Parting Sentiment (22)
Zhang Ling has always felt that she is strong and tenacious, if it weren't for this accident, she would still think so, until the incident was irreparable and she was forced to leave, she suddenly found out that she was still a woman, and she also wanted to find someone to rely on and confide in, and she instinctively thought of Liu Leyang.
Because she found that although she had worked for a long time, according to her work style, she didn't have any friends to speak of, and the wall fell down and everyone pushed it, and the down-and-out phoenix was not as good as a chicken, which confirmed her situation.
In this way, she will miss everything more and think of Liu Leyang, so she chose this small city for the first stop after leaving, if possible, she may really give up the life of the big city and choose to spend her life here.
In fact, she didn't think about it herself, why she thought of her former love at that moment, perhaps, she just instinctively thought of the beauty of the past and the memories she remembered when she was lost.
However, this relationship was finally buried by herself, and when she thought of her decision at that time, she couldn't help but feel gloomy in her heart.
Unfortunately, there are no ifs. At this moment, she only felt bored.
In fact, Zhang Ling did not explain the situation to Liu Leyang, and Liu Leyang instinctively did not ask, Zhang Ling did a good job in developing the market, bold, and had the style of a general, and it was about to be ripe and finished, but in the end there was a problem, at this last moment, she was betrayed and betrayed, so that her achievements were stolen by others, and the credit was completely made for others to make a wedding dress, and she also ended up with a reputation that damaged the interests of the company, and had to be forced to leave.
She has no power to redeem this, so the evidence is conclusive, and she is powerless to refute it at all.
Therefore, today's Zhang Ling is the most down-and-out Zhang Ling, and at the same time, she is also the Zhang Ling who needs people's care the most, she is not the one who wants to be strong, she is just a simple girl.
However, no one can read it. She is like a lost ship, trying to find her own harbor.
The next day, Zhang Ling left, for her, what she wanted could not be realized, she could only find a new life, so she left here again. And when Liu Leyang received the message, she had already boarded the plane.
However, her appearance brought an indelible mark to Liu Leyang, making his heart unspeakably troubled.
Originally, he had always thought that he had completely let go of that relationship, but when she reappeared, there were still countless thoughts gushing in.
It turned out that his so-called letting go was only applicable on occasions when he didn't see each other, in fact, he didn't forget it completely at all, and there was still a vacancy in his heart for her, so he would be confused when he met again.
The memories of the past will come to you, and those fantasies about the future of the two will sprout again.
Maybe she planted a seed in her heart without saying goodbye, and she needed a formal separation after all.
In short, Zhang Ling's appearance brought a shadow to him, making him think of the unfinished parting sentiment again for a moment. originally wanted to write all kinds of memories of himself and Zhang Ling into a song, but in the end it was not completed, and it was over, and this time it was a commotion in his heart again.
Sitting silently in front of the computer, Liu Leyang thought about it, wanting to complete the parting emotion, thinking about it, but he found that he had become extremely sentimental.
He thought back to the past of the two of them, and thought of the memories evoked by her, and at this moment, his thoughts surged, and then one character jumped into his fingertips.
Just thinking about it, he still can't complete the creation of parting feelings, he understands that pale memories need pale writing methods, because it can better imprint the current scene.
Therefore, what he wrote was not a parting sentiment, but a pale memory.
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Pale memories
It was you who awakened my memories and couldn't sleep after wandering in the middle of the night.
Frustrated, life is drifting away, and the years pass to see how I continue.
I don't want to be compassionate to myself, even if everything is not so good.
The past was recalled, confused in my heart, and the tangled emotions lost themselves.
I thought it would be a fresh start, but it turned out to be just my own thoughts.
I'm sure I'd love to tell you that I'll not leave you if you want to.
Unclear entanglement will hurt whom, it turns out to be just an additive to suffering.
It's you, wandering in the bottom of my heart, deepening my memories, and my thoughts are gone with you.
Unintentionally, life is getting farther and farther away, how can I tolerate the years to see me continue to be bleak.
A faint enthusiasm stabbed in my heart, and the lonely body of a lost soul realized.
Reluctantly grief, re-covered with emotional exhaustion, irresistible to the taste of loss.
I'm looking forward to a fresh start, even if I can't resist the heartache and break down.
A person silently hides his sadness, and the fruit of love withers again after it bears fruit.
I love like a tide of carelessness, and what I can't dissolve is the faint snuggling.
(Note: This is the lyrics, you need to sing it, otherwise if you read it in the way of reading, it will be a little twisted and the sentence will not be smooth.) )
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A year ago, maybe as I said in the pale memories, as long as you want, I will never leave you, and today, I have begun to pray for a new beginning, although there is still enthusiasm, but the relationship is difficult to continue.
Perhaps, this applies not only to Liu Leyang, but also to Zhang Ling.
Therefore, when they met again, both of them were silent.
Maybe for the two of them, they want to say I love you, but they can't raise that courage anymore.
So this relationship has reached the end.
has been with Mu Wanqing for a long time, and his heart has already throbbed.
Zhang Ling's appearance at least had a certain impact on the relationship between Liu Leyang and Mu Wanqing, and disrupted the glue between the two.
Although both of them knew it in their hearts, no one was the first to speak.
It took several days for the situation to get better.
On this day, Mu Wanqing came to Liu Leyang again and put the things on the table.
"Liu Leyang, okay, I'm starving. Glancing at Liu Leyang, who was busy, Mu Wanqing moved around and then arrived in front of Liu Leyang's computer, and saw the pale memories on the desktop at a glance.
After savoring it carefully, she couldn't help but taste it in her heart, obviously the original Liu Leyang had a deep affection for Zhang Ling.
At this moment, she couldn't help but think of the parting sentiment that Liu Leyang thought of again, thinking of this, she operated it, and sure enough, she found it, and then opened it, but to her surprise, the parting sentiment was still not completed, just like what she saw at the beginning, a semi-finished product.
At this time, Liu Leyang had already put the meal on the table.
"Look at what. Liu Leyang walked up and spoke behind her.
"Liu Leyang, I feel that you are quite good at coming to things, these are ready to be passed down from generation to generation as heirlooms. As he spoke, he casually closed the file.
"Look at what you say. Hearing this, Liu Leyang rolled his eyes for a while.
"There is a beginning and an end, even if it is a farewell to the past, otherwise how can it be said that there is always sorrow in the depths of time. ”
"Well, whatever you say is what you say, alas, how did I find out that you are a bit of a literary youth. Mu Wanqing looked at him as if she had discovered a new continent, and there was ridicule in her words.
"Whoever is literary and artistic, you make it clear to me, otherwise you won't be allowed to eat. Looking at Mu Wanqing, who was running to the table, Liu Leyang hurriedly shouted.
"Yes, I surrender, I'm literary, let's not talk about this, eat first, it can be regarded as stuttering. Mu Wanqing was not polite, and immediately started after sitting down, with a satisfied look on her face, obviously she was not a little deceived when she said that she was hungry.
"Hey, what is this? Liu Leyang curiously picked up the things that Mu Wanqing had placed on the table before and opened them.
"I took it back casually when someone gave it to someone at the door of the dance studio. Mu Wanqing didn't care, she didn't even pay attention to it.
"Flying for dreams big dance competition. "It turned out to be a poster promoting a big dance competition.
"Yes, this is a large-scale performance program, we have set up a sub-venue here, if you perform well, you can also go to the finals, you say such a good opportunity, how about I go to participate?" After Mu Wanqing finished speaking, she deliberately looked at Liu Leyang, expecting his answer.
"You, forget it, the dance is average, but don't fail the preliminary round. Liu Leyang said angrily, of course, he did it deliberately, Mu Wanqing's dance was definitely great, but he didn't want to see her show a smug expression because of his praise.
"You, what does it mean to dance in general, alas, forget it, since you have no confidence in me so much, you still don't participate. After hearing Liu Leyang's words, Mu Wanqing suddenly felt depressed, and hurriedly hugged herself, but even if she thought about it, she didn't want to participate.
She loves to dance, but she simply likes the joy when dancing, as if a jumping elf dances, which can make her body and mind happy, as for whether it is presented in front of others and appreciated by others, she does not care.
"Don't, I'm just saying the mean, but I didn't belittle you, besides, it's good for our family Wanqing to dance, participate, you must participate, sign up immediately." In an instant, Liu Leyang became serious.
"What your family, it's really shameless. Mu Wanqing whispered disdainfully. Immediately, her face turned straight and looked at Liu Leyang directly.
"Do you really want me to participate?"
At this moment, Mu Wanqing couldn't help but stop eating, and looked at Liu Leyang, who had a serious face, and asked.
"Of course. As an art, dance naturally needs to be presented in front of others, otherwise how can it bring joy and enlightenment, otherwise what is the meaning of its existence, and how can it be embodied. ”
"Seeing that you are so righteous and righteous, it seems that my failure to participate has become an obstacle in front of the art door, well, for the sake of you who sincerely want me to scream, then I will go and participate. In the end, Mu Wanqing decided.
"It's not so decided, eat, sign up after eating. This time, we are not for fame and fortune, but only for art. At this moment, Liu Leyang is righteous (stinky) and righteous (not) words (want) (face).
In this way, after the meal, the two of them did not delay, and immediately opened the official website of Dream Flying, and began to register, and finally completed after some operations.
"Alright, that's it. Knocking down the last character, Liu Leyang said conclusively, as if it was not Mu Wanqing who participated in the dream but him. His face was full of excitement and satisfaction.
"Liu Leyang, I can say it first, if you can't get a good ranking, you have to compensate me. ”
"How about compensating me to you. ”
"Cut, who scarce you. Mu Wanqing turned around and left with a disgusted expression.
"Hey, I said don't run, brush the dishes. Liu Leyang behind him hurriedly shouted, however, how could Mu Wanqing stay, and the steps of leaving became more cheerful.
"Wash yourself, I'm going to practice. ”
"Excuses, it's definitely excuses. In the end, only Liu Leyang's indignant voice was left.