Have you ever liked a man at his most isolated moment because you didn't even have time to see his face because he held out a hand to you?

Su Ke has.

It was the hottest time of the year, and the broken air conditioner in the classroom stood in the middle of nowhere, still humming but not cooling.

The heat was unbearable, and the students who were under military training under the scorching sun were sweating profusely. The new female instructor adjusts the student's stance by holding a wicker that has been broken off from nowhere.

Su Ke stood in the middle of the line, the sun almost scorching his skin above his head, and the hot concrete floor beneath his feet. Everyone was looking forward to resting, even though it was only ten minutes, but these ten minutes were unspeakable torment for Su Ke. She didn't have anyone to talk to, no one to hand each other tissues.

In the eyes of others, she is too closed, too contracted. There are four people living in the newly divided dormitory, and only their dormitory is the most headache for the teacher on duty every night, turning the entire floor upside down, and there is no peace.

Girls who have just entered high school always have a lot of topics, all kinds of celebrities, campus gossip, they talk about everything. Someone put up a poster of EXO at the door, and he was a nymphomaniac in front of that poster every day. Gradually, the entire dormitory was buying various EXO peripherals online. But the entire dormitory mentioned here does not include Su Ke.

She didn't want to say a word too much, and she didn't take the initiative to partner with other girls. It's not that I don't dare, it's that I really don't want to From the bottom of my heart, the disgusting feeling of friendship, naked, and naked has never dissipated. The more she cared, the stronger the nausea became, and the more she couldn't avoid it.

Therefore, when she volunteered to divide the table, no one would come to her, and she sat in the first row of the classroom by the window. It's all on your own. During the day, when I train in the military and come back at night to study on my seat, I can occasionally see the world outside the window, and the lights are bright.

For the first time, she had the idea of skipping class. Just to sit on the last train and watch the night view of the city and the blurring skyline to empty yourself.

But that's just thinking about it, she wouldn't do it. Before coming to this school, I had promised my father that I would never cause trouble and graduate successfully. That was the only thing he expected of her. He didn't even say anything like studying hard, because in his eyes, she had been studying for years to the point of hopelessness.

Seven days of military training is indeed difficult, but she can get through every day in a mess. Even if it's such a mess, she doesn't think there's anything wrong with it.

Soon, seven days passed, classes were scheduled, and seats were rearranged.

"How can there be a vacant seat in the first row? How unsightly is this!" The male teacher who spoke was their homeroom teacher, Mr. Zhang, who looked gentle and elegant, but in fact liked to smoke and scold students behind his back, and the students he taught gave him the nickname "Big Smoker".

Teacher Zhang cleared his throat, there was a faint smell of tobacco on his body, "Who wants to be in the first row? ”

The classroom was silent.

He is not embarrassed, he has been teaching for many years, and he has long been familiar with this situation. He knocked on Su Ke's desk and joked: "It seems that the students in our class are more shy, both male and female students are biased towards this kind of sinking fish and geese, and they are ashamed of the moon." ”

Still no one paid attention to him. The Great Smoker sighed, and the smell of smoke in the air intensified. He lowered his head and said to Su Ke in an extremely gentle voice: "Why don't you go to the back, how about the last row, I'll move the second row to the front, it's not appropriate for you to put a table in front by yourself, it's too untidy." ”

"I don't want to go to the back, I want to listen carefully. Fart, she laughed at herself, clearly talking nonsense. I don't want to go to the back, I just want to sit in the front. No need to look back, no need to see the face of the person behind you. It also gives you a sense of security.

The big smoker spoke softly, but his temper was very unfriendly: "Su Ke, I have all your art teachers here, you are specially recruited, don't talk about other subjects, just 120 in my Chinese middle school exam, you took 78?"

The implication is self-evident, the poor student suddenly said that he wanted to study hard, and his first reaction was definitely not belief and excitement, but doubt.

He tried to keep his voice as low as he could, but someone would always hear him. For example, Li Jia and Zhao Xinyue, who sat in the same dormitory behind Su Ke.

She lowered her head and continued to lie: "I can't see clearly when I sit in the back, and the glasses are eight hundred." ”

In fact, there are only two hundred, what are you thinking...... It's running the train with a mouth full of mouths again.

The big smoker didn't speak, and the class suddenly fell silent. Almost all eyes fell on Su Ke and the teacher by the window.

"Then what do you think you want to do, Su Ke?"

"Just sit here. ”

"You're sitting here to deduct the hygiene points of our class, and the cleanliness also has an impact. ”

"I don't want to go to the back!" she raised her voice, this time without making excuses or reasons, and directly said her truest thoughts.

"If you don't press me collectively, why can't I be when others can sit in front?"

"Why are you so willful, girl?"

Su Ke wanted to fight back, but a loud voice came from the back of the classroom.

"Teacher, I'll go to the first row, I'll sit with her!"

The heads of all the people in the class were tilted towards Lu Xiangnan, who was sitting at the back of the classroom. Su Ke didn't bother to look back, she didn't even know what the names of the people in the class were, and she didn't plan to forget the past in high school and make a fresh start.

The man...... The man who said he wanted to sit with her was joking, she didn't know him at all.

She thought that there was no turmoil in her heart, and she could wrap all the grievances and unhappiness tightly in what she could call a capricious cloak.

Until the man came over, with the sound of slight footsteps, bringing a slight wind, pulled out his chair and sat down beside her.

Before this, she hadn't even looked at his face carefully, hadn't listened carefully to his voice. Sitting next to him, everything seemed so strange and unnatural.

Although it was unnatural, from that moment on, she seemed to have unconsciously fixed the scene in the middle of summer with the chirping of cicadas.

Originally, she thought that her high school and later life would be dark, until she met Lu Xiangnan. The boy who likes to wear shirts, he always has a lot of big truths, and he doesn't forget to bring two sentences about the topic of model aircraft production when the nagging is endless. Su Ke didn't understand, but he tried his best to understand, he sat up straight in class, and she sat up straight with her. He raised his hand to speak, and she also tried boldly, although it was not right, and she was disliked by the teacher again and again.

She always remembered that it was from the day Lu Xiangnan sat next to her that her high school life officially began.