Chapter 84: Seeking Death

Ji Yu stumbled all the way. There is no direction to find the landing Xia language. Every time he saw someone, he anxiously asked them if they had seen an oriental woman. But the answer was no. This made Ji Yu's heart even more uneasy. He always had a bad feeling in his heart. Is it like he just thought. Is he going to lose her?

Ji Yu's heart was beating suddenly. Thinking about the places where Lu Xiayu might go. His messy steps searched all over the town of Positano. It's getting dark. The sky was only a little dusk. Ji Yu's heart slowly sank. Thinking about her empty eyes. Lifeless face. The more I thought about it, the more panicked I became. This woman won't be unable to think about it...

Lu Xia language. You stand still. Listen to me. Don't move. Seeing Lu Xiayu standing on the big stone, his body leaned slightly. She seems to have taken a decisive step. It's like jumping into the sea. Watch the crashing waves crash against the rocks. Ji Yu's entire heart was in his throat. I was flustered to the extreme. He roared at Lu Xiayu. For fear that Lu Xiayu would dodge and jump into the sea.

Lu Xiayu was shocked by this sudden roar. I was horrified. She furrowed her eyebrows in confusion. He glanced back at Ji Yu for some reason. I saw that Ji Yu's face was full of anxiety. There was a cold hardness on his face.

I didn't expect this man to find this place so quickly. It's already dark. She also wanted to come down from the rocks. Then return to the villa where you lived. She ignored Ji Yu. Still moving slightly. I want to come down from the rocks. Go back.

Seeing that Lu Xiayu didn't listen to him. Let's move forward. Ji Yu's heart has been tugging. He yelled at one time. Lu Xia language. What do we have to say. Please don't move. Did you hear it? ”

Let's talk about it. Ji Yu has moved his pace. Quickly ran towards Lu Xiayu's rock. Why is this woman so disobedient. Thinking that he might never see her again. His head seemed to be about to explode. There was another pain in my heart.

Ji Yu must be a practitioner of the family. There is nothing to say about good physical fitness. Three times and two times came to the rock of Lu Xiayu. He fished with long arms. Hold her firmly in your arms. Immobilized her.

Lu Xiayu was surprised by Ji Yu's sudden move. Strangled out of breath. Lu Xiayu was uncomfortably struggling desperately in Ji Yu's arms. And said angrily. "Quarter domain. YOU LET GO ... ”

And this move was precisely understood by Ji Yu as this woman looking for death and life. There was another wave of panic and panic in his heart. Said in a hurried tone. "I'm not going to let it go. Unless you promise me not to do anything stupid. ”

Feel the sudden beating of the season's heartbeat. And a chest that rises and falls. And the words that came out of his mouth. Lu Xiayu realized that this man thought that she wanted to jump into the sea to die. Brain. Suddenly turned. Since he thinks so. Then go with his will.

"Good. I promise you not to do anything stupid. But the same promised me. Let me go. End our marriage. In the future, we will return to the bridge and return to the road. Lu Xiayu knows that now is the best time to talk about conditions. Although I could feel the tension coming from Ji Yu's body. But this uncertain man. She had already decided that she was going to leave him. She didn't want to live without dignity again. Even if I still love him.

"Don't think ... Ji Yu decisively denied it. My heart was spasmed because of Lu Xiayu's words. It also hurts terribly.

Heard Ji Yu's decisive no. Lu Xiayu struggled desperately. This man is always so self-righteous. If you don't love her, you want to trap her. Torture her. Why should I Lu Xiayu be tortured. and wagging his tail at him, begging to live. Last night she had already decided. This man is no longer worthy of her affection. What's more, she is already crippled.

"Quarter domain. You can say no. But I'm telling you, I can't die today. I have a thousand ways to die tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow. You're tormenting me like that now. Don't you just want me to die? Then I will fulfill you. As long as I'm dead. Is it that all your hatred will disappear. Lu Xiayu was a little emotional, and after finishing speaking, he struggled even more excitedly.

Ji Yu broke Lu Xiayu's body. Let it face him. The two wrists of Lu Xia Yu roared angrily. Lu Xia language. That's how you want to leave me. You just want to die. Don't want to stay with me for a moment. ”

Lu Xiayu greeted Ji Yu's scrutinizing eyes and said. "Yes. Ji Yu, you torture me every day. Aren't you happy? When you're happy. Have you ever thought about my feelings? Sometimes I'm worse off than dead. This life is worse than death. What do you mean by living? ”

looked at the domineering in Lu Xiayu's eyes, as well as the certainty in his eyes. His heart twitched and throbbed violently. "Lu Xiayu, did you ever think that I would do that to you. That's because of what. I once held you in the palm of my hand. I thought I would only spend a long time with me. You'll start to fall in love with me. The whole mind and body belong to me. Until you are pregnant. I thought to myself. We will have a home. A home that belongs to us. But. It's not something I think. It's going in my direction. ”

Ji Yu paused. Pulling his shaky body, he continued. "Since you don't want to have children at all. Why end its life in such a desperate way. Why are you so ruthless ... Don't you have any feelings for it? It's your child, too. The moment you kill the child. Have you ever wondered how much pain I have? Do you know how much I hate? Why have I loved you for so long. Don't you feel it at all? ”

Every word of Ji Yu is like a bomb. The explosion made her buzz loudly. Especially that one. I've loved you for so long. Does he really love her. But why do you love her? But they didn't trust her. Torture her. This love. She would rather not.

This is the beginning of the season. The longest dissection ever spoken. Every word and every sentence is the deepest words that have been buried in his heart for a long time.

"Quarter domain. From the moment you didn't believe me. It's doomed to us. You say I don't understand your heart. Have you ever considered my feelings? Just ask. If I really want to take out the child. A few days in the town of L. I had every chance. Why do I still make it so painful for me to take that uncomfortable abortion pill? When I try to open my heart and love you. Even when I fall in love with you. In exchange for your distrust and suspicion. I had a miscarriage while lying in a hospital bed. Where are you as a husband? When I knew that my ** had been removed. When I lost the power to be a woman. Where are you. ”

"Huh. Don't talk about love so dignified and decent. If you really love me. You won't be willing to hurt me again and again. It even pushed me to the abyss of death. What difference can I make now between mine and my death? Your love should be left to Yuan Hong. This makes me really unbearable love. Let's let everyone go of each other now. Everyone is fine. "That's what I said. Lu Xiayu's eyes were already full of crystals. The nose is already sour. My throat was swollen and aching. Even when he heard Ji Yu say that he loved her. But how about that. His love is too dangerous. She really can't afford it. And she's already a crippled woman. Even if there is love, what about it. A family with no children. In much love can not make up for it.

She loved him. She loved him too. Ji Yu's heart is like a roller coaster. Ups and downs. It turned out that she loved him. But later, when I heard Lu Xia say that he wanted to let her go. Ji Yu's heart was like being slapped by a dun knife again and again. If there is no her. He wasn't afraid to imagine what his world would be like. This woman he had loved for so long. If you want him to let him go easily. He couldn't.

looked at the slightly stunned Ji Yu. Lu Xiayu was a little emotional. and vigorously broke free from the clamp of the season. "You let go of me. Let me go... ”

A cry of tearing and tearing. Let Ji Yu come back to his senses from the fugue. looked at Lu Xiayu who was grinning with open teeth. Ji Yu held her hand tightly. And with a long arm, he tightened her tightly in his arms. But where is Lu Xiayu willing to lie in his arms obediently. It was biting and hitting Ji Yu. to ease the anger in your heart.

Lu Xia language. I beg you to stop making trouble, okay. Yuan Hong and I didn't have anything at all. I'm just using her to you off. And "

When Ji Yu still wants to continue to explain. was ruthlessly interrupted by Lu Xiayu. "I don't want to listen. Don't listen. You let go of me. Let go of me."

At this time, Lu Xiayu's behavior was crazy to the extreme. Constantly writhing and trying to escape from the season. Two people stand on a rock. If you're not careful, you'll fall into the sea. Lu Xia language. You stop me. Just stop. Back in City A, I can grant your request. But until then, you have to be obedient. ”

Ji Yu's angry roar really made Lu Xiayu immediately quiet. The man had promised to let her go. Shouldn't she be happy in her heart? But it was as if a huge hole had been blown open in my heart. The heart is empty. Lost to death. The whole body is stiff. The hand is also slightly bent unconsciously.

Lu Xiayu was stunned for a moment in Ji Yu's arms and then said. "Quarter domain. That's what you said. I want you to return to City A and keep your promises. "In order to keep Ji Yu from discovering her loss. So she still pretended to be calm.

"Hmm. Ji Yu nodded lightly. Again. "But before that happens, you must promise me not to hurt myself. "Say it. Ji Yu stared at Lu Xia Yu seriously.

"Hmm. Lu Xiayu replied impatiently. God knows why her heart is so uncomfortable. Just leave him. She'll be free, won't she?

"Alright. Let's go back to dinner. Arturo had already prepared a sumptuous dinner for us. Ji Yu said lightly. took Lu Xiayu's hand. Go back.

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