Parting Sentiment (2)
Introduction: This scene, no matter how mottled and stale, is still deeply rooted in my heart.
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Today, Zhang Ling's mood is not very good, sitting alone in the office in a daze, which is completely opposite to her usual style.
Especially at this time, her lazy appearance, if the company people see it, they will be surprised, this is really the first performance, you must know that in the impression of the company, Zhang Ling has always been a serious and upright person, vigorous and resolute, decisive and capable, at this time, completely violated her past performance of strong women.
Knock knock on the door, interrupting her musings.
"Please come in. Zhang Ling straightened her sitting posture, and at the same time picked up the coffee on the table, took a sip, and then resumed her previous expression and said.
The door opened, and then a middle-aged man came in, Zhang Ling looked at it, immediately stood up, smiled and greeted him, the person who came was the leader of the company, and he appreciated Zhang Ling's ability very much, it can be said that Zhang Ling can have today, thanks to his cultivation.
"Mr. Zheng, why are you here, how can I afford this, as long as you make a phone call, I will go directly to you. ”
"You, don't say these unseemly words, I've finally been idle for a while, can't I go out for a walk, and by the way, I'm making a secret visit to see if you're lazy. As he spoke, the two couldn't help laughing.
"Okay, Zhang Ling, let's not talk about that, this time I'm here to discuss something important with you. After a while, Mr. Zheng said to Zhang Ling with some solemnity.
Hearing this, Zhang Ling suddenly smiled, and returned to her capable appearance, since Mr. Zheng said that it was an important matter, then this matter is obviously not so simple, and at the same time, Zhang Ling also has a bottom of her psychology, what does Mr. Zheng want to say next.
You say. ”
"Zhang Ling, how do you think about the company preparing to send you to the branch to expand the market, I tell you, this is a great opportunity, if this thing is done well, you are the hero of the company, before you said that you have something to do for a period of time and can't leave, I don't know if you are busy now. Mr. Zheng said to Zhang Ling word by word.
"Sure enough. After hearing this, Zhang Ling suddenly sighed secretly, she knew about this matter, Mr. Zheng had already told her before, but because she had been busy thinking about getting Liu Leyang here, she refused.
However, at this moment, listening to Mr. Zheng mention it again, Zhang Ling's thoughts couldn't help but become active.
Although Zhang Ling also felt a little impulsive about what she said yesterday, but she was really angry with Liu Leyang, she thought quietly all night, and suddenly found that she seemed to be really inappropriate with Liu Leyang, and the difference in personality between the two was really too big.
If it weren't for the fact that the two had been in love since their college days, with Zhang Ling's current style of doing things and Liu Leyang's performance, it would be absolutely impossible for her to have any intersection with Liu Leyang.
"Perhaps, I need a new life. Soon, Zhang Ling thought that she knew Liu Leyang, and she knew that with Liu Leyang's character, she would definitely come to find her, Zhang Ling was a little irritable about this, and she was thinking about this problem before.
As for herself, now that she has proposed to break up, and after a night of calm thinking, she has decided that it is time to let go between herself and Liu Leyang, which may be good for everyone.
After the thinking was activated, Zhang Ling immediately paid attention to it.
"Thank you Mr. Zheng for your concern, my business has been busy, since Mr. Zheng has brought it up again, and since the company has a need, then, I accept the company's arrangement, but I also have a request. Zhang Ling replied.
"Oh, request, if you have any requirements, you can mention it directly, and I will arrange it for you. After getting Zhang Ling's answer, Mr. Zheng seemed very happy and replied with a smile.
"My request is to act as soon as possible. Zhang Ling said, but she couldn't help sighing, thinking to herself, she couldn't imagine that she would choose to escape one day.
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The plane slowly landed at the airport.
After two days, Liu Leyang came, he still came to Zhang Ling's city, although Zhang Ling had clearly proposed to break up on the phone, but Liu Leyang was always unwilling to accept such a result.
This time, he has decided that for her sake, he will rely on him for everything, even if Zhang Ling beats him and scolds him, he doesn't care, as long as she doesn't leave him.
Liu Leyang didn't know how he spent the past two days, those days were simply torturous for him, he buried himself at home alone, did nothing, and was in a daze, thinking about his past with Zhang Ling.
From the youth in school to everything now, there is sweetness, sadness, laughter, and controversy. But no matter what happens halfway, the two are still together.
However, there will be such a mistake this time, which is undoubtedly a blow to Liu Leyang, and in the past two days, Zhang Ling's phone has not been able to get through, so Liu Leyang feels that this time the matter seems to be really serious.
Moreover, he was still faintly uneasy in his heart, worried about whether something had happened to Zhang Ling.
So, today he hurriedly caught the first flight.
After leaving the airport, Liu Leyang took a taxi and hurriedly rushed to Zhang Ling's company, Zhang Ling's company has not come once or twice, so he is very familiar.
Soon, he arrived at the company building where Zhang Ling was, he didn't have any stops, and rushed directly inside after getting out of the car.
"I'm sorry sir, please stay, you can't go in, please register if there's anything to do. ”
If it was before, Liu Leyang would definitely obey the rules and wait, but this time he was really anxious, so he ignored it, and went directly to Zhang Ling's office to open the door and walk in.
"Zhang Ling, Zhang Ling, you come out for me. Liu Leyang shouted loudly after opening the door, however, to his surprise, it was not Zhang Ling sitting in the office, but a man.
"I'm sorry Mr. Zhao, this gentleman. The woman said apologetically to the man.
"Okay, there's nothing to do with you, you can go out first. The man known as Mr. Zhao said to the woman, and then looked at Liu Leyang.
"Who are you looking for Zhang Ling?" asked Mr. Zhao.
"I'm her boyfriend, where did Zhang Ling go?" Liu Leyang said looking around, he thought that Zhang Ling was deliberately avoiding him and not seeing him for a reason.
"Your name is Liu Leyang. Mr. Zhao said with a smile, not angry at Liu Leyang's recklessness before.
"How do you know my name, we know each other?" Hearing this, Liu Leyang looked at Mr. Zhao suspiciously, and found that this Mr. Zhao had never seen it before, but how could he know about it.
In the past, when he came to Zhang Ling, he usually came after Zhang Ling got off work, so he was not familiar with the people in Zhang Ling's company.
"Hehe, you misunderstood, that's the case, Zhang Ling, she has already left and was sent to take charge of the new company, but before she left, she explained to me, saying that if a person named Liu Leyang comes to her, then give this to him, and now that you are here, it seems that Zhang Ling is very prescient. Mr. Zhao said with a smile again, and then took out a letter and handed it to Liu Leyang.
"What, gone, when did she leave?" Hearing Mr. Zhao's words, Liu Leyang asked in shock.
"It's just today, didn't Zhang Ling tell you, well, at this point, the plane should also take off." ”
Hearing this, Liu Leyang's whole person was once again struck by lightning, and his psychology once again experienced that extreme gap, from the original expectation to complete despair.
"She's serious, she's serious. ”
At the bottom of his heart, Liu Leyang muttered this sentence repeatedly, and the whole person lost his soul.
After a long time, he came back to his senses, remembered the letter Zhang Ling left for him before leaving, and hurriedly opened it and read it.
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Leyang:
Forgive me for saying goodbye, I didn't expect it to happen so suddenly, and it was difficult for me to accept it for a while, as if there would be such a gap in the relationship between the two of us.
I know you're coming, but I had to choose to leave at this time, I have thought about the problems between us in my free time these two days, maybe it's really not suitable for the two of us, from the beginning you have been accommodating me, tolerating me, everything depends on me, so maintaining the relationship between us, it turns out that we may be carried away by feelings, so we don't realize the problem between us, such feelings, for you, for me, are we really happy all these years.
I remember that I have been persecuting you, for which I apologize to you, because I only think from my point of view, and often ignore your feelings, and I am also proud of you, over the years, you have not been imperceptibly by me, still adhere to your dreams, and work hard to fight.
For the breakup, I admitted that I was indeed a little impulsive at the beginning, but after thinking about it for two days, I think that the relationship between us can really only go here, because we are simply people from two worlds, if we get together so reluctantly, is the result really appropriate?
At this time, the company sent me to another city for development, this time, I did not refuse, both of us need a new life, maybe, this is better for everyone.
I'm leaving, please forgive me for not telling you beforehand, and I don't want you to bother to come to me again, so as not to increase the psychological burden on each other.
Alright, so be it, take care.
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Liu Leyang didn't know how he left, he didn't expect that Zhang Ling would be so decisive and decisive, and he didn't even meet him for the last time.
He looked back at the building in front of him, his eyes locked on Zhang Ling's office, he remembered that Zhang Ling would stand by the window every time to watch him leave, but this time, although there were still people there, he could never return to that familiar scene.
Silently took out his mobile phone and flipped through the photos that belonged to Zhang Ling, he knew that from this moment on, these were just momentary memories.
Although the photos are so familiar, they even made Liu Leyang think about the scene when he took pictures of Zhang Ling, and once again, Liu Leyang seemed to be there.
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This scene, no matter how mottled and stale, is still deeply rooted in my heart. ——
Perhaps, for Liu Leyang, all this has left such a sentence, and there is still missing.
Leaving silently, Liu Leyang was obviously a little aimless, walking on the street, he found that this strange city seemed so incompatible with him, but he didn't realize at all that he was just one less person by his side.
Is it sad, is it painful? Liu Leyang didn't know, he just knew that his heart felt empty, just like a child who had lost candy, and it wasn't a taste at all.
Is it really inappropriate for him to be with her? Liu Leyang asked himself, he recalled everything that the two of them had gone through over the years, he didn't feel like this, Liu Leyang admitted that there was a difference in the personalities of the two people, but he was able to be humble, think about her all the time, and be more happy to be with her.
After so many years, and after so many years, both of them have been fine, doesn't that mean all this? If two people are really not suitable, then isn't it impossible from the beginning?
But why is it at this time, when this love is dying and alive?
And if the love between the two was wrong from the beginning, then Liu Leyang would rather be so wrong all the time, rather than be sober at this time and cut off that trace of affection.
Zhang Ling left quietly with only one sentence that was inappropriate, which was a completely irresponsible situation for Liu Leyang, and it completely disturbed Liu Leyang's heart.
Liu Leyang is very remorseful, however, no matter how much unwillingness he has, there is no place to vent at all, and he is still a person who is not easy to express his emotions.
He has too many things to say to Zhang Ling at the moment, he wants to keep his love and doesn't want to enter the forbidden area of feelings, but Zhang Ling didn't give him this opportunity at all.
The wind is not light and the clouds have faded, but Liu Leyang can't die because of the cold teeth.
Liu Leyang didn't know what he was coming for this time, and if he knew that this would be the case before he came, would he still come?
Maybe.
In any case, you need to get a result, whether it is good or bad!