Part 49 Missed beat

I curled up in his arms, and it was always hard to breathe in the stuffy weather.

There was a drizzle outside, and the country road was muddy, how did I walk over just now, barefoot......

He told me that he had been looking for me for a long time.

I remember this time last year, I didn't know him yet, it was also 11 o'clock in the evening, wrapped in a big cotton jacket that had been out of season, and went to the school hospital for an intravenous drip, and when I left, no one asked where I was going and when I would be back.

People's hearts are really a very fragile existence, when no one cares, even if they are covered in bruises, they can always resist the past, but once someone really cares, even if it is a dispensable wound, it can leave a wound.

It's just because I want to talk, whether it's joy or grievance.

Out of the alley was a potholed concrete road, and when I looked up, he was obviously struggling with such a difficult road.

"Let me down, I can go myself. ”

Zhao Yilun raised his eyebrows, "Will you be barefoot?"

"Aren't you tired?"

"Tired, you're dying!"

Somehow, I wasn't in the mood to joke with him, probably because I couldn't find what I lost.

No, no, the real reason is only known to me, because the loneliness in my heart has been suppressed for too long, and I can only let it explode when I can't bear it.

I thought I had cried enough, but now ...... Why cry......

"You're very heavy, but don't lose weight, don't walk barefoot, don't go out alone at night, at least you have to tell me where you're going, don't you?"

For a moment, there was only the clatter of walking, and the barking of dogs in the distance.

He had a sad look on his face, "I told you that you can rely on me a little more." ”

Is it really possible...... I buried my head in his arms, and it was warm.

"You won't say anything I say, will you?"

"Zhao Yilun, I seem to be ..... I'm in love with you....."

His body shuddered and he paused.

Then he continued to move forward, making an indiscriminate joke: "You know how good I am." ”

I didn't say a word, and my eyes narrowly focused on the misty streetlights.

Probably because of the small number of people, each light was about 300 meters apart, and we walked between the two lights, it was pitch black, and a little light could be faintly seen at the end of the road.

Closer to it, there was a car with the lights on, shaking and dizzy.

I grabbed the corner of his coat, and the inexplicable emotions welled up gave me the courage to confirm an answer to him.

"What about me, you ......" I don't know what I want to ask.

"What's wrong?"

"Did the meaning of what I just said come to pass?"

"Hmm. He chuckled, but didn't react much afterward.

Isn't that supposed to be surprised...... Or did I never expect this reaction......

When I got out of the alley, I finally saw the face of the person in the car opposite, it was Lin Dongzhe.

Zhao Yilun knocked on the car door with great effort, "Open the door!"

The person inside pursed the corners of his lips speechlessly and pushed the car door open.

Lin Dongzhe complained: "Zhao Yilun, you are enough to drag it, just use this tone when you ask for someone?"

"It's okay to ask for someone, but the key is that you're not human. ”

"Stinky boy!"

He's really.... Anyone is scared.

The heating in the car was forced to turn on by Zhao Yilun, and my body gradually warmed up, and my fingers were not as stiff as they were just now.

Lim Dong-chul put on an unhurried American country music, which should be Tim McG

AW sang, but the specific song title is not remembered.

As if forcing myself to recall the name of the song, I turned my head to the side, trying not to pay attention to the thoughtful Zhao Yilun next to me.

What the hell is it called.... Live fo

You still ...... Can't remember..... Just now, what is Zhao Yilun's answer.... Oh, I still can't control myself, I always care. When did you start to like him, just now or in some casual moment before?

I sighed, stupid enough to count time for something as complicated as feelings.

He.... What are you thinking about now, do you care about what I just said, or are you thinking about something else?

Really...... It's impossible, obviously the reaction just now was so flat...... But what if you're really thinking about what I just said!

"How handsome am I, and what makes you stare at me all the time?"

Hey, when did I turn my head?