"Do you feel very painful, regretful, want to quit, don't want to be an idol anymore?" He Yue asked.

Owada was silent and didn't speak, but his eyes had betrayed her.

He Yue was also silent for a while, and then she said, "Next, let's talk about the meaning of idols." ”

"There is no simple word in the adult world, the hard work of idols, many people only know it after entering this circle, some people feel disdain for this kind of work to please people, some people regret after tasting the hardship, some people relax their own management, and then the result is the decline of popularity, the failure of body type management, the lack of ability that idols such as singing and dancing, and finally reduced to being operated and placed, becoming ordinary idols, and even graduating gloomily and leaving this world. ”

"You may think that leaving this world is also a good choice, because the idol world I said before is too hard? I want to tell you, many people also think the same way when they leave, but none of these people who leave the entertainment industry do not regret it!"

"Idols are really the most glamorous and beautiful job in the world, who doesn't want to be sought after by fans and media every day? Who doesn't want to have their name and photos printed in magazines? Who doesn't want to be surrounded by beautiful men and women every day, and still earn a lot of money by the way?"

What He Yue said is the truth, AKB has graduated so many people, and many people still want to stay here even if they know that they have no future, is it really because of pure dreams?

SKE48 has a Yagami Kumi who once stood in the third position, and after graduation, he has worked as a waiter and other jobs, but he has repeatedly signed contracts with brokerage companies and made many comebacks.

"I told you so much about what the purpose is, do you understand now?"

"Well......" After all, she was just a teenage girl, and He Yue's tirade had already made her cry.

"But...... Why are you telling me this, why are you only holding me?" Owada asked, snorting.

He Yue's eyes changed suddenly, the girl Owada had never been in love before entering AKB, and she had never experienced any unforgettable feelings, but at this moment, she suddenly found that she really understood a lot from He Yue's eyes.

However, He Yue hesitated for a while but didn't say anything, it seemed that she was restrained at this time, and finally she just said faintly: "If it's you, I think it's worth it." ”

Of course, Owada didn't know what kind of complicated feelings were contained in her sentence of worthiness.

He Yue said: "They like you to the point of madness, that is really like, like to have no self, like to come all the way from other counties, from Okinawa, from Hokkaido, and even from China, from France, just to see you for 10 seconds! In those ten seconds, they may not be able to say anything, just mechanically shake hands with you and say cheers." ”

That sentence is not talking about anyone else, it is the former him. In 2014, at the age of 25, he also crossed thousands of mountains and rivers from China to Tokyo and came to her handshake party.

At that time, he was 25 years old, and Owada was 15 years old at that time, and He Yue felt that he was a very rational idol fan, and he liked it for many years, more because he liked the idol itself, and he was by no means a boyfriend fan, and he was more against breaking the rules when the idol fell in love, so he once thought that even if he saw the little idol, he would not be too out of shape, not to mention that the target was still a little girl who was ten years younger than himself, and before this little girl, as a dead DD, he had already liked many other idols, and after Owada, he would also like more idols。

But that handshake experience really slapped him in the face, the little idol in reality is really 10,000 times cuter than on TV, and his nervousness is 10,000 times stronger than expected! In just a few seconds of meeting, the touch on his hands, and the little idol that filled his sight, as if he was glowing, snuffed out all his reason, and the self-introduction that had been prepared for a long time flew to the ends of the earth at this moment, without a complete dialogue, and even the normal voice was lacking, he was pushed out of the handshake queue.

He used to think that Owada would be the future of AKB, in that era when Maeda Oshima had graduated one after another, pointing out that Hara and Mayu were still shining stars, Owada was really like AKB's successor, especially when a documentary interview was conducted one year and asked what she was doing ten years later, the girl said that ten years later she had become the center of AKB and was working hard, at that time, she must be full of expectations for the future and her idol career.

But the bright future that everyone was looking forward to after that did not materialize.

Fat, low popularity, scandals, and handshakes will resist on variety shows...... Due to a combination of reasons, AKB's once most promising future star finally slipped.

After graduating, she took away not only her own future, but even AKB's.

There are too many ifs in the history of AKB, and Owada is the biggest and most important one in He Yue's opinion.

No one knows He Yue's mental journey, even if someone knows, maybe some people will say that He Yue is selfish, that she doesn't care about Owada's true thoughts, and that she knows that Owada's life after graduation is unhappy, maybe she is no longer a national idol, and she is the most real and happiest when she lives freely.

But He Yue doesn't care about these, people are always complicated, crossing to become AKB, concurrently serving as Nogizaka, becoming an idol, if you want to say what her goal is, first of all, she is happy to be an idol, she doesn't have to become a TOP idol, but she hopes that she can become the most special, the most free, the most wanton one, if you find a few more intimate confidants by the way, you can still play together after many years, and the people who live together are better.

So she approached Murayama, approached Asuka, and slightly changed the future of Hashimoto and others, but it will not affect the future of the entire AKB or Nogizaka to a large extent, and the limited role she can play is one thing, but more important than it is her own development, and paying attention to the people she cares about is another.

In addition to the influence she took the initiative to cause, such as Atsuko Maeda joined the ama crew instead of graduating, and Tomomi Itano graduated early, etc., it is more because of the chain reaction caused by her butterfly effect.

Only Owada is special, she has a strong desire to change her idol career, and even influence the future of the entire AKB through her.

It's as if she was talking to the girl at the beginning of the conversation.

"I hope you have the best idol career, become a legendary-level idol representing AKB, or even representing a piece of idol history, if you can't do this, then go back and be an ordinary person, instead of becoming an ordinary idol, or even becoming a photo idol later, I would rather kill you from the beginning, so that you don't even have the opportunity to contact the entertainment industry and fall into it!"

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