Nostalgia Zhang Baotong 2018.11.29

Before I left my hometown, I always longed to leave quickly. My hometown is in an ordinary village in the hilly mountains of northern Hunan Province. My family lives under the tea mountain, and the clear Luo River flows in front of my house. Every April, the spring breeze blows, the drizzle flutters, the peach trees in front of the village bloom into a pink red, and the mountains and mountains are full of golden rape flowers. In the early morning and at night, cuckoos often cry from the mountains. At this time, if you climb the back mountain to the edge of the Blue Lake Reservoir, you can see the red flowers all over the mountain. Especially after the rain, when the sky is sunny and the sun sets at dusk, the sunset returns to shine, the river is reflected red, the fishermen sing late, the tired birds return to the nest, and the shepherd boy blows the piccolo and roars the cow back to the village. The hard-working peasants also greeted the smoke of the cottage and sang all the way to their homes. It's an intoxicating sight.

My hometown is very beautiful, the fish is fresh and the rice is fragrant, my hometown is very beautiful, and the girl is smart and beautiful. However, I still want to leave here, because the outside world always haunts my heart, and I want to be fascinated by it. I am an authentic rural kid who has never left my hometown and never seen the outside world. Therefore, I always imagine the outside world as if it were a dream, colorful and colorful. These are the images I see on TV.

At that time, I was just 18 years old and had already been admitted to a university in Xi'an. I eagerly awaited to leave here early and enter the big city that I had dreamed of so many times, and start a new life.

Finally, it was time to leave. In those days at the beginning of September, after the beginning of autumn, the weather was not so hot, the autumn was high and refreshing, the sun was shining, the sky was blue, and the river breeze was cool. When I woke up this morning, I suddenly felt an inexplicable panic. In a few days, I'll be leaving here and going to university in Xi'an. However, there is one thing that reassures me. That is my long-loved girl Xu Chunxiang. We went to school together since elementary school until junior high school and high school, and we agreed to go to college together and then apply to the same school, but she fell short of the list.

The day I received my acceptance letter, I went to her house to see her and try to comfort her, but before I could say anything, she burst into tears. I know that she is sad not only because she didn't get into college, but also because our lives have come to a fork in the road and we are about to break up from here. But she didn't want to leave me, and I didn't want to leave her. She has become a beautiful emotion in my life.

To comfort her, I took her to the Blue Lagoon. The Blue Lagoon Reservoir is seven or eight miles away from the village, and a small road winds through the mountains, which makes us feel even more entangled. I took her hand and walked from the path into the forest, and from the forest up the high hill, and standing on the hill, I could see that there were already daisies blooming on the side of the road. It reminds us of the good times we had together. But those good times, like the lost years, will never return.

We sat on the edge of the Blue Lake and watched the autumn forest, watched the sunset, and watched the Luo River fall like a jade belt in the mountains. We didn't speak for a long time, and she sang "Red River Valley" in a sad tone: "Come and sit beside me, don't leave in such a hurry, remember your hometown in the Red River Valley, and the girl who loves you." ”

I held her hand tightly and sang to her with emotion, "You will think of your hometown, how lonely and desolate, think of my pain after you are gone, and think of the sorrow left to me." At this time, apart from this song, some words are pale and weak, and they cannot express the sorrow of our hearts. We sang this song many times over and over again, and the more we sang, the more sad and desolate our hearts became.

When the afterglow of the setting sun fades into the sky, we know it's time for us to break up. I clasped her hand and swore to her, "Wait for me?" and I'll be back in four years. But she shook her head, and said to me with tears in her eyes that the distance between us would ever widen, and that the paths between us would never overlap again. Of course, I understood what she meant, but I assured her that the sea was rotten, but our long-loved relationship would not change. She said in a sad voice, everything will change, even time will change, I don't want to have illusions about the future, as long as you can remember me.

We silently stared into the distance until the twilight mist gathered on the lake's edge. At this time, we walked hand in hand from the lake to the hill, and from the hill down to the forest, and then parted at the fork in the path.

Since then, there has been a faint sadness in my heart. I was afraid of leaving her, and I was even more afraid of losing her, and for many years I had developed a habit of being very flustered as long as I didn't see her for a day. She was the same, and sometimes, in order to see me, she dared to walk a round trip on a dark path. Because her house is separated from my house by a few mountain bends, the mountains are remote and uninhabited, and walking in the mountains at night still makes people feel a little chilled. However, she is already a kind of warmth and emotion in my heart, which makes me feel that this world is so pure and happy.

I'm an aspiring person, but I don't have too high expectations for life. I want to be a middle school teacher near my hometown, and I can be in love with the girl I love. These are my two biggest wishes. If one of these two dreams doesn't come true, then my life won't be fulfilled. That's why I have such sorrow in my heart. Recently, because I have been in the excitement of the title of the gold list, this faint sadness has been ignored and forgotten. However, when I was about to leave my hometown, my father and mother, and the girl I loved, this sadness involuntarily enveloped my heart again.

Counting it up, we haven't seen each other for a day or two. This was unthinkable in the past. In the past, we were in the same class and saw each other almost every day. Even during the summer and winter vacations, we often come and go every day under the pretext of studying and doing problems. However, now that we don't go to school anymore, we have time to see each other every day, but we don't see each other for many days. This is naturally very unusual. I've been to her house two or three times, but I haven't seen her. I don't know if she's really not at home, or if she's deliberately avoiding me. It made me feel very uneasy.

It was already getting dark, but I was still in bed. My heart was pounding, and every beating felt like I had been hit by a falling rock, leaving me feeling short of breath and tightness in my chest and heavy breathing. I don't want to lose the girl I love because I pursue my dreams. She is just as important as my dreams. A person can only be regarded as a brilliant life when he flies with wings in love and dreams. With that in mind, I got up from bed, washed up casually, and went to her house.

Her home is in Houling Village, and she has to walk through a few woods and a few mountain bends from the path of Chashan, about four or five miles away. The morning sun is fresh and bright, and the mountains are filled with an alluring golden light. The leaves flutter in the cool autumn breeze and the path twists and turns ruggedly through the mountains. The sky is clear, there is no one in the mountains, cicadas are chirping, birds are chirping, and the cool breeze is blowing. The autumn colors in the mountains are silent and misty.

Houling Village is located in the valley of the tea mountain, there is a large lotus pond at the entrance of the village, and several farmhouses are built on the side of the dense forest. As soon as I entered the village, I happened to see Chunmei washing vegetables by the pond, she was Xu Chunxiang's second sister. I asked her, is your sister at home? Chunmei is in her second year of junior high school, and she looks very similar to her sister, but she is not as quiet and beautiful as her sister. Because Xu Chunxiang is the most beautiful and beautiful girl in the entire Chashan Village.

Chunmei said that her sister went to her aunt's house a few days ago and said that she would stay there for a while. No wonder I didn't see her when I came here the other day. I wondered, so I asked your aunt what's good there? She was going to stay there for so long? Chunmei shook her head, and said I don't know, she said that her head hurts, and she is so annoyed that she wants to find a quiet place to stay for a few days.

As soon as I heard this, I knew that she was deliberately avoiding me and did not want to see me. Did I really make her feel inferior and ashamed, made her feel sad and sad, but she should know that I really loved her. Although we have diverged in this path of life, it is only destiny, not my will. I really wanted to tell her these words in my heart, but her aunt's family lived in Taolin Village, Caoping Township, thirty or forty miles from here, and there was no road or shuttle bus.

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