao Bai, you can't be so selfish." ”

Shao Bai was pressed against the wall by Shen Yichen, unable to move, he was silent twice after listening to Shen Yichen's words, and then two tears flowed down, Shen Yichen was also stunned, let go of his hand in a daze, and Shao Bai walked out gently.

Lin Xingchen looked at Shao Bai's departing back and felt extremely lonely.

Simon's face was injured, Han Yudong was bandaging him, Shen Yichen was standing next to him with a cold face, Lin Xingchen was squatting on the ground crying, and Lin Xuan was comforting her on the side.

Everyone tacitly stayed away from each other, and then went to see Simon to the airport together on the day of the semi-finals, except for Shao Bai, it turned out that Simon's mother's condition deteriorated, and Simon had to rush back to Denmark to take care of his mother.

"I didn't plan to tell you, because I was most afraid of saying goodbye, but I didn't expect to be known by you. Simon scratched his head and smiled sheepishly.

We waited at the airport for a while, and when it was time to board, Shao Bai still didn't show up, and Simon's eyes revealed a trace of disappointment: "Everyone believes that fate will eventually meet, See you later." Simon then turned and entered the gate.

Everyone was in the taxi back to school, and Lin Xingchen finally couldn't hold his breath: "Simon's reason can be forgiven, can you talk about yourself?"

Shen Yichen raised his eyelids to look at Lin Xingchen: "Everyone has their own life, for Shao Bai, this matter is his dream, and it is definitely not destiny for us." ”

Lin Xingchen said curtly: "But it's all in the semifinals." ”

"It is precisely because of the semi-finals that we have to stop urgently, and when we wait for the semi-finals to perform in front of the people of the whole country, we have no right to stop. Shen Yichen said in a stern tone.

Lin Xingchen looked at Lin Xuan, Shao Bai was Lin Xuan's best friend, she didn't believe that Lin Xuan would give up easily.

Lin Xuan sighed and said, "My dad found out about our participation in the semi-finals, and he called me one night and didn't allow me to participate in the competition, after all, it wasn't on the route he arranged for me." ”

Lin Xingchen was very lonely, she didn't understand why such a change happened when things were smooth sailing.

"That'...... Let's apologize to Shao Bai. Lin Xingchen proposed.

Shao Bai has stayed out of the dormitory since that day, after all, he and Lin Xuan are in the same dormitory, it is too embarrassing to look up and see him, and he is a native of Haicheng, so he simply went home to live.

When they arrived at Shao Bai's house, Shao Bai was not at home, Shao Bai's parents kindly entertained Lin Xingchen and them, and Shao Bai did not come back until noon.

"Auntie, when will Shao Bai come back?" Lin Xingchen couldn't help but ask.

Shao Bai's mother was stunned for a moment and said, "Shao Bai has a lot of things to do today, and it is estimated that he will not be able to come back." ”

After eating and leaving, everyone's hearts were a little lonely, and they wanted to apologize but it turned out to be a meal.

"When classes start tomorrow, I don't believe he won't go to school. Lin Xuan said.

But it's very strange that Shao Bai didn't go to school for a few days later, Lin Xuan went to ask the instructor, and the instructor said that Shao Bai had asked for leave.

At noon three days later, Lin Xingchen was bombarded by Lin Xuan's phone while she was taking a nap, and she hurriedly woke up Han Yudong.

When Lin Xingchen and Han Yudong arrived at the practice room, Lin Xuan and Shen Yichen had already arrived.

Lin Xuan shook his head at Lin Xingchen, at noon today, Lin Xuan received news from his classmates, saying that someone saw Shao Bai go to the school to go through the suspension procedures, Lin Xuan originally wanted to rush to the teaching office of the college, but Shao Bai had already left, he speculated that Shao Bai would come to the practice room to pack up his things, so he called everyone over, apologized together, and kept Shao Bai, but it turned out to be a step too late.

Shao Bai and Simon have no news like this, everyone lives according to the rules, only occasionally when they think about it, their hearts hurt.