Parting Sentiment (17)
Introduction: I have never been hypocritical, but the ending is often like a hypocrisy!
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Today's scene had a great impact on Mu Wanqing, so much so that from the bottom of her heart, she was very envious of Xu Jing, she could have such a man who loved her, although there were some twists and turns in the process, but fortunately, the two finally came together.
In this way, she was very happy for Xu Jing, and her happy love finally came to an end.
It's just that, psychologically, she is lost, because human nature is the pursuit of beautiful things, close to comedy, and rejects tragedy, but such a perfect love is not found in herself, which can't help but make her lost.
Thinking of this, she couldn't help but think of him who left, I don't know how it is now, I haven't contacted myself for so long, is it possible that the relationship between the two is so broken, or, as he said before leaving, during this period of time, everyone has started their own new lives.
Maybe it's his infirmity, or maybe it's another way of saying that he broke up, only he has been remembering his former love, and unconsciously, the other party has already let go.
And after seeing the story of Xu Jing and Zhang Mingjie, she couldn't help but sigh secretly, perhaps, she should be as resolute and irreparable as Xu Jing, then leave.
Although she was the one who gave Zhang Mingjie advice before, in the end, in the same way, Zhang Mingjie and Xu Jing also invisibly taught her a lesson.
"Hey, what's the matter, look at your soul, what are you thinking. At this time, Liu Leyang, who was next to him, found that Mu Wanqing's expression was wrong, and couldn't help but ask suspiciously.
According to Mu Wanqing's character, she came to join in the fun, and she should be happy with such a perfect ending, but judging from the situation at this time, Liu Leyang found that it was not like that, and her expression was very gloomy.
"Nothing, just some emotion. Mu Wanqing came back to her senses and said after adjusting her emotions.
"Love should be like this, no matter what twists and turns happen in the middle, but in each other's hearts, the other party is always in the most important position. β
"Yes, love is like this, but how many people, including you and me, can really do this. Liu Leyang looked at Zhang Mingjie and Xu Jing in the field and couldn't help but sigh, of course, he was also very happy for the two of them as before.
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Moments later, the four of them arrived in the restaurant, where the table was filled with sumptuous dishes.
At this time, Xu Jing also understood the beginning and end of the matter, and knew that Zhang Mingjie had received Mu Wanqing's guidance, which was the scene where the two were reconciled as before.
Without her, even if the two of them have each other psychologically, but whether they can be completely reconciled in the end is still an unknown.
"Wanqing, I really miss you very much, you have helped us so much, today, here, I will toast you with tea instead of wine. At the dinner table, Zhang Mingjie and Xu Jing stood up to thank Mu Wanqing for her help.
"Don't, don't, you guys don't do this, I just gave some advice, and in the end it was Zhang Mingjie, and today, the two of you also taught me a lesson, which benefited me a lot, it stands to reason that I respect the two of you. Seeing this, Mu Wanqing suddenly stood up and said shirkably, she couldn't bear this feeling.
"He, that's as it should be, but, if it weren't for your suggestion, according to his pig brain, how could he think of so much. Hearing this, Xu Jing glanced at Zhang Mingjie and said.
In this regard, Zhang Mingjie was silent, all of this was made because of him, so he did not have any right to speak at this time.
"Hey, I said, why did you forget me, how can you two be reconciled and I have a share of credit, why no one has come to thank me. Seeing the three of them like this, Liu Leyang on the side looked jealous.
"What credit do you have, who has seen it? Mu Wanqing looked at him and retorted, not polite at all, Liu Leyang was immediately unhappy about this, it would be enough to say that Mu Wanqing said so, but why did Zhang Mingjie also nod and agree at this time.
This defection is too complete, and Liu Leyang is completely speechless about this.
"Alas, I said why are you talking nonsense with your eyes open like this, you can't buy the durian and stinky tofu, it's not up to me, I only bought it after a few supermarkets and a few streets, you said that it's a big night, is it easy for me to be alone. Liu Leyang continued.
"Oh, don't you say I really forgot, what kind of durian and stinky tofu did you buy, you see, it made my whole body stink, and now there is a bad smell. Mu Wanqing said, and sniffed her clothes, and suddenly had a disgusted expression, and then, she instinctively stayed away from Liu Leyang, as if he still had that unpleasant smell on his body.
In this regard, Liu Leyang was speechless, at this moment, he realized that he must not be more serious with women, otherwise, you will lose.
And Xu Jing and Zhang Mingjie watched the two of them talking, and they didn't speak, just watched with interest.
However, because of Liu Leyang's interjection, everyone lost their previous caution and became casual, so that the meal ended in everyone's laughter.
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In the following days, Liu Leyang returned to his previous life again, but the only difference was that his relationship with Mu Wanqing became better, and the kind of harmony between them was like two good buddies, and Mu Wanqing also came to him every once in a while to make a tooth sacrifice, and occasionally, the two of them also went out for a walk to eat or something.
Whether a person's life is enjoyable or hard or dull, it is indispensable to have something to look forward to, however, for the current Liu Leyang, he really doesn't know what he should expect.
Originally, he struggled, hoping to take care of Zhang Ling for the rest of his life and let her live a happy life, whether it was Zhang Mingjie or him, the thoughts of the two coincided, but Liu Leyang is a person who is not good at expressing himself, so he is working hard for this, but he has never said it to anyone, and it has always been hidden in his heart.
However, after Zhang Ling left, because of his inner reluctance, he never thought about this kind of question, and it was not until now, that feeling of loss and reluctance slowly disappeared, and he fell into contemplation again.
Silently walked to the window, staring at the empty field of vision in front of him, blue sky and white clouds, below are all kinds of attic houses and the endless flow of traffic.
In this city, a large area of reinforced concrete covering, the only few trees on the side of the road, is so monotonous, insignificant, like this day, the sun is shining, the sun is like a blazing fireball, constantly baking the earth, as if to cook people.
What do you expect?
At this moment, Liu Leyang really didn't know, as if he had lost his faith and goal in an instant, and therefore, at this moment, he felt that his heart was empty, and there was an illusion of loneliness.
And is he lonely? Liu Leyang asked himself, however, he really couldn't give any other answer except for affirmation.
It is as if he is a ghost, constantly wandering between the world, aimless, just to live for the sake of living.
Why is there such a phenomenon, Liu Leyang probably understands why there are so few friends in his life.
That's all because Guy once saw a joke about A and B, and A picked up B's phone and found that there were only ten phone numbers on it, so A asked why.
And B didn't speak, just smiled, and then motioned A to dial a phone casually, and after the phone was connected, I saw B pick up the phone and say, I have something here, you transfer a few thousand yuan to me first, and then hang up, a moment later, I saw that a message was received on the phone, prompting that B received a transfer of 10,000 yuan from a bank.
B then took A's phone and dialed a random number, but A didn't do that, smiled and hung up.
It is because of such a thing, in this way, Liu Leyang thought of friends, just like leading soldiers to fight, expensive but not too expensive, in this way, his friends will be so few, otherwise, there are so many classmates in college, but why, now there is only Zhang Mingjie who has too much intersection with him.
This is all because, in addition to Zhang Mingjie's personality being compatible with Liu Leyang, he also happens to be a person like B's friend in the story, and obviously, Liu Leyang is the same.
Liu Leyang had the intention to ask Zhang Mingjie to drink some wine, relieve boredom, and relax casually, but he gave up immediately, so Zhang Mingjie really didn't have so much time, and he was making every effort to prepare for the wedding.
Ever since he recognized his mistake and finally succeeded in recovering Xu Jing and successfully proposing marriage, he has been working hard about this matter, running from the company and Xu Jing's home all day long.
Halfway through, Liu Leyang asked him if he needed help, but Zhang Mingjie didn't ask him to help, but just said that he would have to be busy later, and Liu Leyang knew about it.
Originally, Liu Leyang wanted to write everything about himself and Zhang Ling into a song, because he felt that everything he and Zhang Ling experienced was just like the first scene directed by the two of them, however, he was indeed able to write a few sentences when the original reluctant feelings were still there, and when that feeling gradually disappeared, he found that he overestimated his level and couldn't write it.
No matter how hard he tried to think and think, but that thought seemed to be tied in a knot, and he couldn't get out no matter what, so until now, the "Parting Sadness" he was thinking about was only half written.
The irritability of the mood made Liu Leyang not in the mood to do anything, so he didn't want to do so much, so he just went out for a walk, which was regarded as a distraction.
Today, Liu Leyang doesn't have any concept of time at all, because he has no purpose, so he walks around at will, just to relax, don't let his emotions be so depressed.
When he felt right, he looked up, but unexpectedly found that he had arrived at the location of the Sile Dance Studio, of course, in fact, the Sile Dance Studio was not very far from where he lived, that is, he was actually going around in circles around the neighborhood during this period of time.
However, although it is said that he is going around in circles, his purpose has been achieved and his mood has been relieved.
When he came here, Liu Leyang was not in a hurry to go back, so he simply went in and had a look, on the one hand, to see if he could meet the person who made his heart again, on the other hand, Mu Wanqing is working here now, it is not bad to take a look at her, and it is time to eat at this time, and it is good for the two of them to have a meal.
Today's dance studio seems a little empty, which Liu Leyang knows well, because most of the people who come to learn dance are children, and today is not the weekend time, so at this time, those children are probably listening to the teacher's lectures at school.
And if it is a weekend, then this will definitely not be the situation like today, as far as Liu Leyang can see, every weekend, it is very lively, of course, those dance teachers are naturally very busy.
But it's good if there are fewer people, in this way, Mu Wanqing will have time.
What disappointed Liu Leyang was that he still didn't be able to see the person who made his heart, as if she had disappeared out of thin air, which couldn't help but make Liu Leyang regret, but after so many disappointments, that feeling became very weak, or dispensable.
Perhaps, that wonderful artistic conception can only stay in dreams.
The reason why he came back was just to make up for his regrets.
Then, Liu Leyang rushed to the place where Mu Wanqing was, thinking of Mu Wanqing, Liu Leyang's face couldn't help but have a smile, of course, if you want to ask Liu Leyang why he is like this, Liu Leyang himself can't say clearly, because he didn't notice this.
However, after the reconciliation and harmony between the two, what Liu Leyang didn't realize was that Mu Wanqing's attraction to him had become very strong, so he would think about her every once in a while.
Liu Leyang was a little surprised, when he was going in the direction of Mu Wanqing, he found Ye Xin, of course, if he just saw Ye Xin, Liu Leyang would naturally not be surprised, how to say, Ye Xin is also Mu Wanqing's best friend, if she comes to see her, it is not absolutely strange.
To his surprise, at this time, Ye Xin was facing a man's courtship, and when Liu Leyang arrived, he saw the man kneeling on one knee and holding a bouquet of roses in both hands.
For Ye Xin, Liu Leyang has not had much contact, he has only met a few times, the relationship is not good, he only met because of Mu Wanqing, but he has to admit that Ye Xin is indeed a very beautiful woman, whether it is dressed or her own appearance, she is so eye-catching and attracts the attention of others, so this scene in front of her does not feel strange in Liu Leyang's opinion.
In Liu Leyang's eyes, the man is also very good, dressed very decently, dressed casually, and looks very handsome, so at first sight, Liu Leyang felt that these two people were simply talented and beautiful, and they were very compatible.
However, what happened next made Liu Leyang realize that he was wrong, and things were not as he thought.
"Shin Shin, my goddess...... οΌ
"Stop, stop. Hearing the man's look, Ye Xin immediately interrupted him, and the man really stopped, looking obedient, and then, Ye Xin said helplessly:
"Xu Zitao, I said, can you not keep pestering me, I said, it is impossible between us, and you don't want to call out any words that make me feel disgusting, I have a name, Ye Xin, understand. β
"Got it, got it. Xu Zitao nodded, and then continued: "Xinxin, you know that I have always loved you deeply, since I met you for the first time, I have fallen in love with you, so today, I come with sincerity, I hope you can accept this bouquet of flowers and accept my love for you." When the man spoke, his eyes were full of tenderness and looked at Ye Xin.
However, Ye Xin was not moved by this at all, on the contrary, she looked impatient, it seemed that she didn't know how many times she had experienced such a thing, and in fact, it was the same.
"Xu Zitao, I said that it is impossible between us, please don't pester me, okay. Ye Xin said helplessly.
"No, Xinxin, I won't give up, because, this is the fate that God arranged for us, when we were in college, we were in a department and a class, graduated, and the two of us actually entered the same company again, you see, aren't these all the fate between us, okay, if you don't think so, then in the company we are in the same department, and have also become partners, you see, if this is not fate, where would there be such a coincidence, so, in the face of fate, please don't refuse it, you know, I really love you, if there is no you, I really don't know what the meaning of life isγ β
"Xu Zitao, don't be so bored, okay, the same university, the same department, the same class, but, so many classmates, why do you just insist that you are destined for me, and the company, heh, it's even more ridiculous, who let it be your father's, how you want to be, don't you think I don't know, or do you deliberately arrange these are your so-called fate. Xu Zitao, please don't pester me, okay, I really can't afford to play with you, I'm not that kind of person. Ye Xin continued.
"You, you know it all. Hearing this, Xu Zitao couldn't help but be silent for a while, looking at Ye Xin quietly, and the person also stood up, obviously, Ye Xin's words were something he never expected.
"Xinxin, you have to believe me, I really love you, otherwise, how could I deliberately approach you, if I misunderstand me because of my identity, I'm very sorry, but I'm just because I love you, that's why I do this, I just want to have more contact with you, is it my fault, can't I pursue my own love. After a while, Xu Zitao recovered and said again, his gaze at Ye Xin was still so tender.
"Xu Zitao, what do you like about me, you say, I can't change it. In the end, Ye Xin was really helpless.
"No, Xinxin, what I like is you as a person, every part of you, not any point of you, I love you, just like when I first met, I fell in love with you, I love you, just like from college days to now, it has never changed. Hearing this, Xu Zitao said word by word.
At this moment, Mu Wanqing came out, and her arrival was discovered by Ye Xin as soon as possible, so Ye Xin was not ready to pay attention to Xu Zitao anymore.
"Forget it, you can do whatever you like, but I still say that, it's impossible between us, and don't follow me anymore, otherwise, I'm really not polite to you. In the end, Ye Xin gave up completely, obviously, in the face of such a person, she really had no choice, otherwise, she would not have been entangled by him.
However, to Liu Leyang's surprise, Xu Zitao is such a person with perseverance and perseverance, originally, Liu Leyang thought that he would not give up and would continue to follow Ye Xin, but in fact, after listening to Ye Xin's words, he really didn't follow, which surprised him very much.
"I have never been hypocritical, but the result is always like hypocrisy, all say that life is in the play, why do I always inadvertently enter the play. Seeing Ye Xin's departure, although Xu Zitao seemed unwilling, he didn't follow, just watched her silently.
Hearing this, Liu Leyang, who was about to leave, couldn't help but stop again and looked at him, just because his words gave him some thoughts.
Yes, is there any deception in the relationship, no, at least in Liu Leyang's opinion, just like him and Zhang Ling, the two have walked so long together, experienced so much, and there are true feelings for each other, but in the end, they still broke up, why is this? Could it be that there is someone between the two people who is hypocritical, no, it is just because the pursuit of the two has a conflict, so the contradiction broke out, and the relationship broke down.
And broke up, my heart hurts, aren't these just sincere giving, but everything is like a play, and there will be a time when it will end.
"Shin Shin, I won't give up. After a while, Xu Zitao said again.
Hearing his words, Liu Leyang admired him for the first time, he really became more and more courageous and unyielding, and when he began to listen to him, he thought he was going to give up.
Liu Leyang really admires such perseverance, because if it were him, he wouldn't be able to do it at all.
And if anyone tells him that he is more and more courageous, unyielding, and persevering in his feelings, then Liu Leyang will definitely not believe it, because love always has a limit, or like, because when pursuing, it is just one-sided lovesickness, and love is a response to each other.
And when pursuing, it is because of this limit, in the face of rejection, it is like an onion, being peeled off a little bit, falling a little bit, slowly, if there are many failures in the same person, that limit will eventually return to zero, and at that time, it is the time when people are completely dead.
However, everything he saw today broke his previous cognition, Xu Zitao used his own experience to tell Liu Leyang in person that on the road of love, such a thing really exists.
And Liu Leyang couldn't help but come to a result at this moment: love is really terrible.
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"Why, I was shown my love again today, congratulations to Miss Ye, she is worthy of being the school flower that everyone loves, there are people chasing her everywhere, it's really an enviable treatment." Seeing Ye Xin, Mu Wanqing said jokingly, obviously, she understands Ye Xin's troubles.
"Okay, if you don't help me, forget it, you dare to make fun of me, begging for a beating, hum, if you like it, let it be given to you, it's really annoying, it's a good mood, it's gone, no, you have to compensate me, I want to turn sadness into appetite." Ye Xin said in a depressed tone.
"Hehe, I don't have that kind of blessing, besides, it's you who people fancy you, not me, besides, you've already marked you, do I dare to rob it." β
"Mark, what mark. β
"Didn't you say it, let it be to me, if it's not yours, what qualifications do you have. β
"Hey, I said which side you were on today, and you actually made fun of me, oh my God, what kind of bad luck did I have today, even my best friend did this to me. β
"Cut, I'm not on either side, I'm just telling the truth. While speaking, Mu Wanqing also saw Liu Leyang, and waved her hand at the moment.
"Why, the little lover is here. Seeing this, Ye Xin also said jokingly.
"What little lover is so ugly, friend, very good friend, didn't you say that you want to turn sadness into appetite, let's go. Mu Wanqing said, turned around and walked out, and Ye Xin naturally didn't fall behind, so she naturally followed.