Part 4 Inexplicable pleasure

I was woken up when I got a call that I was stuck in the rematch. Yesterday I dreamed that I was brushed down in my dream, and I had comforted myself in my dream, and it was still very uncomfortable when I returned to reality.

It's like being lost when I was a kid watching my long-awaited favorite clothes in the window being bought. Sure enough, it still doesn't work, whether it's the logic of the speech or the performance of being too shy on stage, I can't say it.

Some things can't be successful if you work hard, but if you don't work hard, you won't be able to do what you want to do.

It was already eight o'clock, and no one in the dormitory was up, so I opened the curtains, and the dark room immediately lit up. I vaguely heard the class bell from the high school next door to the dormitory, and I should have planned what I was going to do this boring weekend so that I didn't get so confused.

In the end, I got on the bus to the L area, and I couldn't refuse Zhao Meimei for the Nth time.

I don't really like the atmosphere there, but I still have to get back what I left behind. And if you work part-time, I heard that the pay is good.

I put on my headphones and put on a soothing piece of pure music. After countless cycles, we finally arrived at our destination.

I tried to find Yi Jue's room on my own, but of course there was less strangeness and fear for the first time. She was doing math when she opened the door. As soon as I arrived, she quickly stuffed the set of questions under the table and took out the English paper for the day.

"I'm going to talk about tenses today, right?" she sucked ink on the pen with a serious face

I opened the corresponding exercises, but fortunately, I had asked Zhao Meimei all the questions that I felt were confusing, and I was prepared, hoping that I would not be asked.

We quickly entered the state of learning, during which she cherished words like gold, and I said a lot of nonsense, most of which was to say a few words when I couldn't react to give my brain a chance to buffer.......

My phone prompt sounded, and Yi Jue didn't look up. On the contrary, I opened the message with a weak heart, and Zhao Yilun sent it, "In Xiaolou, come over in a while." ”

I always feel that things are not so simple, if I have this kind of family background, I will directly call my aunt to give it, why bother so much.

The alarm clock that was set for two hours rang, and I couldn't help but wonder while I was packing up my things: "Yi Jue, don't you do anything else every day except studying?"

"I don't have time, I don't have the mood. Her answer was so cold that I was speechless

When I walked to the door, a sentence suddenly came out behind me, "For my brother, I just studied, I want to get into a good university, and then be a good doctor." ”

"Your brother..... Is there anything wrong with him?" I asked in surprise, and I began to wonder if her brother had a bit of a ....... in his brain based on his performance in the past two days.

"He's just mentally retarded. ”

"Sure enough!" no wonder he behaved so strangely, it turned out that he really had a bad brain.

"What?"

"Nothing!" this mouth always says whatever it wants........

On the way to Xiaolou, I saw the statue that resembled Venus, and I wondered which angle would be better to sketch, or would it be that when people have money, they will pursue something spiritual.......

The last time I came to Xiaolou, I was very curious, why the main building is so magnificent, but Xiaolou is so gloomy, or is it that the eldest son of the family has a problem with his brain to make this place so dim.

I just wanted to inquire with the aunt who was sweeping the floor, when I saw Zhao Yilun push open the door.

"Teacher Su, you're here. ”

"Ah....... Hmm" I felt very uncomfortable being called like this suddenly, and even the aunt who was sweeping the floor raised her head to look at me, and I smiled awkwardly, "Just call me Su Ke next time." ”

"Teacher Su, come in and do it. ”

Scold....... This man is really brainy....... Forgive him.

He led me to the small hall, where the furnishings looked new, but the light was still faint. Since he has some mental problems, I shouldn't have to hide what I ask.

"Are you, do you like to watch those horror movies, like "Midnight Bell" and "Old Corpse in the Mountain Village" After all, the light here is so dim, it's a bit crazy.

"Ahem, ahem....... Where did you see that?" he was drinking as he was suddenly choking

"The lighting here is really a bit ......."

He burst out laughing. "Yes, I not only like to watch, but I also like it," he stopped, walked up to me and shone a flashlight on his chin, "and like, act"

"Ahh I don't know why I was born with little timidity, and when I mention ghosts, I will unconsciously fall for them.

Someone knocked on the door, and my voice alarmed my aunt.

"It's okay, it's okay—" Zhao Yilun shouted loudly.

Finally, after the aunt left, he put away the flashlight and said seriously, "Do you want to play a haunted house adventure next?"

"Don't. I shook off his hand, and I forgot what I was doing with him just by messing around with him.

"Give me the pendant. I held out my hand to him with a serious face. Luckily, he doesn't have a good brain, otherwise if he were a normal person, I would have thought he was deliberately playing tricks on me.

"It's over....." he said, nervous

"What's wrong?"

"I ended up there yesterday when I went to the main building. ”

........ "So why did I go to Xiaolou?"

"But that room is only accessible to me, and they probably won't open the door if you say it yourself. ”

"Then you come with me, or you go and get me and wait for you outside the door." ”

"Can't go now. ”

"Why?"

"It's not dark yet, and I can't go out yet. He put his ear close to the side of the door, "Shhhh

"Listen to what," I reluctantly leaned in

"Someone is calling you, calling your name, Suke-"

"That's enough, ghost letter!" I took a few steps back, this guy really didn't have a normal brain, don't be stupid

"I believe that I am a ghost. He pretended to bare his teeth and claws

I forced my composure to shake off his hand, "Hey, let me ask you a question, do you sometimes have a mental discomfort?"

"What do you think?" he became normal again, which made me feel a little uneasy, did he touch his bottom line......

"Some people live a little more casually, so you don't have to question your spirit, right?" he propped up the wall with one hand and turned on the dim light in the small hall with the other.

In short, it is really an apology.......

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have mentioned that......."

"Poof-" he covered his mouth, his cheeks flushed, "you'll be sold if you go out like this." ”

"I....... Not really. "I pouted, Lu Xiangnan also said this, more than once, but I never figured out why he said that, and of course I don't understand why Zhao Yilun said that.

"Why do you say I'm going to be ..... Sell that kind of thing?"

"Hey, I have to say, you're so cute" he smiled, and I felt my cheeks burn, no one had ever said that.

Then he said, "You should be very popular outside, much cuter than my sister." ”

I retorted weakly, "It's not ......."

He raised his eyebrows in some surprise, "Then what do you say about popular people?"

"Beautiful, able to speak, and good with everyone, and seems to be able to handle everything...... Something like this. "I can't help but think of the scene of Liu Ruoning dancing Latin dance in my mind, why did I think of her first........

Zhao Yilun propped his chin and listened very seriously, "Then it seems that you really aren't it?"

........I glanced at him, but he didn't care, and then smiled and said, "But I'm not either." ”

I don't know why, I always feel that his smile just now is more lonely and lonely than the faint light of Xiaolou.

It is precisely because we are not popular people, not excellent people, that we are desperately crawling on this road, even if we fall all over our bodies, even if we are in pain and have nothing.