That night, accompanied by a violent cough, Xia Xuebing coughed up a large lump of dark black sputum, and there was a lot of fresh blood mixed with its edges, and Brother Yun was terrified when he saw it. Although he takes care of his sick old father all the year round, his father's illness is chronic, and the symptoms are not severe when the illness occurs.

Xia Xuebing's state at this time is undoubtedly on the verge of dying, Brother Yun is anxious in his eyes, if Xia Xuebing, that is, Wu Dalang, can't stand dying in his own house tonight, then he can't wash himself by jumping into the Yellow River, not to mention whether Wu Song will let him go, just the fact that someone died in his own family can let him be implicated.

"Do you want to blast Wu Dalang out now?" When Brother Yun was doing an ideological struggle, Xia Xuebing said slowly: "Brother Yun, I'm fine, please help me make some porridge, I'm suddenly a little hungry." ”

"Is it back to the light?" Brother Yun said secretly in his heart: "It seems that I can't let him stay at my house anymore no matter what." ”

"Okay, I'll make it for you right away, and you can leave as soon as you're done eating, I can't take you in anymore. Brother Yun said. His family is poor, and he usually only cooks twice a day, once in the morning and once in the evening, basically the common people of this era live like this, and the meaning of eating for them is not to enjoy, but to sustain life. But tonight, Brother Yun decided to make an exception to make a little gruel for Wu Dalang, after all, he also earned a lot of money on Wu Dalang, even if it was hospice care.

After the porridge was ready, Brother Yun first scooped the thickest part of the pot to his old father and himself, and only gave Wu Dalang a bowl of thin soup with only a few pitiful grains of rice.

Maybe it was because of the illness, Xia Xuebing took a mouthful of gruel and frowned and couldn't swallow it for a long time, while Brother Yun and his old father on the side ate it very fragrantly, and the two bowls of gruel were cleaned up without half a cup of tea.

Brother Yun put down the bowl and saw that Xia Xuebing hadn't swallowed the porridge in his mouth yet, so he stepped forward to urge, the porridge has been made for you, Brother Yun has no psychological burden now, he just wants to blast Xia Xuebing away quickly.

"Wuda, hurry up..." Before Brother Yun finished speaking, Xia Xuebing, who was holding a mouthful of gruel, suddenly burst out laughing, and the person who was still angry a second ago suddenly laughed, and all the porridge in his mouth squirted out, looking inconsistent and weird.

"You go to die!" Xia Xuebing suppressed her smile and squeezed out four words from between her teeth with a fierce expression.

This sentence made Brother Yun very puzzled, but he didn't doubt it for too long, and the sharp pain in his abdomen told him everything that happened just now.

"You..." Brother Yun foamed at the mouth and his throat was swollen, he wanted to speak but couldn't speak, but the meaning in his eyes that stared at Xia Xuebing was clearly asking why the other party wanted to poison him.

"*nmd! Want to betray me? Do you think I don't know what you've had in mind these days? Do you think I'm an honest man? I used to be kind to you, but this time I gave you all the money, why are you still not satisfied? Ah?! How much can Ximenqing give you this kind of goods? Do you have to die in front of you to be satisfied? I*nmd! You damn it, an ungrateful beast like you deserves to die!" Xia Xuebing suddenly became furious, her family was in the middle of the road before her rebirth, and the hatred that had been accumulated in her heart for many years and the grievances of the past few days after her rebirth all broke out at this moment, Xia Xuebing's eyes were blood-red and her expression was distorted, looking terrifying and hideous.

Xia Xuebing cleared his mouth after scolding, and highlighted a mouthful of saliva mixed with blood to Brother Yun, it turned out that Xia Xuebing deliberately bit his mouth before spitting at night, and spit out the blood in his mouth mixed with sputum to disguise his injury, pretending to be about to die, in fact, although he was terminally ill, there was still a period of time before he died.

Brother Yun fell to the ground and began to struggle, he didn't understand that Wu Dalang had been in his house for the past few days, his injuries were so serious that he was almost incapacitated, there was Ximenqing looking for him outside, and his father was watching, where did he get the poison?

There is only one answer, that is, Wu Dalang hid the poison on his body before he first looked for Brother Yun in the bazaar a few days ago, and as for the original source of this poison, it was the arsenic that Xia Xuebing accidentally found when he was searching for money in his house before running away, and then brought it on his body by the way, that is, the arsenic that Pan Jinlian was originally going to poison Wu Dalang.

Arsenic this poison, the main ingredient is arsenic trioxide, if used to kill and sterilize, only the kind of semi-finished products containing a lot of impurities are needed, but if it is used to poison rats, then it needs a very high purity of refined products, so that the taste and color of the poison can be greatly reduced, after mixing food, rats can not smell or taste the odor, its colorless and tasteless degree can even be used to kill...

Brother Yun was already delirious at this time, he looked at his bedridden father before he died, because he did not eat as much poisonous porridge as Brother Yun, the old father could be poisoned later, but at this moment he also began to foam at the mouth.

Brother Yun struggled to take his last breath and pleaded at Xia Xuebing, that look was undoubtedly begging Xia Xuebing to save his old father, this was the last and only pure land and warmth in Brother Yun's heart after being forced into a market speculator by life at a young age.

"You both go and die,*!" Xia Xuebing turned a blind eye and scolded coldly.

Brother Yun died, tears flowed down his face before he died, tears mixed with white foam from his mouth, and his old father died after Brother Yun took his breath, and both looked at each other before they died, as if telling the hardships of this life and the reluctance to part.

In fact, for the father and son at the bottom of society, death is not terrible, because their lives are just a pendulum that can breathe, and it is more lengthy and numb.

The brain in charge of the emotional field of human beings has a cooling function, which can make people return to the usual calm state from positive and negative emotions within a certain period of time, which is a protective mechanism, because no matter what kind of emotion, once it is excessive, it will cause the body's stress response or hormone imbalance, and it will greatly affect people's judgment and sense of logic, and make people make actions that are very different from those in the usual state。

Although everyone has a cooldown mechanism, but everyone's cooldown time is different, smart people can quickly calm themselves down from extreme emotions, this kind of person is difficult to brainwash, and it is difficult to be deceived. On the other hand, stupid people have a hard time getting rid of their emotions, and they are easily at the mercy of others, such as religious extremists and so-called fanatics, as well as people who will fight you if they don't agree with each other in their daily lives. Those who have thunder in their chests and face like a peaceful lake can worship the general, shouting and shouting to kill those who don't know the dead can worship the death squad.

Xia Xuebing is that kind of smart person, it only took him more than a minute to recover from the extreme revenge excitement after the poisoning and murder, looking at the tragic death of Brother Yun's father, how similar was that look to the grandfather he saw last time in the funeral home?

Although Xia Xuebing was an adult when his grandfather died, he was not mentally prepared for the death of his relatives without life and death, his mind was blank and his thinking stopped, and he later realized that he would never see his grandfather again. When I was a child, I went to work with my grandfather for the first time, went to a restaurant for the first time, and took myself on an outing for the first time...... All these memories have not been forgotten with the passage of time, but have become clearer and clearer, and grandpa has all kinds of shortcomings, but his love for himself is real. Seeing Brother Yun's father's eyes before he died, Xia Xuebing recalled the last expression of his grandfather back then, wasn't that look just reluctant? But grandpa can't live, he can't continue to protect his family if he is alive, and he will be retaliated against if he is alive, and he will be alive...... is separated from his children and grandchildren in prison, and it will only be strangers when they meet again. and his own father, in order to protect his son, gave up his own life, self-defilement, even if there was only a glimmer of light, he was desperate to bear all the aftermath after the collapse of the building after the accident at home.

At the time of the accident, my father only had a few silver threads on his head, and now his hair is full of frost.

After being excited, the wound on her chest also began to tear Xia Xuebing's nerves, the pain in her body and the sadness in her heart hit together, Xia Xuebing knelt down with a plop, lying on Brother Yun's corpse, tears rolled down like beads with broken threads, crying about her terminally ill body, crying about the family affection between Brother Yun's father and son, crying about what happened to the Xia family before she was reborn, and even more so crying about the fragility and helplessness in her heart after killing someone with her own hands for the first time.

"We'll see you again soon, brother. After a while, Xia Xuebing wiped away her tears and brushed Brother Yun's dead eyelids with her hand.