Huang Xiaoxian opened Zezhi's letter with a heart of anxiety and anticipation and excitement.

Dear fairy, my darling, I love you.

Huang Xiaoxian hugged the letter and cried out loud. After a full five minutes, she read it with tears in her eyes, and every word she wrote down would be her eternal memory in this life.

Xiaoxian, according to your human calculations, I should be thousands of years old now, but I have never experienced emotional things, since I met you, I suddenly found that there is still a person in this time and space who will let you worry about her, let you dream for her......

When I decided to write this letter, I suddenly had a pain in my skin, and this was the first time I experienced it.

It is like a knife cut, like burning, like drowning...... There is no specific pain that can clearly describe my feelings, and no kind of verbal description can explain my inner reluctance...... Is this love? Is this the pain of lovesickness that makes people unable to think about tea and dinner and stay awake all night?

Xiaoxian, why do we have to face parting after all kinds of experiences, we love each other? It's all my fault, and I'm the culprit......

I really didn't know that after a few days, I would write such a cruel letter, every word in them is from my hand, read it over and over again, I don't believe it, I love you so much, but cruelly write down every reason why I have to leave.

Ever since we met, I feel like I've done all the hurt I've done to you, especially the things that have been done with you, I can't think about it, my heart hurts just by thinking about it once, but I did it.

It is because I did this that I know how much I love you, when you are lying on the hospital bed crying helplessly, I have been by your side countless times but dare not show up, I am willing to exchange a hundred times my pain for your happiness, at that moment, I feel choked by guilt and can't breathe.

Xiaoxian, if we really love each other, I also think that you have paid too much, your simplicity and kindness always make me dare not look at you directly, your purposeless happiness can always infect me, I think because of being with you, I have also become kind and cheerful.

Xiaoxian, if life can always be as good as when we first met, at least at that time I didn't have any family, revitalization and overall concept of the overall situation, and the carefree at that time can better reflect the difficulties and difficulties now.

What can I bring to you? money, power-ups or dazzling skills?

I know no, but can I really give you what you want? Now that I think about it, the answer is definitely no.

My brother and I have discussed our future countless times, but we don't even believe in such words, we don't belong to the same race, the passage of time is even more cruel to you, we all avoid these things, and we are still very happy on the surface, but this happiness is based on illusion, and now we have to land it steadily.

I even want my brother to replace me, don't get me wrong, I find that my brother is getting better and better for you, if he can bring you happiness, I am willing to do anything for you!

None of us are the true ones in your life, we are all burdened too much, and we can't only live for ourselves.

Xiaoxian, I hope you are happy, your happiness is too important to me, you can't delay your youth because of me, the happiness of your life, then I am not a responsible person.

Originally, I naively thought that after three or five years, we would be able to cultivate and become immortals, but the reality is too cruel, these are unknown, all we can do is to conform to the destiny of heaven and no longer have illusions.

Xiaoxian, you must find a man you like, even if this person is penniless, as long as you like me, I will be happy, and my task is to cultivate for a hundred years or a thousand years...... When you think about it, it feels like it's a long way off.

I give you material needs, but also hope that you can have a good life, you have my original qi in your body, you are different from others, but you are only better than mortals.

We once had a ten-year appointment, and now it seems that I am going to break the contract, because your ten years are a flick of my fingers for me, and I seem to be powerless even if I try my best, what should I do? This question lingers in my mind, and it hurts for a long time and for a short time, which is also a sentence that my brother taught me.

Xiaoxian, I love you, I don't think this love will let me empathize with you anymore, but it can't give you what you want, let's say goodbye, you have to protect yourself, my brother and I have to cultivate together, and he doesn't have time to take care of you anymore, those props will definitely keep you safe.

I wanted to say something more, but I can't give you hopeless hope, and I don't want you to be distracted by me anymore, we don't belong to the same race, and we are all right.

Love you, baby!

Huang Xiaoxian watched it three times, tears slid down her face again and again, she only felt that her eyes were dark, and all ideas, reason, thoughts, and even her world were leaving her at this time.

She had thought about the scene of being separated from Zezhi countless times, and when this day was clearly presented, not only was her mind blank, but she also had a kind of suffocation that could not breathe.

This is the result of what they all know by heart.

Six years, they have been together for six years, although in these six years, they have been together for less than a few months, but this perseverance has given Huang Xiaoxian self-confidence, the courage to fight and persevere.

Why give her such a powerful blow when she is in high spirits? Can't you keep such a lie going?

Why do you have to tear open a bloody wound and expose it to broad daylight? Isn't hope a favorite thing?

Huang Xiaoxian couldn't think, there was only one thought in her mind, that is, why didn't she hold on last night? If she really paid the price of her life with him, she was also willing.

Now she is like a walking corpse, feeling that the essence, qi, and spirit in her body have been drained and hollowed out.

They were separated, but she never really possessed him, which was the sorrow of her and him.

She didn't care about the things she brought her, she put them all in a washing bag, and those strange things didn't attract her interest in the slightest. Even with that bank card, she wasn't even in the mood to try it out.

Huang Xiaoxian suddenly found that among the things that had stopped giving her, those glittering things were already dull at this time, and even lost their original color.