Chapter 243: Only You for the Rest of Your Life

However, the good times did not last long, and then I learned: it turns out that your little aunt is actually not related to you, and her care for you has far exceeded the feelings of ordinary aunts for nephews, and you look at her eyes the same. I think the two of you feel like the little dragon girl and Yang Guo in "The Legend of the Condor Heroes"!

I was confused, I really didn't know what to do! I asked myself again and again, should I be between you? Should I like you? But there is no reason to like someone, there is no right to be or shouldn't, because I can't control my own feelings at all!

Fortunately, I later found out that my little aunt seemed to be avoiding you intentionally or unintentionally, especially after she knew that I liked you too, and she deliberately let me. But I read the contradictions, the helplessness, and the more complicated feelings I read in her eyes, and it was precisely because she chose to quit that I felt a little guilty......

After all, my little aunt grew up with you since childhood, and you are a pair of childhood sweethearts. Until I came back from Dream Valley, although I knew that you had chosen me, the guilt hidden in my heart continued unabated. That's why I didn't dare to hold your hand in front of my little aunt, and that's why I asked you to stay outside that night, because I didn't know how to face her, and I didn't know if you had already figured out how to face her. Some people say that love is selfish and can make people forget everything! Desperate for everything! But I can't do it, and from this point of view, maybe I really don't love you to the point of desperation? I don't know, really, really don't know......

When that hateful island man took me and my little aunt hostage to you, I was so scared, I was afraid of losing you, I was afraid of losing the relationship we had just established......

Panic, fear, I was overwhelmed! However, at that time, the little aunt, who was usually not good at words and even looked a little weak, chose to commit suicide in order not to threaten you!

This made me completely shocked, and it was not until that moment that I realized that maybe my little aunt loves you no less than I love you! She can choose to quit for love, she can choose adult beauty for love, she can even choose to die for love! This is true love, and yet I have not been able to do it, at least not yet.

So, Brother Zhong Lin, please forgive me for choosing to leave at this moment. You have to take good care of my little aunt during the time I am away. In the time I have been with her, I have become a friend who talks about everything, I know that she has suffered a lot before, and I also know that she is more eager for happiness! Brother Zhong Lin, I want to take a while to be quiet and think about how to deal with the relationship between us. By the way, if the little aunt really can't wake up again, then I won't come back again! When the little aunt wakes up, that is, when I come back and compete with her fairly, so you don't have to look for me during this period, take good care of the little aunt!

Do you remember the song we listened to together that day?

Find the sun where there is no wind, and make the sun warm where you are cold. There are many personnel, you are always too naïve, for the rest of your life, I only need you.

For the rest of your life, the wind and snow are you, the blandness is you, and the poverty is you.

Glory is you, gentleness is you, and you are everywhere you look.

Do you know why I like this song? Because I heard a faint sadness in this song, a trace of regret, maybe I had a premonition. In any case, during the time I left, it can be regarded as a test of your love! I really hope that when I appear again, you can sing this song to me, you will take me to see the clear sky, and you will tell me loudly that you are still fascinated by me, and for the rest of your life, you will only have me in your eyes......

After reading the letter, Zhong Lin's heart seemed to be hollowed out, and it can be seen from the tears on the letter that Luo Xiaoman must have been very sad when he wrote this letter, how could Zhong Lin not be like this at this moment!

For Zhong Lin, he has not seen his mother since he was a child, and it can be said that the two most important women in his life so far are his little aunt Zhong Lingyue and Luo Xiaoman. Now one doesn't know if he can wake up, and the other is nowhere to be found. Due to the living environment from childhood to adulthood, Zhong Lin is a little bad at expressing his feelings, but it doesn't mean that he has no feelings. If it was Zhong Lingyue who let him know what family affection was, Luo Xiaoman was the one who ignited the flame of love in his heart.

Zhong Lin's feelings for Zhong Lingyue are more family affection, the kind of feelings that only existed before relatives, and the kind of dependence on Zhong Lingyue has also been cultivated since childhood, but he didn't know his feelings when he first started. It was Luo Xiaoman who opened his mind and gave him a spark of love in his heart, and it wasn't until the moment in Dream Valley that he really knew what love was. But it's too late to say it now, Luo Xiaoman has already left, and besides, even if Luo Xiaoman doesn't leave, he won't say it at this time.

That's right, if Zhong Lingyue doesn't wake up for a day, he will always feel guilty. And is there only family affection in his feelings for Zhong Lingyue? He can't tell, he really can't tell! Maybe people are such a complicated emotional animal! His heart is like a mess, and he can't figure it out no matter how he handles it......

He hated himself, maybe it was because of his "dragging mud" in terms of feelings that he forced Luo Xiaoman away!

"Master, why did Xiao Man's girl leave?!"

"Master, master, master?"

"Hey, you humans are really the most complex animals, I really can't understand your feelings......"

As if he hadn't heard Ling'er's "voice", Zhong Lin took out his mobile phone from his pocket and downloaded the song "The Rest of My Life". plugged in the headphones, gently put one earbud into his ear, and imagined Luo Xiaoman still sitting next to him as he did that day.

Soon the familiar sound came from the earphones, but Zhong Lin heard another feeling at this moment. It's different from when I heard it before I went to Qingshui Town, I just thought that the two of them would have to stay in love for the rest of their lives. This time, he also heard a faint sadness, a faint regret......

"I wanted to take you to see the empty bowl and want to tell you out loud that I'm fascinated by you. The past is in a hurry, you will always be moved, and for the rest of your life, I only need you to ......"

Zhong Lin's slightly hoarse voice passed through the window, far, far away......