Chapter 104: Tangled
After returning from that barren mountain, He Manzhou didn't sleep well all night.
The dreams of the goddess were haunted all night, from the crystal coffin that reflected the faint blue light to the beautiful girl with bare feet, all played back frame by frame like a slideshow. He Manzhou's ears often have a crisp reverberating ringtone, it is like a hypnotic bewitchment, always repeated in her mind, in the end she can't remember anything, only remember the beautiful girl's lips raised, that delicate face with indescribable cruelty, that voice is palpitating ethereal and good.
"Who am I?"
"I'm you, you're me......"
Such a dream was too real, and with the overwork of the whole night, He Manzhou successfully did not get up the next day.
The originally planned itinerary was also soaked in soup, and it became a close contact with the warm little quilt. Even when he woke up at eight o'clock, He Manzhou looked at the alarm clock at the bedside very calmly, and the entanglement that appeared in his mind did not last more than three seconds, and he was completely suppressed by sleepiness, and directly let reason succumb to instinct.
Of course, Miss He will not admit that she is lazy, she has a lot of reasons, and she has a little bit of open-mindedness when she comes to it. For those things that can't be understood and are difficult to sort out in a short period of time, Miss He directly comforted herself that she was the biggest sleeper, and the little quilt was loved by whoever she wanted, even if it was a big thing, she didn't bother to think about it.
Not to mention that people are iron and steel, lack of sleep for a long time will lead to sudden death, and it is a matter of course to replenish sufficient sleep after overwork.
What's more, so far, all the useful clues that He Manzhou can find at hand have been found in dreams, instead of waking up and making trouble with those completely useless hearts, it is better to take advantage of the good mood at this time to dream more quickly, in case you can understand a little truth from those incomprehensible environments, it can be regarded as twice the result with half the effort.
With these remarkable self-comfort principles, Miss He decisively chose to continue to give up on herself, giving up quickly getting up to plan for the rest of the trip, and slept directly in the sun. But this time the dream seems to be deliberately not dealing with her, He Manzhou does not have any "twice the result with half the effort", but is addicted to the love set and can't extricate himself, and he is out of control.
Somehow, Bai Yi got into her mind so disobediently from that clear and cold handsome face, and the whole dream seemed to be very soberly recalling the bits and pieces of their together, the content was difficult to distinguish between true and false, and He Manzhou was reluctant to wake himself up.
It's not so much a dream as a replay of last night's experience.
In the cave where the boulder rolled down, Bai Yicong protected He Manzhou in his arms, the distance between them was so close, so close that even after so long, He Manzhou's snort seemed to be able to smell Bai Yicong's faint cologne tail note on his body. Bai Yi's lowered eyes showed a rare tenderness, and when he looked at He Manzhou, he had real pity.
Like many of his unspoken words, no matter how restrained and restrained he is, everything is still unspoken.
How could it not be cared about?
When He Manzhou was able to calm down and try her best to objectively figure out Bai Yicong's thoughts, she put aside the layers of wrapping up and got rid of those taboos of objective conditions and mediocrity, and the most intuitive emotion she felt was obviously admiration.
The scene in the dream seemed to freeze, and every minute was extended indefinitely. He Manzhou carefully recalled those illusions that transcended time and space, and in all the paradoxes, many things lost their meaning of existence. Until the end, the entire illusion was completely shattered, and the only thing she remembered was the warmth of Bai Yicong's palm.
No matter how experienced Zhaohui Mountain is, there is always something that is true.
He Manzhou still remembered that when the strange cave was about to disappear, there was a violent shock at the top of the cave, and the boulder rolled down craggyly, as if to bury everything. But at the same time, the sense of security that she and Bai Yicong snuggled up to each other really existed.
When she hid in the man's arms in horror, Bai Yicong did not hesitate to protect her, and her last action was to hold He Manzhou's hand tightly.
It was a knee-jerk move that did not hesitate at a critical juncture, and it could also expose his heart most directly.
Just like in a car accident, the driver in the driver's seat chooses to turn the steering wheel to the left or to the right, which is a moment when feelings are higher than human instinct. At the most dangerous time, Bai Yicong didn't even care about his own safety, and chose to protect He Manzhou in his arms without any hesitation.
At that time, Bai Yicong's low and beautiful voice sounded in He Manzhou's ears.
"The hug wasn't something you fancied about, and neither was I, weren't you just confirming this with me?"
His cold eyes drooped slightly, and his eyelashes covered the emotions under his eyes, but he couldn't hide the rare tenderness.
"Don't be afraid, I'm here, I've always been here. ”
.......
It's probably that this kind of tenderness is too moving, and He Manzhou was still a little in a trance when he woke up.
Those pictures and scenes are too vivid, and Bai Yicong's words are not very real under the huge impact, but they are completely remembered by He Manzhou. Last night's experience is not an exaggeration to describe it in a textbook supernatural fantasy, many unbelievable experiences accompanied by huge mysteries, almost forcing He Manzhou's bearing capacity to a critical value.
Bai Yicong's reassurance and encouragement to her were like a super effective tranquilizer, which dispelled the irritability and uneasiness in her heart at once.
So the feeling of supporting each other was almost natural, but when those fears faded away, out of the barren mountains and mountains, ancient temples and caves, Miss He recalled again, for her actions last night, all that was left was excessive shyness.
What are you doing, why are you throwing yourself into your arms again, and being ridiculed by others.
Even if he is indeed attacking Boss Bai, he can't be so active from the beginning. Although it's true that the target of the strategy is an invincible iceberg in the universe, everything should pay attention to a step-by-step approach to each other. Otherwise, what about the family status in the future, how can I turn over as a serf and sing, and I can't be enslaved by the white boss every day.
And Bai Yi's character from this kind of meat and vegetables seems to be able to others off in silence, and those nice words don't seem to have been loaded into his vocabulary reserve system. The specific manifestation is that the words of opening the mouth to scare people will come, but the words of coaxing people are the same as the closed second pulse of Ren Du, and there is no sign of opening at all.
If you can't even hear Bai Yicong say a few sweet words when he confesses, when can He Manzhou count on it? Could it be that he can still hope that on the major anniversaries in more than ten years, Boss Bai can suddenly open his mind and prepare roses and gifts?
So to sum up, the more He Manzhou thought about it, the more aggrieved he felt.
She said in her heart that she was really too unproductive, and she was completely eaten to death by others.
In fact, this is also the case, not to mention that He Manzhou is not the kind of person who twists and turns, those admiration and likes can't be hidden at all, even if they don't say it directly, they are completely leaked out with the clues revealed between their actions, how can Bai Yi not see it.
In such a situation, Bai Yi understood everything, and he didn't give an accurate response at all, but just showed that unclear attitude, and didn't even make a real promise, which was really too much. If it weren't for his behavior still being like that, He Manzhou really wanted to suddenly break out and beat him up to vent his anger.
At this time, He Manzhou hadn't realized that Bai Yicong was running away from something.
Why does he obviously feel it in his heart, but he is not willing to admit this relationship directly, she doesn't know that Bai Yicong's many concessions are out of her protection, and she doesn't know that he just doesn't want his beloved to be involved in the intricate quagmire of the Bai family. For those external thunderstorms and storms.
The greatest love he can give is unconditional protection.
For the kind of people who do more and say less, the liking they show is only 10%, but in fact, the emotions in their hearts have already exceeded 100%, and they are so rich that they can overflow.
Just like Bai Yicong's hard mouth and soft heart, he has always been not good at expressing himself.
At the beginning, this trip to Wucheng was just a temptation for Bai Yicong to He Manzhou, and he wanted to explore the connection between the He family and the treasure of the relict king, which was a risky move that had to be taken to solve the deadlock of the Bai family. But in the process of investigation, when the emotional balance gradually tilted, and when it was really time to test the results, Bai Yicong couldn't bear to put any calculation on his beloved.
He Manzhou saw the iceberg's usual ice face, and he couldn't help but slander in his heart, this person really has no interest at all. But in fact, Bai Yicong's feelings for He Manzhou have long been unable to hold himself, and he can't even hide his sensibility, which is much stronger than He Manzhou realized.
In the end, He Manzhou adhered to the attitude of not wanting to think about it, and very arbitrarily defined Bai Yicong's behavior - this is Boss Bai standing on the commanding heights of emotions bullying people, and the evidence is conclusive.
Such a discovery couldn't help but make He Manzhou's cheeks slightly hot, and he felt more and more that his beauty was misleading, and he was really unproductive.
And with these uncontrollable throbbing, Miss He couldn't help but start thinking about what to do next.
She came back too late last night, too many things happened, everything was too hasty, she was stimulated too much, and she didn't have time to delve too deeply, so what is going on with her and Boss Bai now? Theoretically speaking, the hand has also been pulled, and the hug has been held, which should be regarded as a strategic success, and it has proved that she has now hugged the beauty.
But He Manzhou is a very cheesy person, especially in those small details, she has a stubbornness similar to spiritual cleanliness.
There are not so many plausible things in terms of feelings, liking is liking, disliking is disliking, this is black and white, and it is also unique, and there is no room for any bit of sand. The so-called "a little bit of like", "you're a good person", "we're a good fit", "I haven't let her go yet, but I'm happy to try it with you....... It's just an excuse to deceive yourself and waste other people's feelings, not only to be irresponsible for your own feelings, but also to let down another person who is sincere.
To put it bluntly, all the plausibility, He Manzhou does not admit it.
But at this time, choosing to force Bai Yicong and ask for an answer directly doesn't seem to be the case?
The more He Manzhou thought about it, the more troubled he became, and he couldn't figure out any clues, so he turned around in the quilt in distress, eager to sprinkle all his anger on the goose feather pillow, and beat the pillow core as Bai Yicong.
However, no matter how angry you are, it will only treat the symptoms but not the root cause after all.
In the end, He Manzhou had to take a step back and comfort himself quite generously.
"Forget it, take it one step at a time, and adapt to the situation. ”