Part 109 What Did I Do Wrong?
I have only one thought on my mind, money.
Even if I buy it with money, I'm going to let her out. I admit it's a stupid idea, man is a greedy creature after all, and if I give that madman money this time, he'll be like a leech, sucking my blood without stopping, until he drains me until there's no scum left.
Even if you give him money, let my mother see his true colors, escape from that perverted person, and if he is entangled again, then I will call the police.
But I don't have any money. Countless terrible thoughts flashed through my mind, campus loans, loan sharks...... My brain was a complete mess. I know I can't do anything, how could I do something like that? But I won't look for my dad, and I won't look for my brother. I won't use my dad's money to support a madman, an out-and-out pervert.
The only reliable person I think of is Xiaoliu. I feel ridiculed when I think about it, when I was a child, I pushed him to the ground and beat him, saying that there are many people who want to be close to me and be friends in this life, and he is not one of them. At the end of the day, the only person I could rely on was him.
I thought I had a relatively clear mind, and even if the so-called planning was not very well-planned, it was not too bad. In fact, I overestimated myself.
I don't know if it's the heavens or the madman who didn't give me the slightest respite.
The phone was vibrating, and the text messages received were chilling.
"He hit me, Xiao Ke, come and save me. ”
"He's picking up the bottle again!"
"No, I can't walk now, I can't even get out of bed, so you better not come. ”
I didn't dare to scroll down, my head buzzing, and my fingers froze on the words, 'You'd better not come'. Trembling, he called the phone, but no one answered.
Did she despair when she said let me save her? Was it just now, or was it because I, because I had given me the man's money in private, that I was in despair?
Was her previous half-push-and-half-indifference to me also pretended? It was the man who forced her, and she was afraid that she would implicate me...... Was it the same for the fourteen years before that, she was afraid of implicating me, my father, and my brother, so she never heard from me......
Is that so? Why didn't she tell me?
The sound of my phone's prompt kept bombarding my fragile nerves like a timer**, and I held it tightly, for fear that the next text message would be, 'He's going to kill me', 'I can't do it, don't come to me' and so on.
Fear, agitation, extreme fear.
I didn't think this would happen to me. I thought I would be like my father, or like my brother, and live an ordinary, but not mediocre life.
That kind of life has firewood, rice, oil and salt, quarrels, and work pressure, even if it is not outstanding and not brilliant, but I can still get what I want from it.
The only variable I didn't expect was the current situation.
Waiting, I can't do anything but wait.
Finally, I received the address from my mom.
"Come here and see me, I have something to tell you, he's gone. ”
She said that, what else do I have to think about? I am only full of regret, even though I am not the perpetrator of the violence, but I, as her closest relative, am like a bystander, no, worse than a bystander. I would just cower in the corner, impotent and waiting.
I felt as if I was on a moral tipping point about to be hanged, so that I could realize my mistake and that I had left her alone.
With this guilt, I found the address on the message. A house that looks old, and the green shade of the creeper can't hide its lifelessness. As expected, I was afraid, so I lingered in front of the door for a long time, never daring to go in.
Until a pair of rough hands dragged me in forcefully and rudely. The man smelled of alcohol mixed with a foul stench...... The hairs all over my body stood on end, and I knew who it was.
Fear seeped into every inch of his body like a poison, and he turned his head slowly, and his joints seemed to fail with it, making a clicking sound.
If only I had run away when I got the text message, if only I could have escaped......
"Where's the money, did you bring it?"
"You're deaf, talk!" he raised his hand and slapped his face, his face was hot, and he licked the corners of his mouth with his tongue, the smell of blood was broken.
"Where's my mom, let me see my mom!"
He poked his phone straight in my face, "Isn't it?"
...... I took a few steps back, and he forced me to retreat on the door panel, and I turned my hand to unscrew the handle to escape, but he locked the door with one hand, and I don't even know where to find two locks. I panicked and argued with him, only to get a slap and foul language.
"What are you going to do, what are you going to do, let me out!"
"Money, give me money and I'll let you go!"
"Let me out, I'll find the money to go, you let me out first!"
He poured down a large sip of wine, spit two mouthfuls of yellow phlegm on the ground, and said mockingly, "The hell only the hell believes you!"
"Aren't you ashamed to rely on women to eat, you can't even compare to those who ask for food on the street with your hands and feet!"
I, angered him.
He scolded me, but he didn't hit me, his face was full of lewdness, and he smiled, "After all, according to the generation, you should call me dad, tsk, what is this called." ”
"Little Wave Hoof, do you think I'm a bit of a beast like this?"
I screamed, and he snatched my phone and threw it out the window. He grabbed me like a man-eating beast, wrapped thick duct tape around my mouth, and his eyes were covered with filth.
"It's a beast, huh?" he pinched my face and forced me to look at him.
Angry, but unwilling. He didn't give me room to resist, his legs clamped tightly around my knees, his hands were clasped above my head, and I couldn't move or breathe.
"Ah, I still want to scold, call Daddy to listen!"
I struggled desperately, the muffled sound gagged in my mouth by the thick tape.
I can't do anything.
All I had left was the text messages, the words he had said to me, mimicking my mother's tone.
"He hit me, Xiao Ke, come and save me. ”
My heart was crying out in despair, who would save me!
Who's going to save me!
"Why don't you scream, scream, I'm starting to undress here. ”
"It's boring not to scream!"
"Fuck, call Lao Tzu!"
"Are you deaf? believe it or not, I'm going to kill you!"
"Call, learn from this in the video. Scream, hurry. That's what your mother called, and you call Lao Tzu too!"
“......”
Who's coming, help me......