Sachiko's older brother Akikata is a very good man and a good older brother. As for whether it is so good, Lin Weisheng has no way of knowing, at least his sister will show off to her whenever she has the opportunity.

He was successful in his studies and completed a double degree at Sophia University. Sachiko took her to visit Sophia University and introduced her brother to civil engineering.

"I still prefer Waseda University, but it's a private university, and it's more than twice as expensive as the University of Tokyo. Sachiko held Lin Weisheng's arm without seeing anything, she was a girl who loved to imagine, and from time to time she would talk to people about her future ideals and life.

"Wei Sheng, do you still want to stay in Japan in college, or will you go back to your own country?"

"I don't know ...... yet," she said, hesitantly. It's not something she can control, Mr. A chooses to let her come to Japan, she comes, and if she is allowed to go, then she must also leave urgently.

She has always been in charge of her life. It was that way before, and it still is.

"And if you stay here, which university do you choose to go to?"

“...... I don't know anything about that. ”

"Come to Tokyo, it's very close to my house, I like you very much, and I hope to invite you to come to my house often to sit down." Ah, by the way, my mom will like you too, you and she are from the same country. ”

Although there will be a lot of pressure to go to Tokyo University, if you think about it, it is indeed a very good choice.

Sometimes she thinks about the answer to a question, why is she still miserable?

In the past, she was not satisfied because she couldn't eat enough for a meal, couldn't wear a beautiful dress, and couldn't learn what she liked. Now, she's not satisfied...... Think about it, what are you not satisfied with?

She was torn apart by that inexplicable emotion, trapped in it and unable to pull it out.

But as far as the past and the present are concerned, at least now she has hope, and one person said that he is willing to wait for her to grow up.

Sachiko told her not long ago that she didn't know Mr. Liu.

In the corner of the teaching building, passing by a window, she saw her Mr. Liu. Sachiko's brother was also there, saying that Mr. Liu was an off-campus lecturer specially hired by the school, and as for what he taught, he didn't know, but he had only met it once in the health room.

It seems that she really doesn't know him well enough.

She quietly pushed open the back door of the classroom, found the most inconspicuous spot, and sat down. Mr. Liu did not notice her.

She looks so thin and small, it is easy to drown in the sea of people, if you don't deliberately look at it, it is estimated that no one will recognize it.

But she didn't want to be so deliberate, she awkwardly wanted to know how much this man liked her. Without any prompting, she hoped he would recognize her.

He speaks fluent Japanese and constantly interacts with his students, and the classroom bursts into laughter from time to time. She wanted to know what they were talking about, but her Japanese skills were so poor that she barely understood a few words.

He smiled at them, and it seemed to come from the heart, not as deliberate as he had been with her. Is he a lively person? The students seemed to like to talk to him, and almost every student who was called on would laugh when he stood up. She sat in the back seat, and although she couldn't see it, she knew that they must have been smiling at him when they stood up.

Her Mr. Liu, it turns out that there is such a side. She thought he was just polite.

For someone who couldn't understand anything, sitting in her seat for two full hours, she felt like she had done her best. She wanted to learn Japanese, and she wanted to know what he said when he was with others.

For two hours, he dutifully tended to teach, and he didn't notice her in the corner at all.

She will inevitably be a little disappointed. She tried her best to persuade herself, she was uninvited, he couldn't see it, and she couldn't blame him.

It didn't matter if he couldn't find her, she could muster up the courage to stand in plain sight so he could recognize her at a glance, right?

At the end of the class, the students left the classroom one after another, and her Mr. Liu was packing up his things in a hurry.

She stood up, he thought he would see her.

She even called his name, in Chinese, of course, which she thought he would hear.

But he didn't.

A sweet-looking female student stepped forward with a thick book in her arms and talked and laughed with him. He put his hand on the girl's shoulder as he did to her.

She sat back in her seat. She remembered what she had said to Sachiko that day. If he likes her 100 percent, then she is willing to treat him 100 percent, but if he can only give 50 percent, she will not even give 30 percent to him.

She's so poor that she probably doesn't know when she'll have nothing left. She was afraid of being deceived.

But she won't forget that she is an out-and-out liar.

Ironically, she likes to lie to people, but she doesn't like people to lie to her.

She didn't wait for him to spot her and went back to the apartment alone. She told herself that she was not reconciled.

She was afraid that someone else would snatch him, so she preferred to be humble, as long as she could keep him.

That night, it was still snowing heavily. She wrapped herself in a bath towel and sat upright on the sofa.

He came to see her with a faint smell of wine and tobacco.

"Have you slept with any other woman?" her voice sounded hoarse, not very good, but some, unspeakable...... Sexuality, sensuality.

He simply snuffed out his cigarette and asked her, "Do you mind if I sleep with another woman?"

"Mind that. She looked at him and said seriously: "It's not fair to me, I'm the first time, you, no." ”

"You think I'm dirty?"

"I just mind, your first time, why didn't I take it. She let go of the towel and stood in front of him naked.

She touched his tie and asked him, "Do you like the women you slept with?"

"We used to be lovers, and at least when we were together, I liked them. ”

It's not her, it's them......

"Do you like me, then?" she ripped off his tie, and he didn't refuse.

"Like. He squeezed her hand and questioned, "I've slept with someone else, are you sure it's okay?"

"We didn't know them when you were with them. Before you knew me, you were free. You like them, you have sex with them, you don't have anything to do with me, I don't know you at that time, do I?"

She sat on his lap and blended in with him little by little, asking him to look at her face all the time, despite the shame.

"You're beautiful. He put his arm around her waist.

"Don't turn off the lights!" she told him, "You have to watch me, you're doing it with me now, don't miss them." ”

"Didn't think about it, I swear. He stroked her green face amusedly, "You're such a little wolf." ”

"Then can you swear that you will only do it with me in the future?"

"I swear. ”