Seeing that the white sweater he had just changed was soaked in red, Lu Xiangnan hurriedly drew paper for me, "No, you put your head up, so that the bleeding can be stopped quickly." ”

"It doesn't work. ”

"Ten seconds, you're a little patient. He reached over and forced my chin up, "Ah, how many chili peppers do you eat, you can't do that in winter." ”

Chili pepper....... It's obviously Zhao Yilun's photo, it's really ....... But did he have muscles or didn't come, I wasn't dazzled just now, did I?

Lu Xiangnan came into the house to help me take the book out, and there seemed to be someone talking inside, I subconsciously looked inside, as if I saw a women's windbreaker. Is it Liu Ruoning's, this color quite matches her iceberg beauty face.

"You were the same last time, what are you looking into my room?" Lu Xiangnan opened the door wide, looking like he wanted me to see enough. I smiled awkwardly and handed over the book, "It's nothing, thank you for helping me move the book." ”

I will subconsciously care, I know that in a short period of time, I still have illusions about Lu Xiangnan and don't want him to get close, but if he is estranged, there will be an indescribable awkwardness in his heart.

The more this happens, the more I blame myself, and even wonder if I have watched too much in the harem, and I have essentially become an out-and-out scumbag.

I put those books back and wrapped them in brown paper, which is a habit for many years, as long as it is my own book, I always don't want them to be damaged, even if I don't really like to see books, she taught me when I was seven years old at my grandmother's house, but the only difference is that I used old newspapers at that time, and when I picked them up, my hands were black. The "White Night Walk" in the corner is half-open, and there seems to be something written inside.

When I opened it, I saw a clean pen on the front of the book: I guess we didn't dare to take that step because we were all in the white night as we know it, desolate, timid for fear of the price of change........ We didn't accept each other's all, Lin Weisheng.

I flipped down, and there was nothing left but printed text. It's just that the mood of the person who wrote this article picked up the pen and sketched it on the paper, which doesn't seem to have much to do with the original text, but rather a disguised self-catharsis.

I carefully wrapped it in the last piece of brown paper....... Keigo Higashino, I remember that my brother likes to read his books very much, and I have read a few of them, but unfortunately my life experience is too shallow, and I don't have much comprehension, but I just copied some good words and sentences decently, just to watch the excitement.

Zhao Meimei symbolically knocked on the door and asked me to borrow a curling iron, I noticed the bruise on her neck and didn't ask anything.

"Do you have a boyfriend?" she plugged in the electricity in my room and started styling, it seemed that she was going to perform again. "Speaking of which, what does Lu Xiangnan have to do with you, I always feel that he seems to be interesting to you, and he brought a lot of food at noon and said that he bought it easily, so much seafood, I want to know how to do it?" Zhao Meimei narrowed a pair of big eyes that charmed everyone, "Tell me honestly." ”

"No, it's not like you don't know that we were at the same table in high school. ”

"Hah, you're really....... Recently, we have a new project, Liu Ruoning is also there, that ** always pretends to be the eye of poor Professor Bo, and she squeezed her head out of the two places for the competition, so that she and Lu Xiangnan were selected, a combination of bullshit fairies. ”

I sighed, "You don't have to say that if you hate her, it's a little ugly." ”

"You're still defending her?" she said, scribbling sarcastic and meanness on her face.

I can't naturally accept Liu Ruoning's excellence, and I can't find the slightest gap to accept Zhao Meimei's rudeness.

"I didn't say I was looking for her, maybe she was better. ”

She walked slowly to my bedside, her eyes crisscrossed with bloodshots, and her whole body instantly lost her vitality.

Zhao Meimei was stunned for a moment, pulled out the power supply, and said angrily, "You don't have back pain when you stand and talk, I didn't tell you about my father's cerebral thrombosis, the money for that project is enough to last for a year and a half, she knew it, and she insisted on robbing me." ”

I seem to be always casually commenting on other people's lives without knowing it. For a long time, there were still many such people in Z Da, who sprayed Zhao Meimei's dog blood on the post bar.

Her tone was desperately trying to recover as if she was afraid of losing something, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have lost my temper with you." Originally, I wanted to tell you that Lu Xiangnan was good, but I caught it, but it turned out to be wrong. ”

“......... Your father, are you okay now?" I suddenly began to feel sorry for her, for the exaggerated costumes she wore every day, for her five days in a row that she didn't return home.

"Well, they're all holding on, and he said he wanted to see me in my wedding dress. Me, do you remember, I told you that I tried my best to do my best wherever I was from childhood to adulthood, I always thought I was omnipotent, and now I am really helpless against my dad's illness and my life. ”

The moment when she admits that she is an ordinary person, in front of a leader like her, may be the biggest setback, but it is undeniable that accepting an ordinary life is the beginning of maturity.

Soon, she climbed up from the bottom of her emotions, although the bloodshot in her eyes still did not fade, but what we both know is that it is too weak to freeze your life at this age when nothing has yet begun, and not to resist.

After Zhao Meimei left, I picked up the book "White Night Walking" and read it alone, and after a long time, Zhao Yilun sent a message.

"Pull back the curtains and look down. ”

I got up and threw the book on the bed, and pulled open the curtains, revealing his tall figure under the dim streetlamp, not at all sick. He walked this way, and his shadow danced on the quiet pavement.

We got on the phone, "Didn't you say we could only meet the day after tomorrow, why did you show up today?"

"I'm afraid you'll miss me too much. ”

"Next time, I can change it to a creative statement, it's too old-fashioned. ”

"I'm going in, have you figured out how to introduce me to your roommate?"

"She's gone, no introduction. ”

"Looks like we'll need to find a time for her next time. I'm coming up, open the door. ”

My heart was beating violently, as if I was reminding myself of the joy of the delayed future, that he was coming.

The door opened, and he was greeted by his well-defined face. We still kept talking on the phone.

Only then did he see that he was only wearing a tweed coat outside, and his exposed skin was red from the cold.

"Mr. Zhao, aren't you cold dressed like this?"

"Cold, you're dying, you have to be responsible for me. He hung up the phone, but he never looked away from me.

He closed the door and took me in his arms. I could feel the chill on his body, it seemed that he had been freezing for a long time.

"Warm me up. ”

I nudged him, "You, do you want to drink some hot water, so that your body temperature will rise faster." ”

"Well, let me hold it a little longer, it's really cold. "He put his arms around me and tightened them like a spoiled child. I can't push him away like this.

"What's wrong?" he wasn't used to this, it didn't look like he was joking at all, this feeling, as if we had been together for a long time.

I poured him a full cup of hot water, and from the back of his outstretched hand I accidentally saw a dense needle hole.

"These are all symbols of my honor, when I texted you, that Dr. Du glanced back and forth like a clairvoyant, how many stitches I ran to avoid him, praise me. ”

"Neurotic, you, you said you don't have to reply to me, why don't you have a long memory after being stabbed so many times. ”

"Ah, it's kind of cute when our little rascals get angry. "The way he laughs is really good, and his eyes seem to be studded with endless stars.

"There's so much more to me than you know. I pretended to be like him showing off himself. In fact, he is the only one in the world who says I am cute, and many people in high school said that I was a poker face, and I really don't know where he saw his cuteness.........

"Can I stay here tonight?"

My heart chuckled, there are only two rooms, he can't live in Zhao Meimei's house, isn't sleeping in the living room a little too harsh for his son-in-law.

"It's pretty small and cramped, are you sure?"

He blinked, his long eyelashes hanging down his eyelids.

I reluctantly went back to the house and tidied up everything that needed to be cleaned up and let him in, "You sleep in my room first, the bath is in the house, you have to stay by yourself, don't be too crowded." I said that I stuffed him with a quilt, I have to say, he was quite happy to hold this quilt printed with HelloKitty, I raised my phone, and saved the funny and happy of this moment.

"I'm a big man, do I have any other quilts?" Zhao Yilun frowned slightly, "You still take pictures?"

He reached out to force the phone, I took the opportunity to grab his phone, inadvertently touched the power button, I didn't expect to see his lock screen wallpaper is actually a dialog box to send me a message, the words "love you" are particularly dazzling.

Hehehe........ I slapped my hot face, isn't this man crazy, such an ugly wallpaper for him.........

There is more warmth in my heart, which can show that he really cares about me?

Just as I was about to get involved, he took me into the house and turned off the lights.

"You let me out, why are you so shameless!" I tried to pull the doorknob, but he protected me, "Don't worry, I won't do anything to you." ”

"I'm really angry if you do this again, get out of the way. ”

Whether what he said was true or not, I couldn't give him everything I had so easily until everything was certain.

Suddenly, the lights in the room came on, and his face was one I had never seen before, restless and tired.

"We spend so little time together," he said, "and we only see you in the evening." Except for the time to sleep, it seems that there is not much time left for us. ”

He leaned half against the door, "If you can't accompany you during the day, will you blame me?"

I looked up in amazement and met his serious eyes, "...... I didn't think about it, just being together like this was a luxury for us. Why do you ask these all of a sudden?"

"Thank you. Suco. ”

"Huh?" I listened from beginning to end with a confused expression, but before I could react, he was carried to the bed, "You sleep here, I'll go out." ”

"Ahh

"Old rascal, hurry up!"