"Wangwang~"

When Li Bochuan was about to reach the top of the mountain, he heard the cry of Montenegro in the distance. After a while, Li Bochuan saw Black Mountain appear in front of Li Bochuan, and the white figure of Black Mountain in the dark was also dyed black.

"You're the only one with me. Li Bochuan took Black Mountain in his arms and said softly.

Montenegro didn't scream, just lay obediently in Li Bochuan's arms, as if he knew that his master was in a bad mood at the moment.

I don't know why, when he saw Montenegro, Li Bochuan suddenly felt cordial, just like his family.

The night was still dark, and the silence was terrible.

After Li Bochuan finished washing, the sky had begun to light a little bit, and the sky was about to dawn, but Li Bochuan's heart was still shrouded in darkness.

The night is hypnotic, and the mind is awakened.

Li Bochuan wanted to lie down and sleep well, he didn't think about anything, he didn't think about anything, he let his brain stand by completely, he believed that after a good night's sleep, he would forget everything, at least about Yan Dong

However, when Li Bochuan lay down, closed his eyes, and all kinds of thoughts came like a tide, he tried to control himself not to think, but the things in his mind finally lingered, as if they were originally engraved there. Li Bochuan put on headphones, and there was light music in the headphones, and the soft music could hypnotize, and he believed that this was a good way to make him sleep.

Tossing and turning, tossing and turning, the sky was already bright, Li Bochuan lay flat for a while, turned to the left side to sleep for a while, and slept on the right side for a while, and there was soothing music in his ears, the light music did not let him sleep, but made him more awake.

Li Bochuan remembered that when he met Yan Dong for the first time, he went to send a letter, and she should have sent a letter as well. He bumped into her. The sun was shining brightly that day, and he still remembered her frowning in pain as cute. Li Bochuan remembered the embarrassment and surprise when he delivered takeaways, he remembered that he often chatted with her, and he remembered the embarrassed escape after seeing her in the hospital. Twice embarrassed, but it was a different mood.

It was completely dawn.

"Take a break when you have a cold!"

Li Bochuan picked up his mobile phone and sent a message to Yan Dong, "I hope you are happy" Li Bochuan deleted and typed, typed and deleted, and finally felt that he had given up, and then after a long struggle, he resolutely pressed the "delete friend" button.

Since then, they have forgotten each other.

Li Bochuan wanted to cry a little, but he couldn't cry, he just felt panicked in his heart. In fact, Li Bochuan knows that it is normal for Yan Dong to be with others, because Li Bochuan is not Yan Dong's person, at most he is just a good friend, at this point, who Yan Dong is with is completely Yan Dong's freedom, and he has no right to interfere. In addition, Li Bochuan likes Yan Dong, but Yan Dong doesn't know it, so at most, it is Li Bochuan's unilateral liking, that's all.

Although Li Bochuan knew this, Li Bochuan was still very sad. Anyone can be sad. When you like someone for a long time and suddenly find that the other person already has a partner, that huge loss will immediately surround your heart, just like your beloved thing is suddenly snatched away.

Li Bochuan put down his mobile phone and took out a letter and pen instead, he wanted to write a letter.

Dear Stranger,

Zhan Xinjia!

Today, I'm out of love!Oh, no, no, no, more specifically, it's probably my unilateral crush that's over. Seeing this, I think you should understand, yes, the person I like has a partner, and she doesn't know that I like her yet.

At first, I also felt that I shouldn't give up, even though she has a partner, but they are only boyfriend and girlfriend, not husband and wife, so I still have a chance. But on the other hand, I felt inferior, I didn't feel worthy of her, and I wasn't ready to confess to her, I didn't seem to be born to be good at this kind of thing, or I should say I didn't take the initiative. Yes, I don't take the initiative.

In fact, slowly I know that everything can only happen if you take the initiative, and if you don't take the initiative, it will never be possible. It's like there is a delicacy in front of you, everyone is salivating, some people are bold, cheeky to ask if you can eat, can you give him a little, so, he gets the opportunity to taste such a delicacy, only you are embarrassed to step forward and speak, so you can only watch others divide up the food in front of you, and you are starving alone, but you have to blame them for not leaving you a little bit. It's like that's in love, and it's like that's with other things.

I think I'm that guy. On the one hand, I want something beautiful to happen, but on the other hand, I don't take the initiative, and I always get in the way of face and thin skin.

I think I should have changed, I think I should be thick-skinned and proactive. I wish I could do something, not just do nothing because I didn't take the initiative. I want my life to be exciting enough and not end up being mediocre. I hope that I can move forward without caring about other people's eyes, and not be constrained by other people's eyes.

I decided not to chase her anymore, it was the result of my tossing and turning, thinking about it.

I wish you good health and happiness!

A lovelorn stranger

November 17, 2018

After writing it in one go, Li Bochuan deposited the letter in an envelope.

The sun is already shining on the earth, accompanied by the morning birdsong and breeze.

When Li Bochuan came outside, he didn't feel sleepy, but took out the holy spring pot and watered the elixir and other herbs in the elixir field, weeded, and removed insects.

After doing this, Li Bochuan took out the jerky that Montenegro ate.

"Montenegro, had breakfast. Li Bochuan shouted at Black Mountain, who was running around outside the house.

Hearing Li Bochuan's call, Black Mountain immediately ran in from outside the house, nothing is more important than food.

"Wang~"

"Okay, add another slice. Li Bochuan knew that it meant that it was not enough to eat, and he needed to add food.

After finishing this, Li Bochuan read a book in the room.

At noon, Dongfang Yang came and brought food to Li Bochuan, saying that he was coming to see Li Bochuan, afraid that he would not be able to think about it!

In this regard, Li Bochuan was helpless, but his heart was warm, knowing that Dongfang Yang cared about himself.

"When did you get a dog?" asked Dongfang Yang when he saw Black Mountain.

"Half a month ago!"

"This dog is so cute! Pulling it out will definitely attract the attention of many girls!" Looking at the white body of Montenegro, Dongfang Yang's eyes lit up, "Bo Chuan, let me pull this dog out in the afternoon!"

"I don't have an opinion, it depends on whether it has any opinions!" Li Bochuan pointed to Montenegro.

"Montenegro, go out with me in the afternoon?" Dongfang Yang said while touching Montenegro's head while tricking it.

"Wang~" Montenegro made a gesture to bite Dongfang Yang, as if this was an insult to it.

"Yes, if you don't let it, you won't let it!Why are you so fierce!" Dongfang Yang also made a gesture to hit it.

A man and a dog formed a confrontation in this way.

"Okay, eat your slices of meat!" In the end, it was Li Bochuan who resolved this confrontation.