Chapter 125: Loser?

The next day, the news of Thundercloud's return shook the class.

This topical figure, who has disappeared in the class for nearly half a year, is now the king, and all kinds of deeds he has experienced abroad have also spread throughout the class and even the entire grade under various exaggerations.

There is no doubt that the thunderclouds are on fire, downright on fire.

Walking in the teaching building, there are always people who recognize him, whispering in twos and threes on the side.

Of course, the situation of taking the initiative to come and ask for an autograph is not to this extent.

After all, Lei Yun's works are relatively niche electronic music, and many people have not heard of his works, but have only heard of his 'legendary' experience and are a little curious about him.

Some people are not interested, some people are dismissive, some people faintly yearn for ...

"Hey Thundercloud, I'd like to ask you something. โ€

As soon as he went to the toilet after class, Lei Yun was pulled to the side and asked mysteriously.

"Huh? โ€

Looking at the expectant eyes of his roommate Yang Hao, Lei Yun nodded casually.

"Is it hard to be a DJ?"

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When he asked this, he returned the thundercloud to the whole thing.

How does this make him answer?

Hard?

Not difficult at all?

It's not hard to say it's difficult??

"Is it very, hard?"

Looking at Lei Yun's embarrassed look, Yang Hao couldn't help but continue to ask.

"How do you say this? The point is to see if you like it?"

Thundercloud hesitated to consider his words, not wanting his answer to lead his roommate in the wrong direction.

"I like it, of course I like it! The kind of life you said, I just yearn for it!"

Yang Hao's mood suddenly became a little excited.

He has been paying close attention to every circle of friends of Lei Yun, today in Paris, tomorrow in Berlin, and the day after tomorrow in Copenhagen, either beautiful women, luxury cars, or the whole audience indulges in carnivals.

Coupled with the description of the thunderclouds last night, it attracted him even more, and he was extremely longing...

"This... Maybe you can try it first. โ€

Lei Yun nodded with a smile, he really didn't know what to say.

"So what should I do first? learn to arrange music first, learn to start making music, and then go abroad as well? โ€

Yang Hao's eyes lit up with fantasies, as if he had seen a bright and beautiful future like a thundercloud.

"Hmm... This is where it all began. โ€

For the sudden burst of passion from his roommate, Lei Yun naturally will not hit him directly, but encourages him tentatively, if he can really persevere, Lei Yun is naturally willing to help him.

After all, Chinese DJs are too few and too few for the entire electronic music industry at present.

At present, the entire electronic music industry in China is simply negligible for the whole world.

If he is alone, then China is still far, far away from the road of the kingdom of electronic music...

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"Let's go, let's go have a barbecue rice. โ€

After class, Lei Yun patted Li Yifan in the corner of the crowd and signaled to go to lunch together.

"Huh?"

Li Yifan's face was full of surprise, as if he didn't expect Lei Yun to take the initiative to call him to eat.

After all, he had done such a thing, and in his subconscious, the relationship between the two people had long been estranged and was no longer what it used to be.

With a cowardly personality, he didn't even dare to comment on Lei Yun's circle of friends, but silently always paid attention...

In the nearly half a year that Lei Yun has been abroad, the two have not had any contact, and it seems that the relationship has long been severed.

"What's the matter, aren't you the most popular eater of barbecue?"

"Obviously, you like to eat barbecue rice the most, so I follow you to eat it every day..."Li Yifan muttered timidly to himself in his heart, and was pulled to the window of Brazilian barbecue rice by Lei Yunqiang.

"Hey, Sister Wu, long time no see!"

At the time of lunch, Sister Wu was busy serving rice, and suddenly heard some familiar voices, and couldn't help but look up, and suddenly surprised 'oops'!

"Oh! Isn't this Xiaoyun! You're back from abroad!"

As a fellow from the same small county, Sister Wu always feels very kind to Lei Yun, who often takes care of her business, and usually has more barbecue in her rice than others.

In the past few months, I haven't seen him again, and I heard that he went abroad to do something.

"Yes, Sister Wu, I just came back yesterday. โ€

Lei Yun responded with a smile, and the feeling of being remembered was still very good.

"You're out of the country now, it's not easy to go so far away by yourself. โ€

Sister Wu sighed with emotion, while looking up and down at the thunderclouds that she hadn't seen for nearly half a year, only to find that his changes were too big.

I used to walk with my head down, hunched over, and speak softly, which always gave people the feeling of not being confident enough and being very introverted.

But what a spiritual guy now, standing there straight, looking at the sunshine is much more cheerful, I don't know if it's because I've been abroad for a long time, and the voice of greeting people feels much more enthusiastic.

"It's okay, it's okay, barely enough to eat. โ€

Lei Yun laughed with Sister Wu again, and then served his own full barbecue rice and sat down on the dining table next to him with Li Yifan.

Sure enough, the amount of meat that he barbecued each time was much more. โ€™

Li Yifan looked at the barbecue rice in front of him with an obvious increase in meat, and couldn't help but sigh in his heart, but he still didn't take the initiative to say it.

There always seemed to be a film in front of him, making it difficult for him to speak.

"What? are you still thinking about the previous events?"

Looking at Li Yifan's appearance of wanting to speak and stopping, Lei Yun couldn't help but chuckle.

Seriously, he was really angry at the beginning, and he didn't understand why Li Yifan revealed that he taught himself to arrange music, so that so many people ridiculed him coldly.

But now, the little thing that used to be has long been forgotten by him, and he no longer cares about it.

After all, he used to be best friends with Li Yifan in the dormitory, and the two worked together to save money, with almost the same personality and background, but the final choice was different.

He naturally understands that Li Yifan is not a villain with a dark heart, and even if he says it, he will not deliberately look at his own jokes, so he has already let go of these little things.

It's just that Li Yifan is really the same as his timid and cowardly character, he still cares about this little thing, and he doesn't even dare to take the initiative to say a word to himself, Lei Yun feels funny, but he doesn't want the two to be like this.

So, there is this lunch, Brazilian kebab rice.

"Well, don't take it personally, I've never been mad at you. โ€

Seeing that Li Yifan still didn't speak, Lei Yun smiled and comforted.

"But I... โ€

Li Yifan's lips were like being welded to death, and finally a rare crack opened.

He put down his chopsticks, his hands were hanging in the air with nowhere to put them, his face was guilty, and he lowered his head a little red.

"I always feel sorry for you..."

As soon as the three words 'I'm sorry' came out, Li Yifan only felt a sudden lightness in his heart, and it seemed that the film that had been tightly wrapped around him also burst...

"Hi... What a big deal. โ€

Lei Yun was silent for a moment, patted his shoulder with emotion, and said casually with a relaxed face.

"I remember that you still owe me a drink, don't you want to take advantage of the opportunity to cheat, you said it at the beginning!"

The words made both of them laugh, and the atmosphere suddenly became lively.

At the beginning, the two agreed that whoever successfully took the first step first, the other party would invite the other party to dinner and drink.

And now the thundercloud has not only taken the first step, but I don't know how many steps have been taken.

"To be honest, I really didn't expect you to dare to go abroad alone, let alone do so well. โ€

The laughter gradually stopped, and Li Yifan sighed with emotion.

"You... Not a loser. โ€

Li Yifan's voice gradually deepened, even a little hoarse.

"I, I'm..."

The last three words seemed to be forced out of the throat, dry, stiff, but weak...

His eyes blurred, as if he had suddenly returned to that night that he would never forget.

"You know, we're actually just ordinary ordinary people, I'm not saying how you are, I'm the same!"

"We! are just ordinary people! Dreams are called dreams, even if they are so ridiculous and unattainable!"

"Recognize the reality! Thunderclouds! Don't think about any bullshit dreams!"

"We are destined to be failures from birth!"

"We're doomed! We're damn losers! So are you! Even if you write ten songs, you're going to fail! We're like that! Losers! You know?!"

"Write a hundred!

"Failure!failure!!failure!!"

The hysteria of that night, the madness of that night, now it seems that he has become a complete laughing stock and a real incurable loser!

What else can he say in the end except to reluctantly admit that he is a loser?

"No, there is never such a thing as a loser. โ€

Thundercloud shook his head vigorously, grabbed him by the shoulder, and stared straight into his eyes as he continued.

"How many people are richer than Jack Ma? Are they all losers?"

"How many people end up being the leaders of a country? Are all those politicians failures?"

"How many people will live to be 100 years old? Are all of them failures?"

Sentence by sentence, like a needle prick, piercing people's hearts.

"No! As long as you have worked hard and fought for the cause you love, you will not be a failure! Even if you have nothing to achieve in the end, those experiences will become your most valuable asset!"

"You don't live to prove yourself, you live to yourself! As long as you feel that what you do is meaningful, how can you be called a failure?"

"Do what you want, don't expect anything to be accomplished, if what you do really has value, everything will follow. โ€

"But even if you don't, being able to please yourself is the greatest value..."

After speaking, he sighed softly, and Lei Yun understood that he was not talking about himself...