Part 57 In Your Eyes
"Lu Xiangnan. ”
"Su Ke, why are you here?"
He turned his head with an unconcealed surprise in his eyes.
"You're there too. After a brief greeting to Liu Ruoning, I moved my gaze to Lu Xiangnan.
The white shirt as always, it still fits so well on him, but it lacks the youthfulness of the year.
Although the two of us are close to each other, we have not seen each other for more than ten days. If it's not deliberate, it's hard to meet different majors on a huge campus.
He shook the SLR in his hand and explained that he came with Liu Ruoning, and they needed to do an interview report about the welfare home.
"If you don't mind, come with us, let Brother Nan help take pictures, you just come with me to see inside." Liu Ruoning lifted the frame, she was very enthusiastic.
So I can't hate such a person.
"No, I'm here with the club. I smiled slightly and politely refused, the last time we met, she still called him Lu Xiangnan, and today it will be changed to Brother Nan.
....... It looks like it's really time to put it down.
My heart was slightly sour, I just felt uncomfortable for Su Ke, who was seventeen to nineteen years old, after all, at that time, in those years, I liked him.
After a little trimming, the teachers of the Youth Association came out in groups, one group cleaned up, and one group went to comfort the elderly and children in the welfare home.
Wang Jiazi and I went to the logistics department. There is a program group dedicated to performing programs for children, and we are mainly responsible for handing them water.
The auditorium that can accommodate hundreds of people underground in the welfare home is empty, and there are basically no people in the first few rows. Because I was standing in the last row, I couldn't see what was being performed in front of me, I could only hear the host announcing the curtain, and now I was playing the sign language version of Snow White and the Dwarf.
It was performed for the dozen or so deaf children, and I was there during the rehearsals. The actors are all students of our school, and there may not be any outstanding people, but each rehearsal is careful and meticulous.
The spotlights converged on the stage, and it was dark all around, and only the shadows of the people in the first few rows could be faintly seen.
In fact, without rigorous training, these disabled people in the welfare home are not allowed to be seen casually. Listening to the teachers of the Youth Association, most of them were rather short-tempered, and once a thirteen-year-old child kept five centimeters of fingernails without cutting them, and poked them in the teacher's face raw, and his mouth was full of all kinds of filthy words, and he even smashed him with a glass. After that, he began to be afraid of going to a welfare home, afraid of getting along with this group of people who had been forgotten by the world.
When communicating in private, he once said to me: "Many people think they are very kind and want to contribute to this disabled person, of course, if they don't have money, they want to contribute." But what they consider to be good is based on not harming personal interests. ”
Once the bottom line is touched, I believe that many people will retreat, because most people do not know them at all, and they do not know what the world of people with disabilities is really like, is it overflowing with deep gray, or blue soaked in sadness?
Of course, I was among those who didn't know them. I wasn't sure I could have the determination of the teacher to overcome my inner turmoil and stick to my original intention, even after being rejected by the thirteen-year-old.
In this regard, I greatly admire him.
That's why I've been nervous about how to get along with the elderly and children in the orphanage, but there's no denying that at least for now, I want to do something for them.
The center of gravity is unstable, and he suddenly steps on something. Then there was a small gasp.
"I'm sorry!"
I quickly apologized. The spotlight struck and slapped on the man's face, dazzling.
It's Lu Xiangnan, how could he be here?
The light quickly swept across his cheeks, so fast that I was a little skeptical that it wasn't him. Whether it's or not, I don't really want to talk right now, and my mouth hasn't gotten swollen yet.
"Please enjoy the show below, "The Adventures of the Sloppy King". ”
Is it just to announce the curtain like this, can those children understand? Or is it just to remind the actors?
A new show began, and the stage was red, green, and green, and I couldn't see it clearly.
In addition to being far away, I am also short-sighted, about 400 degrees, and if I don't wear glasses, I will have a very difficult time many times.
"Hahaha-"
The children in the front row are actually laughing, what kind of plot can make them so happy?
With this doubt in mind, I stood on my tiptoes.
Still invisible. As soon as I wanted to walk to the front, a pair of glasses fell on my head.
"Let's put it on, I'm 400 degrees now. ”
"Huh?" the voice was a little louder, and I quickly covered my mouth.
Thankfully, no one came to see it. After an embarrassing moment, I realized that it was Lu Xiangnan's glasses.
"Can you see clearly?" he asked me quietly
I looked ahead, and the degree was just right.
I remember when he first went to college, he was only 200 degrees, why did it rise so much all at once?
Maybe it's because there are too many questions to ask, and I don't know where the next sentence came from.
"Aren't you going to accompany Liu Ruoning?"
"She's interviewing, and I'm out to breathe. ”
Hiss - the teeth hit the lips just now, and it hurt badly.
"What's wrong?" Lu Xiangnan lowered his head, and with the change of lights on the stage, I could clearly see his face at that moment.
We were very close.
"Here's the last show, Cinderella—"
After the curtain rang out, there was a sparse round of applause in the auditorium.
I pushed Lu to the south.
There's no reason why I shouldn't push him away.
My vision was blurry, and I deliberately looked at the frames of the glasses, which were black and had some regular styles, which matched his style.
Those glasses brought back memories of me being 17 years old.
A blackboard full of formulas, a group of people who are constantly working hard for the last class assignment before the college entrance examination.
Lu Xiangnan and I sat in the third row by the window.
Sunlight shines through the glass on the blackboard, the smooth surface begins to reflect, and the already annoying formulas disappear as if they were out of thin air, and I can't see anything.
Even wearing glasses of 400 degrees had no effect, I stretched out Lu Xiangnan's notes, and the last stroke of the unfinished words slid down the book for most of the time, and he was not annoyed.
At that time, he didn't have glasses.
Unintentionally wandered, I had already thought so far.
The performance on stage doesn't know when it's over.
The teacher asked us to take a group photo on stage.
All of them sang Thanksgiving. Our bodies slowly swayed to the familiar melody, and we didn't sing very neatly.
Grateful heart, thank you for having you.
Among the many trendy songs today, this one is the old-fashioned kind, but it is in line with them now, and it is also in line with us now.
Standing in the front row, I saw a child, who was dark and thin, but he was smiling at me, and he was smiling brightly.
For a moment, for no reason, tears in the eyes.
Although I didn't do anything, I didn't say anything to them, but I sincerely wish them that they will learn to accept themselves and others in this world.