Chapter 55: When Will You Fall in Love With Me?
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Jiang Yuxing's words made Song Sisi stunned, but what made her feel even more embarrassed was that Jiang Yuxing had already seen through her thoughts.
It was also in the past few days that Song Sisi discovered that Jiang Yuxing's mind may not be so simple.
Of course, before marrying him, she also decided to marry him because Jiang Yuxing's family was not wealthy and thought that he would never dare to have two hearts after marriage.
And Jiang Yuxing is indeed much better than those rich second generations who can only talk sweetly, from the beginning Jiang Yuxing confessed to her that his hometown and greedy and indifferent relatives were there, but she felt that it was not a big problem at that time, they had not been in touch for many years, and now they are thousands of miles apart, and they may not necessarily know about them.
But the farce in the Song family a few days ago slapped her in the face.
She listened to those daughters of the Song family who said that she was good, and what did she have to do if she had to marry such a poor boy, and it was false that there was no fluctuation in her heart.
No matter how good Jiang Yuxing is, the filth from his original family is as inseparable as the mud that grows white lotus.
But Jiang Yuxing's own action was indeed beyond her expectations, when she was still frightened by those middle-aged men and women like ruffians and hooligans, Jiang Yuxing had already called the police, and after the people were taken away, he comforted her softly, and then went to the patrol bureau with him.
Later, Jiang Yuxing's handling of her didn't know how to do it, but listening to Old Man Song's tone was praised, Jiang Yuxing listened to Old Man Song's praise, and just said lightly, since he has become a member of the Song family, he is ready and will not bring trouble to the Song family.
Old Man Song looked at him with even more appreciation.
Whether it was Jiang Yuxing's calm attitude towards the Jiang family's relatives that day, or what he just said, it made Song Sisi feel that Jiang Yuxing's man was not simple.
But the amazing thing is that she didn't feel panicked, and she felt lucky in her heart, and she had a feeling of earning.
"Then what should we do now?" she couldn't help but ask Jiang Yuxing.
Jiang Yuxing glanced at her and said, "Leave her alone." ”
Of course, Song Sisi didn't know that the "she" Jiang Yuxing was referring to Lin Yi, he glanced at the woman who was full of happiness beside Song Jingshen, chuckled, and looked away.
Does she know that her current happiness is actually fake?
After that, they didn't take the initiative to talk to Song Jingshen and Lin Yi, but the party venue was not big, and Song Jingshen and Lin Yi must have seen them.
But until the end of the party, Song Jingshen and Lin Yi did not talk to them.
The reason is very simple, Lin Yi didn't know that Jiang Yuxing and Song Sisi were also there.
Song Jingshen skillfully blocked her vision with his body, and Lin Yi didn't expect them to be there, just having to deal with the people who came to greet her with grace was enough for her to be exhausted.
Fortunately, her performance was not bad, at least she didn't embarrass Song Jingshen.
They didn't stay late, they went back at eight o'clock, and Song Jingshen didn't be polite to Lin Yi, saying that there would be such a party in the future.
Lin Yi glanced at Song Jingshen with some grievances, but still agreed.
As he said, it was her obligation to accompany him to these occasions, she had been hiding for more than a year, Song Jingshen had not forced her, nor did she use this as a reason to find another woman, and she already had a lot of respect for her.
Thinking about it this way, Song Jingshen was indeed very tolerant of her, and Lin Yi didn't want to admit that he was spoiling her.
The more Lin Yi thought about it, the more uncomfortable she became, and Song Jingshen also noticed her gaze, and turned his head to look at her gently: "What's wrong?"
"Song Jingshen, what do you think about our marriage?" Lin Yi thought about it, and the most popular still couldn't help but ask.
"What do you mean?"
Lin Yi played with her fingers, avoiding Song Jingshen's gaze, she said: "You yourself said that we didn't get married because we loved each other, aren't you dissatisfied with such a marriage?"
"Dissatisfied, because you don't love me?" Song Jingshen asked very directly, making Lin Yi stunned.
It is the first time to discuss this issue with Song Jingshen so bluntly, since getting married, Lin Yi has been avoiding this issue, but now she really can't hold her breath.
"Hmm. ”
"No, I've never been dissatisfied," Song Jingshen said, "You said it yourself, we didn't get married because we loved each other, so why should I be dissatisfied with what I knew from the beginning?"
Saying that, Lin Yi was even more entangled.
"It's better to say you're the one to be dissatisfied, aren't you?"
Song Jingshen's sudden rhetorical question made Lin Yi stunned again.
Song Jingshen continued: "When I reach this age, I don't want to pursue such an illusory thing as love, but you are different, you are still young, and you must still think that you must marry the person you love when you get married, right?"
These words hit Lin Yi's thoughts, and Lin Yi lowered his head with a red face.
Song Jingshen smiled and said, "So the person who feels dissatisfied should be you, you can vent your dissatisfaction to me as much as you want, and I will try my best to satisfy you." ”
Song Jingshen looked serious when he said it, and Lin Yi also knew that he wouldn't tell lies, but he didn't expect that Song Jingshen's laissez-faire to her all along was actually tolerating her, and she thought that Song Jingshen didn't care about her as a wife at all...... Lin Yi's mood was suddenly a little complicated, she knew that Song Jingshen was so patient, she should have done a little more, at least to vent some of her dissatisfaction, instead of digesting it silently.
"But there is one thing that doesn't work," suddenly Song Jingshen said in a serious tone, "If you want to divorce, I won't agree to it anyway." ”
These words made Lin Yi completely ruined, she pushed him and said, "I have your child in my belly, how can I still divorce?"
Song Jingshen also smiled and held her in his arms again, he actually knew that since Lin Yi was willing to let herself conceive his child, it proved that she had made up her mind. No matter how anxious he is to have a child, in fact, the initiative of pregnancy is still in her hands, and he has patience and self-confidence, so he will turn a blind eye to the contraceptive pills she has taken most of the pills on the bedside table.
"Lin Yi," he added, "I know that we don't care much about each other because we love each other, but even if there is no love, I promise you that I will love you and protect you until I am old." ”
These words made Lin Yi's heart sour and painful, and she said: "But since you don't love me, why can you make such a promise? Only after loving someone, will you be good to him, right?"
"That's right, it's okay for you to think like that, but at my age you know that you can be nice to someone if you want to, and it's not a particularly difficult thing to do. ”
Lin Yi couldn't accept Song Jingshen's statement, but in fact, Song Jingshen didn't love her, and he could be very good to her.
She has nothing to say, maybe it's really because Song Jingshen is much older than her.
She pursed her lips and said, "That is, you won't fall in love with me, will you?"
These words made Song Jingshen stunned, it was very strange for Lin Yihui to suddenly mention the question of whether to love or not tonight, and when she heard her somewhat dissatisfied tone at this time, she realized in hindsight: "Are you dissatisfied that I don't love you?"
Lin Yi's face turned red suddenly, and she hurriedly wanted to say no, but after seeing Song Jingshen's eyes, she paused, if Song Jingshen could fall in love with her, she would not be dissatisfied with his marriage.
While it's a little unfair to ask for this before she's in love with him, when will it be fair?
"You—Didn't you say that you would listen to me for everything except divorce?" she said, still a little lacking in confidence.
Song Jingshen looked at her blushing face, and also softened his heart, he could feel that Lin Yi had changed a lot recently, yes, she had actually made up her mind since she was willing to get pregnant, long before she confirmed her pregnancy, and he was still the same, it was his mistake.
"Okay," he kissed her on the cheek, and said, "I will try to fall in love with you, but what about you, and when will you fall in love with me?"
Song Jingshen's question really stunned Lin Yi, when, how did she know?
"Then let's all work hard," Song Jingshen naturally knew the reason why she couldn't speak at this time, but he also let her go, she was already very surprised that she could say these words today, he was already very satisfied, so he said: "We both try to fall in love with each other, okay?"
It was really the only way, Lin Yi nodded.
**
But how do you fall in love with someone?
After making an agreement with Song Jingshen yesterday, Lin Yi quickly discovered such a problem.
Song Jingshen has always indulged her, and now that she is pregnant, she doesn't need her to get up early to make breakfast for her, and even in order not to disturb her sleep, she gets up cautiously in the morning, for fear of disturbing her.
Lin Yi felt that perhaps it would be more difficult for her to fall in love with Song Jingshen than to make Song Jingshen fall in love with her.
After deciding to fall in love with Song Jingshen, Lin Yi began to face Song Jingshen squarely.
Song Jingshen, age 30, identity is the CEO of the Song family, according to the generation, he is the first heir, he is 184 tall, and she has seen the figure for a long time.
In short, on the whole, he is a pretty good man.
Man...... Once he began to look at Song Jingshen with this kind of vision, Lin Yi inexplicably felt a sense of shame from the bottom of his heart.
When I was a student, I listened to girls discuss what kind of person they want to be their boyfriend or husband in the future, and they didn't know much about men at that time, and only used known male stars to apply their own requirements, at that time, Lin Yi also liked the appearance of a male star, thinking that it would be good if such a man could be his husband in the future, and now the male star has not appeared on the TV screen for a long time, but compared with Song Jingshen's appearance, he can still win a little bit.
There is no problem with Song Jingshen in terms of appearance and family background, the rest is his character, which Lin Yi is not sure, but in the past experience, Song Jingshen may indeed be good.
After Song Jingshen went to work, Lin Yi was at home alone and unconsciously thought about Song Jingshen's affairs for a long time, and when he saw that the time was almost noon, there was gradually a little cooking sound downstairs, Lin Yi was a little itchy, and wanted to ask Song Jingshen what he was doing now.
If it had been placed in the past, Lin Yi would definitely not contact Song Jingshen for such a plain reason, firstly, because she usually couldn't remember Song Jingshen, and secondly, because she knew that he was at work and was afraid of disturbing him, but now that his identity is different after all, Lin Yi thought about it and sent him a message - what are you doing now?
Such an unnutritious conversation made Lin Yi feel evil, but he didn't ask anything else, so he sent it over hard.
Fortunately, Song Jingshen didn't ignore her news, and the interval was not too short, and his message was sent - in a meeting, what about you.
Lin Yi thought about this question carefully, she was sitting cross-legged on the sofa in the room holding her mobile phone at this time, what could she do?
- Message you.
She told the truth, not long after she sent it, Song Jingshen replied to her six points.
What does that mean?
Don't want to talk to her?
She was a little unhappy in an instant, forget it, anyway, there was nothing to talk about between them.
Just then, the servant came to call her for lunch, so she dropped her phone and went downstairs.
**
In the Song conference room, when Song Jingshen looked at his phone for the eighth time, someone finally couldn't help but remind him: "Mr. Song ......"
Song Jingshen heard the voice, raised his head from his mobile phone, nodded to his subordinates who had already finished reporting, and signaled that he could go down.
"What's wrong with that, boss? It's the first time I've seen him wander in a meeting. Someone whispered.
"What's next?" Song Jingshen put his phone aside and looked up to ask his assistant.
The assistant took out a document and whispered to Song Jingshen: "Next is a personnel appointment and dismissal notice......
Song Jingshen nodded without waiting for him to finish, meaning that he already knew what was going on.
"Can you wait a minute?"
And just when he was about to let the assistant announce, Jiang Yuxing, who was separated from him by several positions, suddenly raised his hand and said.
The more he looked at him now, the more unpleasant it became, and he couldn't help frowning when he raised his hand at this time.
"What's the matter?" said him, but he kept his demeanor.
"Before that, I have something I want to tell you. ”
Song's executives and others were silent and motioned for him to continue.
Jiang Yuxing saw that everyone was silent but not surprised, and he felt even more that he should continue.
He said, "I want to resign from my position in the Song clan," he paused deliberately at this time, well, no one objected, and sure enough, he expected it.
He continued: "Actually, everyone knows that I came in by nepotism, and I didn't learn this, and after this time, I also found that I was not suitable for this, so I'm sorry to leave everyone with a lot of trouble and pat my ass and leave." ”
Later, his words finally provoked some people to come out and echo the two sentences, but there were still few people who redeemed them.
They all set their sights on the man on the throne of the Lord.
After really entering the Song family, Jiang Yuxing also knew that in the Song family, Song Jingshen was the one who said the same, and the old man Song was already semi-retired, and it was not too much to say that the Song family was Song Jingshen's empire alone, so there was no need for him to stay here and continue to be abused by him.
He also looked straight at Song Jingshen on the main seat.
In fact, it doesn't matter to him whether he has this job or not, he is married to Song Sisi now, and he is supported by the Song family regardless of whether he works or not, although he has seen Song Sisi's account, it is a little pitiful, but that is also for Song Sisi Such a daughter, his pursuit of life is not high, it is better to say that he is now able to return to a state of idleness, he is looking forward to it.
Song Jingshen looked at Jiang Yuxing fixedly, to be honest, he didn't expect Jiang Yuxing to resign so calmly, he obviously heard that he worked very hard, and even asked him to work overtime, he would not shirk, why was he so calm at this time?
He naturally knew that even if he didn't have a job, Jiang Yuxing was still a moth of the Song family, no matter what, he had to support him.
Thinking of this, Song Jingshen suddenly felt a little irritable in his heart, and regretted that he didn't dispose of Jiang Yuxing earlier.
He gritted his teeth, let go again, and said with a smile: "Indeed, you studied medicine in college after all, and it is indeed difficult for you to suddenly turn to sales," he paused and said: "It's also a good thing that you can recognize yourself at this time, rest assured, the Song family is not the only one thing for you to do, Sisi is also pregnant at this time, you have time now, just accompany her more." ”
Jiang Yuxing was not surprised that he agreed, but he didn't expect that he would even belittle him in front of the Song family's executives and everyone.
Forget it, he can't starve to death at this time anyway, and he is happy to be idle.
After the meeting, Lin Yi still didn't reply to his message, Song Jingshen was a little surprised that he would be so upset by her news, he might care more about that woman than he thought.
Just as he was thinking about whether to make a call to Lin Yi, he suddenly heard someone knocking on the door.
He put down his phone and said, "Come in." ”
He thought it was an assistant, but he didn't expect the door to open and reveal a face he didn't want to see.
"I know you don't like me, but you don't have to look at me like that, do you?"
As soon as Jiang Yuxing saw Song Jingshen's disgusted face, he said with a smile.
Song Jingshen couldn't help frowning when he heard his frivolous tone, but soon chuckled and said, "Have you finally shown your true colors?"
"Really?" Jiang Yuxing paused, as if thinking for a while, pulled out a stool in front of Song Jingshen and sat down, sitting in a very casual posture, in Song Jingshen's opinion, it was arrogant.
"I don't even know what my true face is, but Mr. Song actually knows?"
"Indifferent and ruthless, greedy for vanity," Song Jingshen looked at him and said, "Isn't this you?"
Jiang Yuxing was stunned, as if he didn't expect Song Jingshen to say this about him, chuckled, and said, "Maybe it's really like this." ”
Seeing him like this, Song Jingshen lost his patience, leaned on the back of the seat, and asked him, "What do you want to do?"
"I can't think of what to do for the time being," Jiang Yuxing deliberately misunderstood the meaning of Song Jingshen's words, and then asked Song Jingshen: "It's better to say that I want to ask Mr. Song, since I already knew that Lin Yi gave me money in private, why didn't you say it?"
"Say it?" Song Jingshen chuckled, "Who are you talking to?Lin Yi?or you?Weren't you poor at that time?The little money that Lin Yi gave you was regarded as a good deed, and I didn't have that money." ”
Song Jingshen's tone of inappropriate things was unexpected by Jiang Yuxing, his wife gave money to other men, and he said it so lightly with such a green light warning.
"It's still to blame me for saying this, I had less to ask for Lin Yi at the beginning, I knew that you were so generous, so I would have ordered more with Lin Yi. Jiang Yuxing smiled.
Song Jingshen also smiled, but there was warning and banter in his eyes, "You can try." ”
Looking at Song Jingshen's eyes, the smile on the corner of Jiang Yuxing's mouth was put away, of course he understood what he meant, if he really did it at that time, Song Jingshen would clean him up first, and at that time, he really didn't dare to mess with Song Jingshen casually.
The more he thought about it, the more he felt a chill in his back, and Song Jingshen's feeling of being in control of everything made him grit his teeth with hatred.
However, he quickly let go and continued to smile, "But Lin Yi doesn't know about this matter yet, right?"
Seeing that Song Jingshen's face really changed as he thought, Jiang Yuxing felt relieved, and he continued with a smile: "If she knows, what should she think?
Love......
Song Jingshen didn't expect to hear this familiar word from Jiang Yuxing's mouth again.
Yes, he also discussed this issue with Lin Yi deeply yesterday, and the conclusion surprised him, trying to fall in love with each other, Song Jingshen didn't know if he could work love, but Lin Yi was satisfied from the beginning, age and body can't deceive people, he was her first man, in this year, she only had him, although her heart had cheated for a while, but now she is already planning to retract.
He didn't have to do anything, he just waited for this result.
"What, you want to help me tell her?" Song Jingshen asked.
Jiang Yuxing was stunned for a moment, and Song Jingshen's still immovable attitude annoyed him.
"Actually, you don't have to tell her, she already knows that I don't love her," he looked at Jiang Yuxing and said, "This is a fact that we already understood before we got married." But you surprised me, didn't you also love Song Sisi, and you still married her? Don't you think it's a little late to pretend that you can get married without love at this time?"
Jiang Yuxing didn't expect him to mention Song Sisi, and instantly became anxious, "I'm different from you!"
"What's the difference?"
Jiang Yuxing looked at Song Jingshen, whose momentum had obviously won him, and really felt a sense of frustration.
“...... At least I didn't force a woman to get pregnant," Jiang Yuxing gritted his teeth and said, seeing Song Jingshen's face change slightly, he finally felt relieved, he sneered: "Don't you just think that Lin Yi is pregnant, and you have no fear, so you came to confess to me? Why, do you think that her pregnancy is the end? She is willing to live with you for the rest of her life?"
Jiang Yuxing found the confidence and said to Song Jingshen: "Song Jingshen, this is the difference between me and you, I don't care if my woman has had someone else before me, even if she has given birth to other men, I don't care, but what about you, if the child in Lin Yi's belly is not yours at this time, can you forgive her?"
Song Jingshen's face was pale, and he gritted his teeth and said: "It's not wrong that the child in Lin Yi's belly is mine, I am completely convinced of this, don't think that you can deceive me like this." And you said that you don't care what your woman had before, that's you, Lin Yi, she must be different from you. ”