In Zhao Fusheng's worldview, there are actually only two kinds of things, one is meaningful and the other is meaningless. The former is worth paying any price to do, while the latter, Zhao Fusheng doesn't even bother to dedicate any energy.

For example, Zhao Fusheng is willing to spend millions or more on helping those in need, because he feels that he needs to do something for this world when he comes back to this world, leaving some traces, and changing something. But he didn't bother to accept any media interviews, and he didn't want to be famous. Because Zhao Fusheng felt that there was no point in doing that.

In Zhao Fusheng's view, if people are alive, they have to pay extra if they want to get extra things. If you want to live your life, you should be yourself, and the key is to know what you want.

True elegance is actually the extension of the inner story, which is to use the external slowness to organize the inner beat. Let the inner and outer resonate on one channel as much as possible.

And the pretenders are indeed pretending to be true. Because his heart is empty, and outward he is anxious.

Zhao Fusheng didn't want his life to be unreal, he really wanted to live this life well.

"It's coming. ”

At this time, the grandmother of the welfare home walked out and happened to see Zhao Fusheng and Zhang Qian, showing a kind smile.

Zhao Fusheng has a lot of respect for these old people, in his eyes, these people are really good people who are selfless and dedicated, and they are more worthy of respect than themselves.

"Grandma Li. Zhao Fusheng greeted the old man respectfully, and said with a smile: "I haven't been here for so long, you seem to have a lot better face." ”

"Really?" Grandma Li was stunned for a moment, and then smiled kindly: "That's not because of you kid, if it weren't for you, would there be a life in the courtyard now." ”

Zhao Fusheng smiled and shook his head: "Don't say that, it's all what I should do." ”

He said this in his heart, for Zhao Fusheng, these things in the welfare home are just what he thinks he should do. To live, people should have at least a sense of social responsibility.

The sentence in Spider-Man seems to be pretending, but it does make sense, the greater the ability, the greater the responsibility.

"Come, come into the house and talk. Grandma Li said to Zhao Fusheng with a smile.

Zhao Fusheng nodded and walked in with the old man, Zhang Qian followed behind him and put the fruit he bought on the road at the door.

The old people usually talk a lot, especially when several old people get together, even Zhang Qian, sometimes he can't resist the grandmothers in the welfare home, but to his surprise, Zhao Fusheng actually chatted with those grandmothers very happily, no matter what the other party said, he has always listened patiently.

Until it was almost noon, Zhao Fusheng politely declined Grandma Li's invitation to leave him for lunch, and left the welfare home with Zhang Qian.

"Brother Zhang Qian, goodbye. ”

"Goodbye, brother. ”

At the gate of the welfare home, a group of children sensibly waved goodbye to Zhao Fusheng and Zhang Qian.

Zhao Fusheng smiled and said goodbye, and then turned to leave.

"Let's go see Grandpa. When Zhao Fusheng got into the car, he said to Zhang Qian.

Zhang Qian was stunned, then nodded, and the two of them came to the hospital in a car.

Grandpa Dean's health is deteriorating, in fact, if he hadn't met Zhao Fusheng that time, he might not have been able to hold on to it at all.

The old man originally lived in an ordinary ward, but after the last incident, some media reported on the welfare home, and the hospital changed him to a high-level ward at the suggestion of the kind director, in the words of that person, anyway, the living conditions of those old cadres are good and healthy, and the high-level cadre ward is empty for most of the year, so it is better to live in this old man.

I don't know for what reason, the hospital actually agreed, so the dean's grandfather was moved to the high-level ward.

The so-called wards for high-level cadres generally refer to wards provided exclusively for leading cadres in hospitals. Compared with ordinary wards, the high-level wards are not only larger in area, have a good environment, but are also equipped with full-time nursing staff, and the doctors who see patients for high-level cadres are generally doctors at or above the deputy director level. There is no need to queue up for medical treatment and hospitalization, and drugs that cannot be reimbursed by ordinary medical insurance can be reimbursed.

Of course, this kind of place can be lived in if rich people are willing to spend money.

But for the people in the welfare home, the medical expenses here are undoubtedly unaffordable for them.

Although the media reported that during that period, some well-wishers went to the welfare home to donate money and materials, but after the heat passed, it returned to calm.

"This ward, it's good. Zhao Fusheng walked in the corridor of the hospital, looked at the surrounding wards, and whispered to Zhang Qian.

Zhang Qian explained the specific situation and nodded: "If Director Chen hadn't spoken, it would have been impossible for people to live for us." ”

Zhao Fusheng smiled and didn't say anything.

In fact, he also understands the thoughts of the hospital leaders, it is nothing more than a name, although the affairs of the welfare institute are calm, but the old man lives here, and the welfare home pays the medical expenses normally, and they give a high-level ward, not only can they get a good reputation, but also get gratitude, why not.

The most important thing is that these high-level wards are empty most of the time, and the hospital is also idle, and now it is for the dean's grandfather to live, for them, there is no loss, but they can get benefits, and no one will be the bad guy.

When he came to the door of the ward, Zhao Fusheng pushed the door in, and it happened that there was a little nurse in the room who was cleaning, and when he saw that the person who came was Zhang Qian, the little nurse smiled sweetly: "You are here." ”

"Ahh Zhang Qian nodded, but there was no more.

"Grandpa Dean is not bad, he just fell asleep, and he talked to me for a while just now. The little nurse said to Zhang Qian and glanced at Zhao Fusheng: "That, I still have something to do, let's go first." ”

"Oh. Zhang Qian was still the same as just now, and Mu Mu nodded.

Zhao Fusheng was about to laugh out loud, Zhang Qian didn't know if he noticed it, but as a bystander, he could see it clearly, the little nurse was clearly secretly promising Zhang Qianfang, and his eyes were wrong.

After all, the experience of dozens of years is there, and Zhao Fusheng is still very sure of this.

It's just that looking at Zhang Qian's appearance, it is clear that he doesn't feel other people's thoughts, or this guy is pretending to be stupid.

But anyway, Zhao Fusheng felt that this scene was quite interesting.

"What are you laughing at?" Noticing the strange expression on Zhao Fusheng's face, Zhang Qian asked with a strange expression.

Zhao Fusheng shrugged his shoulders and shook his head: "It's nothing, I just think this nurse is very beautiful." ”

Her name is Yang Panpan. Zhang Qian heard this and said, "It's a full-time nurse here, who is only responsible for the patients in this room." ”

"Oh. Zhao Fusheng nodded: "You know all this?"

As he spoke, he laughed: "What, it seems that you have a good relationship with her?"

"Just know. Zhang Qian explained calmly, even he didn't notice it, when Yang Panpan was mentioned, he had always been as cold as ice, and his expression was a little loose.

Zhao Fusheng didn't break it, smiled, and walked to the dean's grandfather's hospital bed and sat down.

The treatment of the senior cadre ward is really good, whether it is the environment or the configuration, there is a separate reception room, as well as a lounge, even if it is a bed next to the elderly, for the accompanying staff to rest.

As for the refrigerator and TV set around me, it is readily available.

"Sit down, rest, and wait for grandpa to wake up. Zhao Fusheng said to Zhang Qian.

Zhang Qian nodded, and the two of them simply sat there, waiting for the dean's grandfather to wake up.

Elderly people sleep very shallowly, and after less than ten minutes, the old man opened his eyes and saw that it was Zhao Fusheng beside his bed, showing a smile and opening his mouth slightly.

Zhao Fusheng put his ear to his mouth, and only then could he hear what he said: "You are here." ”

Nodding, Zhao Fusheng said, "I just came back from Beijing and came to see you." ”

Although he didn't meet the old man many times, this did not prevent Zhao Fusheng from respecting him very much, and for those good people in the real sense, Zhao Fusheng maintained a respectful posture enough.

"Thank you. The old man said.

Because of his body, he was actually very slow to speak, and he couldn't say too long words.

But Zhao Fusheng didn't have any complaints, whenever the old man talked to him, he would stand up, stick to the old man's mouth, and listen to the old man's words.

After a while, the old man beckoned and motioned for Zhang Qian to come to him.

Zhang Qian was stunned for a moment, but still nodded, walked to the old man's side, and leaned down.

"You go out first, I'll have a few words with Fusheng. The old man said to Zhang Qian.

Zhang Qian nodded, turned around and left the ward, he had always listened to the old man.

"I've always wanted to say thank you to you, if it weren't for you, I would have died a long time ago. The old man squeezed out a smile and said to Zhao Fusheng.

Zhao Fusheng shook his head: "You're welcome, this is what I should do." ”

"I don't understand, why do you help the welfare home so much?" the old man suddenly asked Zhao Fusheng.

Zhao Fusheng was stunned for a moment, and then immediately understood what the old man meant.

After all, he has experienced too many ups and downs in life, even the most difficult ten years, and in the hearts of the old man, his understanding of people's hearts is deeper than anyone else.

In his opinion, Zhao Fusheng has such behavior at his age, to be honest, it is really incomprehensible.

After being silent for a moment, Zhao Fusheng laughed and said slowly to the old man: "Grandpa, I often dream sometimes, in my dreams my life is a failure, and everything around me is hopeless. Laughing at poverty and not prostitution, money first, everyone seems to have abandoned their moral bottom line, when I wake up, I feel that the world always needs some warmth, even if it is a little self-righteous commemoration. It's like seeing the sun in the dark night, maybe it's tearful hope, or maybe it's the sadness of laughing unbridledly.

The world is full of contradictions, and there will always be too many accidents that make us at a loss for a while.

Therefore, I regard my life as a practice, and I will not rest until I die. ”