Goodbye My First Love (Short Story) Zhang Baotong

Coming back from town, it was getting late. When I entered the house, it was pitch black and there was no movement. I was very surprised, so I turned on the light. At this time, I saw my father sitting at the small table in the hall, like a clay statue. I asked, "Dad, what's wrong with you?"

Dad shook his head, but still didn't say a word. I walked up to him, and then I noticed that my father's eyes were full of tears, and there was a large cigarette butt scattered on the ground in front of me. I was even more upset, so I asked, "Dad, what's wrong with you?" because I knew that my father had always been reticent and unrelenting, and if something terrible hadn't happened, he wouldn't have been like this.

I sat down in front of my father and grabbed his hand. His hands were cold, so cold that I felt the heart of my lungs. Seeing me talking to him so cordially, he actually cried, and the more he cried, the more painful it became, and after a long time, he held back his crying and said to me, "Ying'er, Dad is sorry for you!"

I sat next to him and wept with him, and I said, "Dad, do you regret it?" and Dad nodded vigorously and said, "But there is no way, there is no medicine in the world to regret." I said with tears in my eyes, "Dad, you haven't always hoped that I can be productive and capable." Now that I have the talent and ability, why do you regret it?"

Dad said, "I hope you have the ability to do something, but I want you to live happily." I said, "Dad, how do you know I'm not happy with my life?" Dad shook his head again and again, and said, "Dad can see it, because you can't forget the New Year." ”

I hurriedly explained, "Dad, you're wrong, I miss the New Year, I'm grateful for the New Year, he saved my life, and he died because of my absence." Over the years, the thought of this has made me very uneasy. Besides, I haven't been to see him for many years, and I always feel indebted to him, and now I'm going to the United States, and I don't know when I'll be back, so I want to go and see him. ”

I wiped my father's tears with a tissue and said, "If you want to be grateful, you and my mother, and my second uncle should be most grateful, if you hadn't sent me to Xi'an to go to school, I don't know where I would work." ”

My father stopped his tears, his eyes lit up, and he said, "You really don't hold a grudge against us?" I said, "I just thank you, how can I hate you." Which parent in the world doesn't want their children to live well?"

The father sighed deeply and said, "Just now your mother was angry with me, blaming me for being a tyrant who wanted to send you to Xi'an, so that you died at a young age in the new year, and made your heart unhappy for many years." Now that you're going to the United States again, she can't sleep every day, I'm afraid she's going crazy. ”

Listening to my father's words, I was really worried, afraid that my mother would be depressed and nervous because of this. I would like to tell my mother that if you don't want your children to fly away, you have to watch them more closely and don't let them develop wings, and if you want them to develop wings, you can't stop them from flying away. If my mother understood this, she would no longer be unable to figure it out.

I wanted to persuade my mother, so I went to the kitchen, only to see that the kitchen was pitch black, the cold pot was cold, not to mention that dinner was not cooked, and even the pots and pans at noon were still piled up there and not washed. I wondered if my mother would be in my room. Because parents generally don't go out when they're angry, they're afraid of being laughed at.

I turned on the lights. Mother was in my house. She sat on the edge of the bed, wiping away tears. I sat next to my mother, held her hand, and said, "Mom, if you really regret it, I won't go to the United States." ”

My mother seemed taken aback, and immediately glared at me, and shouted, "What if you don't go, what should Wei Hua do?" I said, "He can stay alone in the United States." The mother waved her hand again and again, and said, "No, no, what can you do?" Then, in a teaching tone, she said to me seriously, "My child, you have to remember that you are now Wei Hua's person, and you must live well with Wei Hua." ”

I said, "But, don't you think I'm flying too far and you're afraid that you won't see me?" My mother shook her head and said, "That's what I think, but that's because I feel sorry for you and can't bear you, but my mother can figure it out, as long as you can live well and feel happy, your mother will rest assured, and your mother will be happy." ”

I wondered how my mother's mind could change so quickly? I said to my mother coquettishly, "You really figured it out?" My mother wiped her tears and smiled, stroked my cheek, and said, "You are my mother's baby, and my mother can't bear you, but there is no way." You don't know, Mom often thinks that you can't sleep. ”

Mom's words made me burst into tears. Once again, I felt the great motherly affection. I think people, like many animals, will think of their mothers in the most dangerous and helpless moments, calling for their mothers, because they have such powerful power and such selfless maternal love. I hugged my mom tightly and kept shouting, "Mommy, Mommy!" and I couldn't say anything.

I know that mothers all over the world want their children to be well, they want their children to fly high and far, and they want to be able to watch them and touch them at any time. No wonder my mother is aging so fast, she is only in her fifties, her hair is already a lot grayer, and she is getting thinner and thinner, and she is becoming more and more miserable.

My mother wiped my tears, and I wiped my mother's tears. I said to my mother, "Mom, I've installed a phone for you and my dad, and the telecommunications department will come and install it in the next year." In the future, if you miss me, call me. The number is 54722828. "Originally, I wanted to tell my mother that I carefully chose this number, which means: I am a daughter who loves her father and mother. However, because of my heavy heart, I did not say such joking things to her.

Mom immediately put on a straight face and said, "We can make our own phone calls, how can we let you come to An?" You have sent us so much money, how can you let you spend money again?" I said, "Mom, spending money is nothing, I'm afraid that you can't sleep if you think about it." Look, you have so many gray hairs now. Mom sighed and said, "Mom is getting old, getting older day by day." The older people get, the more they think about their children, and there is no way. ”